W E L C ♠ M E
// My Illusions*
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Tomorrow's Mathematics Class has been cancelled. It was unexpected. Hmm? It sort of surprised me when I heard about it. =)
Oh well... Meaning to say I don't have to wake up early tomorrow! Woohoo! Ain't that great? Muahahaha. Oh my. Do I sound evil?
Anyway,currently listening to "Sandstorm" by Darude. Yeah,trance again. "Trancified"? Hmm? If you say so. So many unexpected things I found out. Shock? Surprised? I guess I was. I just couldn't react. I have nothing to say but to be speechless. Then,I start to feel small. Especially when thinking back of the past. All those mistakes I've made. All the things I shouldn't have done. All the things that just went like that.
Gosh. In a way it sort of hurts me and make me feel small. WAIT. Let me get it straight. Not about HIM but I found something shocking actually but well,life's like that. Anyway,like I was saying... Yeah,it was rather shocking to find out those things that I never expect. All I gotta say is that internet is the best thing.
Like I always say "I have my ways". That's how I got to know things. If I want to find somthing,I'll not give up to find that certain thing. Well? Maybe at times I got tired out and I stop but mostly,I won't. It's simply me! Ha ha! Yes yes. For those who know me,you'll be like "Yeah yeah. Stubborn girl." =p
La La LA. D's like that. What can I say? I'm me me me! Uniquely me. =D
I didn't expect to find a number of stuff. Gosh. Oh well... Expect the unexpected. It was also a day where I still have some friends who really cares! Gosh. I'm touched by that. So whatever happens today,I still have to look on the bright side. =)
Updated my blog of poems earlier on. Finally something. I mean,for about two months I've not been adding anything. Hmm? So yeah,at least there's something. Something that I've just posted. Looking at those previous entries,I think most of them is mostly how I feel. I type how I feel at that time. Gosh. Guess what? It's most HIM. But hey hey,out with the old - start a new. =)
I really wish to improve my writing skills. I'll do whatever it takes to improve it. I'm up for it. I must have the determination and the strength. Those two are the most important things. I really have to have that and of course support. =)
So many things in mind. Not sure where to begin. Sometimes I wonder what really is in my mind. At times I just couldn't think of anything. My mind's a blank at times. I don't wish to lose focus anymore as it'll hurt me later on. I just want to stay focus and be focus. Do well and of course - ACHIEVE!! =D
Is this the right time to date? Seriously,I wonder. Lots of friends are attached. Hmm? I wonder if they know what's right and what's wrong. I just hope they're happy and that's all. Seriously,at this age - Are you really serious? That's the problem with me. I can't quite trust guys. They can be sweet talkers. I'm just afraid of being hurt. The feeling of being hurt simply sucks. Yup,it SUCKS.
Espeically when you really like someone a lot and it's a one sided thing,it somehow hurts. Well,I can take it but if it's in that kind of situation whereby that person purposely hurts you. Ouch. It hurts even more. =( But hey,look on the bright side. Think positively.
Though I may feel down at times and stuff like that but I kept telling myself - Think positively. Look on the bright side. REMEMBER - YOUR FRIENDS STILL CARE. Your family too. Of course I try to be happy. I'll somehow console myself. I'm still human. I have feelings too.
The thing about guys is that I don't understand what they're thinking. I mean,at times it's so hard to predict a guy. Well,there are some that are too sensitive whereas some are just that type of playboy. It's really hard to tell if a guy is telling the truth. I'm not saying all guys are like that but I really don't know how to trust guys.
Are they really honest and faithful? That question is always in my mind. I'm not sure how to trust guys. Maybe my guy friends a handful of them but that's very few. They're really sweet with their words but are those for real?
Like I've been mentioning,"Don't tell me what you're worth but show me what you're worth." Let me decide. Action speaks louder than words. Don't just talk. Talk is cheap. =)
I envy some guys. They're really very hardworking and if they want to achieve something they'll not stop and just wish - they'll find a way to make it achievable. I know a friend who's like that. His plan was to make an album. His still in progress and doing quite well. His album will be out by November. I think that's cool. You don't just sit there. You do something about it. =)
Alright,let's not talk about all those already.
