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Thursday, May 25, 2006

With so many things and so many things in mind,I don't have the time to update.

Oh well...

It's Thursday anyway. Tomorrow's Friday and ho ho! School holidays! BUT... I've to go back to school for extra lessons. Awwwwww mannnnn. Darn. I also have English oral. *sigh* Is it a good thing or a bad thing?

Tomorrow will be getting back my report book. No big deal cause we've seen everything so about getting the report back,it doesn't excites me. I'm actually disappointed about it. =( I didn't maintain my second position. That really saddens me. When I got to know it two days ago,I was actually quite down but thankfully there were some nice people around me to somewhat console me and made me feel better. =)

THANKS TO THOSE WHO MADE ME FEEL BETTER! =)

It's really sad actually. Expected subjects to do well but I didn't. Though I passed everything,it wasn't satisfying. I did score an A for two subjects but it wasn't what I expect. I've always wanted to maintain at least three As or four and a B but it didn't meet up to my par. As usual my chinese...... What do you think?

Yes yes. It's officially a FAIL subject so I don't have to talk about my Chinese. How horrible is that? I didn't get top for any subjects except for one. How sad? I only top for one subject. Hur hur. I usually get top for at least three subjects. *sigh*

That's not the end. I still have time to brush up. Improve my flaws and whatsoever and do even better and I'm determine that I WILL do WELL the next time round and I really mean VERY WELL. I'm up to the challenge.

Currently there's quite a number of competitors if you were to use that terms. Yes,"Competitors" completing. I'm up to the challenge. I've got to focus and I will. I'm determined. At least I managed to maintain first for one of my subjects which I've been always good at for four years. So yeah,look on the bright side. Umm...? Well,that's what I keep telling others and to think about it,I should say that to myself.

Trying to console myself and tell myself to do well. It has always been my aim to maintain but it seems that this time round,I didn't meet up to par. Darn. I know it was shocking even my teachers were shocked. Especially for Mathematics and Science. When they asked me what happened,I feel bad about it. Seriously,I feel bad.

Not only was I disappointed,I feel that I've disappointed them too. Well? That's how I felt. Especially my Science teacher who used to be my Form Teacher for two years. I didn't score an A. How horrible and it's like I've got to do well for that subject. Got that? I've GOT TO. Maths too. No matter how much I dislike it at times,I still have to do well. That's how badly I want to do well.

No point passing all except Mother Tongue because I maintain my three As and at least a B but it'll be better if it's A2. It seems I ended up with a B for Science. =( That would be like B4. Hur hur! I'm lucky to have passed Maths. This time I would say it's very LUCKY.

Hur hur hur! I really have to work hard. My god. I've never get that position before. I mostly get top 5! =( At for the past year,I'm like second throughout. I've always maintained top 5. That's why I'm really disappointed.

Oh well... Let's not talk about this already. Look on the bright side and look ahead. =) That's more important. What's past is past. I can't turn the clocks back. No point crying over a spilled milk. Sad yet happy. More of disappointed yet happy. I'm not pleased with my results but with some nice people around me,I feel happy and lucky to have such people supporting me.

I should be considered fortunate I guess. I told my mother and goodie,she understood me. =) I think that was sweet. I thought she's gonna nag about it as I didn't meet my usual par. I know how it feels to disappoint others. It's not a good thing and I don't wish to.

What's done can't be undone. I've made a lot of mistakes. I have to admit because I'm not perfect nor near-perfect. I'll never be perfect BUT I'll give in my best. Strive hard,be strong and think positively. That's what I can do to be a better person and oh yes,not forgetting mistakes are something that we should look at and improve ourselves as we can learn something from it.

Tell me who on earth did not make any mistakes? We're humans. We're not robots. We definately will make mistakes. One good example - A referee for a football match. I'm sure he'll make mistakes at times for the decisions he make. Sometimes it maybe a red card but maybe he give a yellow card and when it's supposed to be a red card,he gives a yellow card. Errrr? You know that kind of stuff.

"I'm not a perfect person. There's many things I wish I didn't knew........"

