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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

When the stars don't shine...
Rememeber - YOU SHINE.
- D-Illusionist

Peekaboo! Ho ho! I'm back. Back again. D's back. Tell a friend. LOL.

Ok,enough crap already. 12.29AM at the moment. Yawns? Hmm? Well,maybe later. Darn. Had school yesterday (Monday). I have class later on. Hur hur! 10.30 to noon if I'm not wrong. Grrrrrr... Aww... But what to do? I can't do anything about it but Wednesday I get to wake up late! Then again,I still have Thursday and Friday! =(

Oh,not forgetting next Monday which is on the 5th of June. Drats.

Hmm... Ok,look on the bright side. At least after 5th,I still have my holidays!! Woohoo! It's not like it's the end of the world or something right? Well,you just gotta bear with it for a while. Like they say,"Suffer now,enjoy later." Hmm? In this kind of situation,I simply have to agree with it.

Hmm? Sheesh. I've been feeling kind of tired these few days. I simply don't know why. It's like out of the blue,I start to feel tired and stuff like that. Sheesh. Hate it. Drats.

Seems like this month is really like a roller coaster ride. Sometimes it's up,sometimes it's down. What can I say? Life is just like a rollercoaster ride. That is why I purposely use this name for my blog url. =D I mean the name. [life-is-a-rollercoaster] I just feel that it is just like a rollercoaster.

Not just life but it could also mean emotions. Your feelings and your mood. Kind of complex? Not really. Well,what's your point of view? It's how you define it. I may think of it differently. It's all up to you to think why I use such names. =)

Just like D-Illusionist for instance. It's how you look at it. To some they might think because D's my name and Illusionist because I may be a mystery at times. Hmm? It's how you look at it. I mean,there were some friends who said that to me and all I did was I laughed it off and replied "Well? What do you think?"

Ok,let's move on now. Let's not talk about that.

Hmm? Sometimes I wonder,what does life really means? I simply wants to be happy. I mean,who doesn't? Then again,there's no such thing all the way happy right? I mean,there will be obstacles but you've got to learn how to handle it. It's a good thing if you know how to handle it. It shows that you're strong.

Strong? Then again,even the strong may somehow lose their strength and become weak. That is why I'm afraid when someone look upon me. I am not perfect nor do I consider myself as a strong person. I still have my fears,my sadness and what have you. It's just humans. We're all humans. Of course at times we have to fight for our rights but at times we simply can't. We're not in that position to do so.

At times in some situation we may feel angry but we're in a situation whereby you cannot do anything about it. Isn't it sad? I know how it feels. I think the worst is when you're on top,always doing well and successful when you fall,oh my... It's gonna hurt you badly. I simply hate that feeling. It hurts you so much till I think you may go depress.

When you achieve something and I mean achieve something good. The next time round,you're gonna maintain that standard or improve but one thing is for sure,you don't want to drop. That's natural. I'm also like that. I really badly want to maintain my second but the sad truth is,I didn't. It got me quite bad. I was really sad but I was trying to put on a smile and not think about it.

I kept telling myself to look on the positive side and be prepared to give a little more the next time. This time round,I've either got to get that position back or which of course be better. In other words first BUT first isn't in my mind because I know I couldn't. Forget first just concentrate for second.

Hmm... Ok,I may be known as the person who wants to ACHIEVE. Yes,I do and I bet everyone wants too. Who doesn't wants to be first? Call Jose Mourinho cocky? Then you're also calling me cocky. His just someone who wants to achieve. I don't think his that cocky. Hmm? Maybe at times when he use his words but I'm sure he still has a good side.

You see. The thing about him is that his just someone who wants to achieve. WIN WIN WIN. Who doesn't wants? You call him cocky and whatsoever? I think his a good manager. He cares for his team. He speaks for his team and I think that's one good thing about him.

Ok,enough Chelsea and Mourinho stuff. Where was I? Oh yes. My point is,do your best. If you know you're capable of doing something,just do it! =)

That is why some might call me "kiasu" or rather crazy. I know some say it's too much as I'm always aiming high. It's just that I feel that I can do it! That's why I'll feel down whenever I don't achieve the things that I wish I'd achieve.

*sigh* Sometimes I don't know if I'm happy or sad. When I'm feeling down,usually I'll be a little of bit. Meaning to say,I'll keep it low but at times I still try to be happy. When I'm happy,well? Obviously I'll be happy and sometimes in a crazy mood. Crazy mood? Haha. Some friends find me a little scary because I'll keep laughing and stuff like that. A little loud in other words.

Hmm? This is life but could you define the word? What do you really mean by that? I mean,what is life all about?

Sometimes,I just heck everything. I don't want to think about all those. Wishing I could do something to help the sad,the poor,the environment,etc. One thing is for sure,I can't go round hunting down all those wicked and cold-hearted people right? I just wish that all those morons would one day wake up and realise that they did something wrong and turn over a new leaf.

It isn't easy to turn over a new leaf. It takes time but at the same time learn something from it and improve ourselves. In that way,it makes us a better person. =)

Ain't that wonderful? I think it is. If only they think that way but hey,snap out of it ya? This is reality. Who would give a damn about it? I'm sure they only care about themselves and stuff like that. Everyone thinks differently. That's why I find it hard to trust people at times. I don't know if they really mean it or do they have intentions.

Sometimes I just wonder. I just couldn't figure out. Hmm? Will I ever find the answers? I wish I could. Hmm... Maybe someday I would. I guess I just have to open my eyes and observe things around me.

Alright,I guess I should be going. My eyes are getting heavier. A sign saying I should sleep? Ha ha! Hmm? Alright then.

Till here then.

...............Ahhhhhhhh! Ouch!
<-----I'm gone!

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠1:08:00 am♠

// D: Illusionist

+ Diane

+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist

+ 0ctober 4th 1990

+ Libra

+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)

+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)

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// What does your sleeping position says about you?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

// What's your love type

Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

What's Your Love Type?

// Are you too picky when it comes to men?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

// What kind of sexy girl are you?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

// What kind of girl are you?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

// Are you spoiled?

You Are 24% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

Are You Spoiled?

// What flavour Pocky are you?

You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

// Could you be violent?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Could You Be Violent?

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