Moving on now. Hmm? Listening to "Destination Sunshine" (DJ Tiesto Powermix) - DJ Johan Gielen. Well? Some might say "What?! Again??" Well,it's one of my favourite song. =D Bleah! Anyway,England beat Hungary last night. Woohoo! John Terry scored the second goal for England!! Yipee! Not bad for a defender. =D It was a friendly match. 3 - 1. England won! =D
Simply can't wait. It's just days to WORLD CUP. ENGLAND! ENGLAND!! ENGLAND!!!
Ok,that's all for now. The TV's calling me.
TV: Come to me! Watch me! Remember! TV.... TV... TV..
D: Huh?
TV: *Uses magic powers* Zap!
D: @_@ .......... Yes,master. TV.... TV... TV..
*snap snap* There goes D...
Oh well... Meaning to say I don't have to wake up early tomorrow! Woohoo! Ain't that great? Muahahaha. Oh my. Do I sound evil?
Anyway,currently listening to "Sandstorm" by Darude. Yeah,trance again. "Trancified"? Hmm? If you say so. So many unexpected things I found out. Shock? Surprised? I guess I was. I just couldn't react. I have nothing to say but to be speechless. Then,I start to feel small. Especially when thinking back of the past. All those mistakes I've made. All the things I shouldn't have done. All the things that just went like that.
Gosh. In a way it sort of hurts me and make me feel small. WAIT. Let me get it straight. Not about HIM but I found something shocking actually but well,life's like that. Anyway,like I was saying... Yeah,it was rather shocking to find out those things that I never expect. All I gotta say is that internet is the best thing.
Like I always say "I have my ways". That's how I got to know things. If I want to find somthing,I'll not give up to find that certain thing. Well? Maybe at times I got tired out and I stop but mostly,I won't. It's simply me! Ha ha! Yes yes. For those who know me,you'll be like "Yeah yeah. Stubborn girl." =p
La La LA. D's like that. What can I say? I'm me me me! Uniquely me. =D
I didn't expect to find a number of stuff. Gosh. Oh well... Expect the unexpected. It was also a day where I still have some friends who really cares! Gosh. I'm touched by that. So whatever happens today,I still have to look on the bright side. =)
Updated my blog of poems earlier on. Finally something. I mean,for about two months I've not been adding anything. Hmm? So yeah,at least there's something. Something that I've just posted. Looking at those previous entries,I think most of them is mostly how I feel. I type how I feel at that time. Gosh. Guess what? It's most HIM. But hey hey,out with the old - start a new. =)
I really wish to improve my writing skills. I'll do whatever it takes to improve it. I'm up for it. I must have the determination and the strength. Those two are the most important things. I really have to have that and of course support. =)
So many things in mind. Not sure where to begin. Sometimes I wonder what really is in my mind. At times I just couldn't think of anything. My mind's a blank at times. I don't wish to lose focus anymore as it'll hurt me later on. I just want to stay focus and be focus. Do well and of course - ACHIEVE!! =D
Is this the right time to date? Seriously,I wonder. Lots of friends are attached. Hmm? I wonder if they know what's right and what's wrong. I just hope they're happy and that's all. Seriously,at this age - Are you really serious? That's the problem with me. I can't quite trust guys. They can be sweet talkers. I'm just afraid of being hurt. The feeling of being hurt simply sucks. Yup,it SUCKS.
Espeically when you really like someone a lot and it's a one sided thing,it somehow hurts. Well,I can take it but if it's in that kind of situation whereby that person purposely hurts you. Ouch. It hurts even more. =( But hey,look on the bright side. Think positively.
Though I may feel down at times and stuff like that but I kept telling myself - Think positively. Look on the bright side. REMEMBER - YOUR FRIENDS STILL CARE. Your family too. Of course I try to be happy. I'll somehow console myself. I'm still human. I have feelings too.
The thing about guys is that I don't understand what they're thinking. I mean,at times it's so hard to predict a guy. Well,there are some that are too sensitive whereas some are just that type of playboy. It's really hard to tell if a guy is telling the truth. I'm not saying all guys are like that but I really don't know how to trust guys.
Are they really honest and faithful? That question is always in my mind. I'm not sure how to trust guys. Maybe my guy friends a handful of them but that's very few. They're really sweet with their words but are those for real?