That line's suitable for me. Sometimes things that I should not have know,I somehow found it out. Things that I wish to know? Well,let's just say I haven't found a clue.

Feeling stupid? I don't know but no matter how strong as a person I am,at a certain time of point I still feel down and feel stupid about it. To reflect about the things that I've done in the past it really saddens me. Well? Somehow I just feel stupid at times for whatever had happened. I mean the actions and decisions at that time of point.

No matter how strong I may appear as in no tears,all smiles. REMEMBER. I'm still human. I have feelings. I have emotions. So many things in mind yet I couldn't understand certain things at times. Maybe I will understand things better as I grow older.

Like they say "Older and wiser". Hmm? Oh well... Anyway,life is just like a rollercoaster ride. Sometimes you're up and sometimes you're down. Well? I'm listening to "Life is a rollercoaster" at the moment - Ronan Keating. =D

"Life is a rollercoaster you just gotta ride it."

Sometimes listening to Ronan Keating songs it just makes me feel better. Especially his "10 Years of Hits" album songs. It's a good thing I bought it. =D Like they say,you can download but hey,sometimes you just got to buy it. =)

He has four solo albums. So far,I only have two of his album. His "Destination" album and of course his greatest hits album which is of course "10 Years of Hits". His "Turn It On" album songs weren't my favourite. Though there were some nice songs but they weren't really my favourite.

Still,I think Ronan Keating as a nice voice. =) I like his songs. I'm a fan of him.

Hmm... Let me see what I've done for the past week.

Had my flag day on Saturday. It was really fun. The venue was at Tampines. Started it at Tampines at about 8.15AM. Then at about 9.30AM decided to go to Bugis to do my flag day. Xiaoqiang and I went there but gosh,to our surprise there were students from other schools doing it too.

Ho ho! So we decided to walk to City Hall. From Bugis to City Hall. That's not the end. Same thing!! We then decided to walk to Chinatown. It's like I'm leading Xiaoqiang to the place. We reached Chinatown but it wasn't that good but not too bad. From Chinatown we walk to Raffles Place. Oh my. We walk from Bugis to Raffles Place??

Haha. Yeah. We didn't take bus or whatsoever. We just use our legs to walk. =) Though it was tiring,at the same time it was fun. There were some arrogant people. Like I've mentioned in my earlier entries. They ignore or avoid.

Well? I understand that some may not have small change but to those who have,they're kind of proud. Not only that,when they see you they pretend not to see you and give that cocky look. Tsk tsk. Sheesh. I hate that look BUT look on the bright side.

I did quite well. I try my best to ask for donations. There were nice and friendly people and that makes me feel good. =) Though I was a little pissed with some of the behaviour,I kept telling myself to look on the bright side. Heck those idiots,smile because there's nice people around.

It was quite an experience. Fun. That's all I've to say. The key to it is simple I guess. Smile and ask politely and of course thank them. From Raffles Place,we took the MRT back to Tampines and had lunch first before reporting to return the tins. =)

Fun fun fun. Full stop. I did it not because of anything but because I want to help those people. We should consider ourselves lucky. =)

Hmm... Let me see. Sunday? Sunday,as usual a family day. Nothing much. Went to Tampines and had dinner then went window shopping. Monday - Wednesday? Hmm... Nothing much. Had photo taking on Tuesday. Oh my. I hope I'll look good in the class photo. =D

Early dismissal for Tuesday and Wednesday. =) Today? Well,no early dismissal. =( Hmm... Tomorrow's Friday. Gosh. Very fast. For all you know it's soon going to be June already. WORLD CUP!! Yeah! Yeah! Woohoo! =X

Hmm? Alright,I think I'll stop here as for now.

Maybe tomorrow. =)

I'm outta here. Peace out.

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠10:01:00 pm♠

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+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist

+ 0ctober 4th 1990

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+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
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(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)

+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)

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// What does your sleeping position says about you?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

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// What's your love type

Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

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// Are you too picky when it comes to men?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

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// What kind of sexy girl are you?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

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// What kind of girl are you?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

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// Are you spoiled?

You Are 24% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

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// What flavour Pocky are you?

You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

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// Could you be violent?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

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