Like I've been mentioning,"Don't tell me what you're worth but show me what you're worth." Let me decide. Action speaks louder than words. Don't just talk. Talk is cheap. =)
I envy some guys. They're really very hardworking and if they want to achieve something they'll not stop and just wish - they'll find a way to make it achievable. I know a friend who's like that. His plan was to make an album. His still in progress and doing quite well. His album will be out by November. I think that's cool. You don't just sit there. You do something about it. =)
Alright,let's not talk about all those already.
Moving on now. Hmm? Listening to "Destination Sunshine" (DJ Tiesto Powermix) - DJ Johan Gielen. Well? Some might say "What?! Again??" Well,it's one of my favourite song. =D Bleah! Anyway,England beat Hungary last night. Woohoo! John Terry scored the second goal for England!! Yipee! Not bad for a defender. =D It was a friendly match. 3 - 1. England won! =D
Simply can't wait. It's just days to WORLD CUP. ENGLAND! ENGLAND!! ENGLAND!!!
Ok,that's all for now. The TV's calling me.
TV: Come to me! Watch me! Remember! TV.... TV... TV..
D: Huh?
TV: *Uses magic powers* Zap!
D: @_@ .......... Yes,master. TV.... TV... TV..
*snap snap* There goes D...
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠9:29:00 pm♠
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
When the stars don't shine...
Rememeber - YOU SHINE.
- D-Illusionist
Peekaboo! Ho ho! I'm back. Back again. D's back. Tell a friend. LOL.
Ok,enough crap already. 12.29AM at the moment. Yawns? Hmm? Well,maybe later. Darn. Had school yesterday (Monday). I have class later on. Hur hur! 10.30 to noon if I'm not wrong. Grrrrrr... Aww... But what to do? I can't do anything about it but Wednesday I get to wake up late! Then again,I still have Thursday and Friday! =(
Oh,not forgetting next Monday which is on the 5th of June. Drats.
Hmm... Ok,look on the bright side. At least after 5th,I still have my holidays!! Woohoo! It's not like it's the end of the world or something right? Well,you just gotta bear with it for a while. Like they say,"Suffer now,enjoy later." Hmm? In this kind of situation,I simply have to agree with it.
Hmm? Sheesh. I've been feeling kind of tired these few days. I simply don't know why. It's like out of the blue,I start to feel tired and stuff like that. Sheesh. Hate it. Drats.
Seems like this month is really like a roller coaster ride. Sometimes it's up,sometimes it's down. What can I say? Life is just like a rollercoaster ride. That is why I purposely use this name for my blog url. =D I mean the name. [life-is-a-rollercoaster] I just feel that it is just like a rollercoaster.
Not just life but it could also mean emotions. Your feelings and your mood. Kind of complex? Not really. Well,what's your point of view? It's how you define it. I may think of it differently. It's all up to you to think why I use such names. =)
Just like D-Illusionist for instance. It's how you look at it. To some they might think because D's my name and Illusionist because I may be a mystery at times. Hmm? It's how you look at it. I mean,there were some friends who said that to me and all I did was I laughed it off and replied "Well? What do you think?"
Ok,let's move on now. Let's not talk about that.
Hmm? Sometimes I wonder,what does life really means? I simply wants to be happy. I mean,who doesn't? Then again,there's no such thing all the way happy right? I mean,there will be obstacles but you've got to learn how to handle it. It's a good thing if you know how to handle it. It shows that you're strong.
Strong? Then again,even the strong may somehow lose their strength and become weak. That is why I'm afraid when someone look upon me. I am not perfect nor do I consider myself as a strong person. I still have my fears,my sadness and what have you. It's just humans. We're all humans. Of course at times we have to fight for our rights but at times we simply can't. We're not in that position to do so.
At times in some situation we may feel angry but we're in a situation whereby you cannot do anything about it. Isn't it sad? I know how it feels. I think the worst is when you're on top,always doing well and successful when you fall,oh my... It's gonna hurt you badly. I simply hate that feeling. It hurts you so much till I think you may go depress.
When you achieve something and I mean achieve something good. The next time round,you're gonna maintain that standard or improve but one thing is for sure,you don't want to drop. That's natural. I'm also like that. I really badly want to maintain my second but the sad truth is,I didn't. It got me quite bad. I was really sad but I was trying to put on a smile and not think about it.
I kept telling myself to look on the positive side and be prepared to give a little more the next time. This time round,I've either got to get that position back or which of course be better. In other words first BUT first isn't in my mind because I know I couldn't. Forget first just concentrate for second.
Hmm... Ok,I may be known as the person who wants to ACHIEVE. Yes,I do and I bet everyone wants too. Who doesn't wants to be first? Call Jose Mourinho cocky? Then you're also calling me cocky. His just someone who wants to achieve. I don't think his that cocky. Hmm? Maybe at times when he use his words but I'm sure he still has a good side.
You see. The thing about him is that his just someone who wants to achieve. WIN WIN WIN. Who doesn't wants? You call him cocky and whatsoever? I think his a good manager. He cares for his team. He speaks for his team and I think that's one good thing about him.
Ok,enough Chelsea and Mourinho stuff. Where was I? Oh yes. My point is,do your best. If you know you're capable of doing something,just do it! =)
That is why some might call me "kiasu" or rather crazy. I know some say it's too much as I'm always aiming high. It's just that I feel that I can do it! That's why I'll feel down whenever I don't achieve the things that I wish I'd achieve.
*sigh* Sometimes I don't know if I'm happy or sad. When I'm feeling down,usually I'll be a little of bit. Meaning to say,I'll keep it low but at times I still try to be happy. When I'm happy,well? Obviously I'll be happy and sometimes in a crazy mood. Crazy mood? Haha. Some friends find me a little scary because I'll keep laughing and stuff like that. A little loud in other words.
Hmm? This is life but could you define the word? What do you really mean by that? I mean,what is life all about?
Sometimes,I just heck everything. I don't want to think about all those. Wishing I could do something to help the sad,the poor,the environment,etc. One thing is for sure,I can't go round hunting down all those wicked and cold-hearted people right? I just wish that all those morons would one day wake up and realise that they did something wrong and turn over a new leaf.
It isn't easy to turn over a new leaf. It takes time but at the same time learn something from it and improve ourselves. In that way,it makes us a better person. =)
Ain't that wonderful? I think it is. If only they think that way but hey,snap out of it ya? This is reality. Who would give a damn about it? I'm sure they only care about themselves and stuff like that. Everyone thinks differently. That's why I find it hard to trust people at times. I don't know if they really mean it or do they have intentions.
Sometimes I just wonder. I just couldn't figure out. Hmm? Will I ever find the answers? I wish I could. Hmm... Maybe someday I would. I guess I just have to open my eyes and observe things around me.
Alright,I guess I should be going. My eyes are getting heavier. A sign saying I should sleep? Ha ha! Hmm? Alright then.
Till here then.
...............Ahhhhhhhh! Ouch!
<-----I'm gone!
Rememeber - YOU SHINE.
- D-Illusionist
Peekaboo! Ho ho! I'm back. Back again. D's back. Tell a friend. LOL.
Ok,enough crap already. 12.29AM at the moment. Yawns? Hmm? Well,maybe later. Darn. Had school yesterday (Monday). I have class later on. Hur hur! 10.30 to noon if I'm not wrong. Grrrrrr... Aww... But what to do? I can't do anything about it but Wednesday I get to wake up late! Then again,I still have Thursday and Friday! =(
Oh,not forgetting next Monday which is on the 5th of June. Drats.
Hmm... Ok,look on the bright side. At least after 5th,I still have my holidays!! Woohoo! It's not like it's the end of the world or something right? Well,you just gotta bear with it for a while. Like they say,"Suffer now,enjoy later." Hmm? In this kind of situation,I simply have to agree with it.
Hmm? Sheesh. I've been feeling kind of tired these few days. I simply don't know why. It's like out of the blue,I start to feel tired and stuff like that. Sheesh. Hate it. Drats.
Seems like this month is really like a roller coaster ride. Sometimes it's up,sometimes it's down. What can I say? Life is just like a rollercoaster ride. That is why I purposely use this name for my blog url. =D I mean the name. [life-is-a-rollercoaster] I just feel that it is just like a rollercoaster.
Not just life but it could also mean emotions. Your feelings and your mood. Kind of complex? Not really. Well,what's your point of view? It's how you define it. I may think of it differently. It's all up to you to think why I use such names. =)
Just like D-Illusionist for instance. It's how you look at it. To some they might think because D's my name and Illusionist because I may be a mystery at times. Hmm? It's how you look at it. I mean,there were some friends who said that to me and all I did was I laughed it off and replied "Well? What do you think?"
Ok,let's move on now. Let's not talk about that.
Hmm? Sometimes I wonder,what does life really means? I simply wants to be happy. I mean,who doesn't? Then again,there's no such thing all the way happy right? I mean,there will be obstacles but you've got to learn how to handle it. It's a good thing if you know how to handle it. It shows that you're strong.
Strong? Then again,even the strong may somehow lose their strength and become weak. That is why I'm afraid when someone look upon me. I am not perfect nor do I consider myself as a strong person. I still have my fears,my sadness and what have you. It's just humans. We're all humans. Of course at times we have to fight for our rights but at times we simply can't. We're not in that position to do so.
At times in some situation we may feel angry but we're in a situation whereby you cannot do anything about it. Isn't it sad? I know how it feels. I think the worst is when you're on top,always doing well and successful when you fall,oh my... It's gonna hurt you badly. I simply hate that feeling. It hurts you so much till I think you may go depress.
When you achieve something and I mean achieve something good. The next time round,you're gonna maintain that standard or improve but one thing is for sure,you don't want to drop. That's natural. I'm also like that. I really badly want to maintain my second but the sad truth is,I didn't. It got me quite bad. I was really sad but I was trying to put on a smile and not think about it.
I kept telling myself to look on the positive side and be prepared to give a little more the next time. This time round,I've either got to get that position back or which of course be better. In other words first BUT first isn't in my mind because I know I couldn't. Forget first just concentrate for second.
Hmm... Ok,I may be known as the person who wants to ACHIEVE. Yes,I do and I bet everyone wants too. Who doesn't wants to be first? Call Jose Mourinho cocky? Then you're also calling me cocky. His just someone who wants to achieve. I don't think his that cocky. Hmm? Maybe at times when he use his words but I'm sure he still has a good side.
You see. The thing about him is that his just someone who wants to achieve. WIN WIN WIN. Who doesn't wants? You call him cocky and whatsoever? I think his a good manager. He cares for his team. He speaks for his team and I think that's one good thing about him.
Ok,enough Chelsea and Mourinho stuff. Where was I? Oh yes. My point is,do your best. If you know you're capable of doing something,just do it! =)
That is why some might call me "kiasu" or rather crazy. I know some say it's too much as I'm always aiming high. It's just that I feel that I can do it! That's why I'll feel down whenever I don't achieve the things that I wish I'd achieve.
*sigh* Sometimes I don't know if I'm happy or sad. When I'm feeling down,usually I'll be a little of bit. Meaning to say,I'll keep it low but at times I still try to be happy. When I'm happy,well? Obviously I'll be happy and sometimes in a crazy mood. Crazy mood? Haha. Some friends find me a little scary because I'll keep laughing and stuff like that. A little loud in other words.
Hmm? This is life but could you define the word? What do you really mean by that? I mean,what is life all about?
Sometimes,I just heck everything. I don't want to think about all those. Wishing I could do something to help the sad,the poor,the environment,etc. One thing is for sure,I can't go round hunting down all those wicked and cold-hearted people right? I just wish that all those morons would one day wake up and realise that they did something wrong and turn over a new leaf.
It isn't easy to turn over a new leaf. It takes time but at the same time learn something from it and improve ourselves. In that way,it makes us a better person. =)
Ain't that wonderful? I think it is. If only they think that way but hey,snap out of it ya? This is reality. Who would give a damn about it? I'm sure they only care about themselves and stuff like that. Everyone thinks differently. That's why I find it hard to trust people at times. I don't know if they really mean it or do they have intentions.
Sometimes I just wonder. I just couldn't figure out. Hmm? Will I ever find the answers? I wish I could. Hmm... Maybe someday I would. I guess I just have to open my eyes and observe things around me.
Alright,I guess I should be going. My eyes are getting heavier. A sign saying I should sleep? Ha ha! Hmm? Alright then.
Till here then.
...............Ahhhhhhhh! Ouch!
<-----I'm gone!
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠1:08:00 am♠
Thursday, May 25, 2006
With so many things and so many things in mind,I don't have the time to update.
Oh well...
It's Thursday anyway. Tomorrow's Friday and ho ho! School holidays! BUT... I've to go back to school for extra lessons. Awwwwww mannnnn. Darn. I also have English oral. *sigh* Is it a good thing or a bad thing?
Tomorrow will be getting back my report book. No big deal cause we've seen everything so about getting the report back,it doesn't excites me. I'm actually disappointed about it. =( I didn't maintain my second position. That really saddens me. When I got to know it two days ago,I was actually quite down but thankfully there were some nice people around me to somewhat console me and made me feel better. =)
THANKS TO THOSE WHO MADE ME FEEL BETTER! =)
It's really sad actually. Expected subjects to do well but I didn't. Though I passed everything,it wasn't satisfying. I did score an A for two subjects but it wasn't what I expect. I've always wanted to maintain at least three As or four and a B but it didn't meet up to my par. As usual my chinese...... What do you think?
Yes yes. It's officially a FAIL subject so I don't have to talk about my Chinese. How horrible is that? I didn't get top for any subjects except for one. How sad? I only top for one subject. Hur hur. I usually get top for at least three subjects. *sigh*
That's not the end. I still have time to brush up. Improve my flaws and whatsoever and do even better and I'm determine that I WILL do WELL the next time round and I really mean VERY WELL. I'm up to the challenge.
Currently there's quite a number of competitors if you were to use that terms. Yes,"Competitors" completing. I'm up to the challenge. I've got to focus and I will. I'm determined. At least I managed to maintain first for one of my subjects which I've been always good at for four years. So yeah,look on the bright side. Umm...? Well,that's what I keep telling others and to think about it,I should say that to myself.
Trying to console myself and tell myself to do well. It has always been my aim to maintain but it seems that this time round,I didn't meet up to par. Darn. I know it was shocking even my teachers were shocked. Especially for Mathematics and Science. When they asked me what happened,I feel bad about it. Seriously,I feel bad.
Not only was I disappointed,I feel that I've disappointed them too. Well? That's how I felt. Especially my Science teacher who used to be my Form Teacher for two years. I didn't score an A. How horrible and it's like I've got to do well for that subject. Got that? I've GOT TO. Maths too. No matter how much I dislike it at times,I still have to do well. That's how badly I want to do well.
No point passing all except Mother Tongue because I maintain my three As and at least a B but it'll be better if it's A2. It seems I ended up with a B for Science. =( That would be like B4. Hur hur! I'm lucky to have passed Maths. This time I would say it's very LUCKY.
Hur hur hur! I really have to work hard. My god. I've never get that position before. I mostly get top 5! =( At for the past year,I'm like second throughout. I've always maintained top 5. That's why I'm really disappointed.
Oh well... Let's not talk about this already. Look on the bright side and look ahead. =) That's more important. What's past is past. I can't turn the clocks back. No point crying over a spilled milk. Sad yet happy. More of disappointed yet happy. I'm not pleased with my results but with some nice people around me,I feel happy and lucky to have such people supporting me.
I should be considered fortunate I guess. I told my mother and goodie,she understood me. =) I think that was sweet. I thought she's gonna nag about it as I didn't meet my usual par. I know how it feels to disappoint others. It's not a good thing and I don't wish to.
What's done can't be undone. I've made a lot of mistakes. I have to admit because I'm not perfect nor near-perfect. I'll never be perfect BUT I'll give in my best. Strive hard,be strong and think positively. That's what I can do to be a better person and oh yes,not forgetting mistakes are something that we should look at and improve ourselves as we can learn something from it.
Tell me who on earth did not make any mistakes? We're humans. We're not robots. We definately will make mistakes. One good example - A referee for a football match. I'm sure he'll make mistakes at times for the decisions he make. Sometimes it maybe a red card but maybe he give a yellow card and when it's supposed to be a red card,he gives a yellow card. Errrr? You know that kind of stuff.
"I'm not a perfect person. There's many things I wish I didn't knew........"
That line's suitable for me. Sometimes things that I should not have know,I somehow found it out. Things that I wish to know? Well,let's just say I haven't found a clue.
Feeling stupid? I don't know but no matter how strong as a person I am,at a certain time of point I still feel down and feel stupid about it. To reflect about the things that I've done in the past it really saddens me. Well? Somehow I just feel stupid at times for whatever had happened. I mean the actions and decisions at that time of point.
No matter how strong I may appear as in no tears,all smiles. REMEMBER. I'm still human. I have feelings. I have emotions. So many things in mind yet I couldn't understand certain things at times. Maybe I will understand things better as I grow older.
Like they say "Older and wiser". Hmm? Oh well... Anyway,life is just like a rollercoaster ride. Sometimes you're up and sometimes you're down. Well? I'm listening to "Life is a rollercoaster" at the moment - Ronan Keating. =D
"Life is a rollercoaster you just gotta ride it."
Sometimes listening to Ronan Keating songs it just makes me feel better. Especially his "10 Years of Hits" album songs. It's a good thing I bought it. =D Like they say,you can download but hey,sometimes you just got to buy it. =)
He has four solo albums. So far,I only have two of his album. His "Destination" album and of course his greatest hits album which is of course "10 Years of Hits". His "Turn It On" album songs weren't my favourite. Though there were some nice songs but they weren't really my favourite.
Still,I think Ronan Keating as a nice voice. =) I like his songs. I'm a fan of him.
Hmm... Let me see what I've done for the past week.
Had my flag day on Saturday. It was really fun. The venue was at Tampines. Started it at Tampines at about 8.15AM. Then at about 9.30AM decided to go to Bugis to do my flag day. Xiaoqiang and I went there but gosh,to our surprise there were students from other schools doing it too.
Ho ho! So we decided to walk to City Hall. From Bugis to City Hall. That's not the end. Same thing!! We then decided to walk to Chinatown. It's like I'm leading Xiaoqiang to the place. We reached Chinatown but it wasn't that good but not too bad. From Chinatown we walk to Raffles Place. Oh my. We walk from Bugis to Raffles Place??
Haha. Yeah. We didn't take bus or whatsoever. We just use our legs to walk. =) Though it was tiring,at the same time it was fun. There were some arrogant people. Like I've mentioned in my earlier entries. They ignore or avoid.
Well? I understand that some may not have small change but to those who have,they're kind of proud. Not only that,when they see you they pretend not to see you and give that cocky look. Tsk tsk. Sheesh. I hate that look BUT look on the bright side.
I did quite well. I try my best to ask for donations. There were nice and friendly people and that makes me feel good. =) Though I was a little pissed with some of the behaviour,I kept telling myself to look on the bright side. Heck those idiots,smile because there's nice people around.
It was quite an experience. Fun. That's all I've to say. The key to it is simple I guess. Smile and ask politely and of course thank them. From Raffles Place,we took the MRT back to Tampines and had lunch first before reporting to return the tins. =)
Fun fun fun. Full stop. I did it not because of anything but because I want to help those people. We should consider ourselves lucky. =)
Hmm... Let me see. Sunday? Sunday,as usual a family day. Nothing much. Went to Tampines and had dinner then went window shopping. Monday - Wednesday? Hmm... Nothing much. Had photo taking on Tuesday. Oh my. I hope I'll look good in the class photo. =D
Early dismissal for Tuesday and Wednesday. =) Today? Well,no early dismissal. =( Hmm... Tomorrow's Friday. Gosh. Very fast. For all you know it's soon going to be June already. WORLD CUP!! Yeah! Yeah! Woohoo! =X
Hmm? Alright,I think I'll stop here as for now.
Maybe tomorrow. =)
I'm outta here. Peace out.
Oh well...
It's Thursday anyway. Tomorrow's Friday and ho ho! School holidays! BUT... I've to go back to school for extra lessons. Awwwwww mannnnn. Darn. I also have English oral. *sigh* Is it a good thing or a bad thing?
Tomorrow will be getting back my report book. No big deal cause we've seen everything so about getting the report back,it doesn't excites me. I'm actually disappointed about it. =( I didn't maintain my second position. That really saddens me. When I got to know it two days ago,I was actually quite down but thankfully there were some nice people around me to somewhat console me and made me feel better. =)
THANKS TO THOSE WHO MADE ME FEEL BETTER! =)
It's really sad actually. Expected subjects to do well but I didn't. Though I passed everything,it wasn't satisfying. I did score an A for two subjects but it wasn't what I expect. I've always wanted to maintain at least three As or four and a B but it didn't meet up to my par. As usual my chinese...... What do you think?
Yes yes. It's officially a FAIL subject so I don't have to talk about my Chinese. How horrible is that? I didn't get top for any subjects except for one. How sad? I only top for one subject. Hur hur. I usually get top for at least three subjects. *sigh*
That's not the end. I still have time to brush up. Improve my flaws and whatsoever and do even better and I'm determine that I WILL do WELL the next time round and I really mean VERY WELL. I'm up to the challenge.
Currently there's quite a number of competitors if you were to use that terms. Yes,"Competitors" completing. I'm up to the challenge. I've got to focus and I will. I'm determined. At least I managed to maintain first for one of my subjects which I've been always good at for four years. So yeah,look on the bright side. Umm...? Well,that's what I keep telling others and to think about it,I should say that to myself.
Trying to console myself and tell myself to do well. It has always been my aim to maintain but it seems that this time round,I didn't meet up to par. Darn. I know it was shocking even my teachers were shocked. Especially for Mathematics and Science. When they asked me what happened,I feel bad about it. Seriously,I feel bad.
Not only was I disappointed,I feel that I've disappointed them too. Well? That's how I felt. Especially my Science teacher who used to be my Form Teacher for two years. I didn't score an A. How horrible and it's like I've got to do well for that subject. Got that? I've GOT TO. Maths too. No matter how much I dislike it at times,I still have to do well. That's how badly I want to do well.
No point passing all except Mother Tongue because I maintain my three As and at least a B but it'll be better if it's A2. It seems I ended up with a B for Science. =( That would be like B4. Hur hur! I'm lucky to have passed Maths. This time I would say it's very LUCKY.
Hur hur hur! I really have to work hard. My god. I've never get that position before. I mostly get top 5! =( At for the past year,I'm like second throughout. I've always maintained top 5. That's why I'm really disappointed.
Oh well... Let's not talk about this already. Look on the bright side and look ahead. =) That's more important. What's past is past. I can't turn the clocks back. No point crying over a spilled milk. Sad yet happy. More of disappointed yet happy. I'm not pleased with my results but with some nice people around me,I feel happy and lucky to have such people supporting me.
I should be considered fortunate I guess. I told my mother and goodie,she understood me. =) I think that was sweet. I thought she's gonna nag about it as I didn't meet my usual par. I know how it feels to disappoint others. It's not a good thing and I don't wish to.
What's done can't be undone. I've made a lot of mistakes. I have to admit because I'm not perfect nor near-perfect. I'll never be perfect BUT I'll give in my best. Strive hard,be strong and think positively. That's what I can do to be a better person and oh yes,not forgetting mistakes are something that we should look at and improve ourselves as we can learn something from it.
Tell me who on earth did not make any mistakes? We're humans. We're not robots. We definately will make mistakes. One good example - A referee for a football match. I'm sure he'll make mistakes at times for the decisions he make. Sometimes it maybe a red card but maybe he give a yellow card and when it's supposed to be a red card,he gives a yellow card. Errrr? You know that kind of stuff.
"I'm not a perfect person. There's many things I wish I didn't knew........"
That line's suitable for me. Sometimes things that I should not have know,I somehow found it out. Things that I wish to know? Well,let's just say I haven't found a clue.
Feeling stupid? I don't know but no matter how strong as a person I am,at a certain time of point I still feel down and feel stupid about it. To reflect about the things that I've done in the past it really saddens me. Well? Somehow I just feel stupid at times for whatever had happened. I mean the actions and decisions at that time of point.
No matter how strong I may appear as in no tears,all smiles. REMEMBER. I'm still human. I have feelings. I have emotions. So many things in mind yet I couldn't understand certain things at times. Maybe I will understand things better as I grow older.
Like they say "Older and wiser". Hmm? Oh well... Anyway,life is just like a rollercoaster ride. Sometimes you're up and sometimes you're down. Well? I'm listening to "Life is a rollercoaster" at the moment - Ronan Keating. =D
"Life is a rollercoaster you just gotta ride it."
Sometimes listening to Ronan Keating songs it just makes me feel better. Especially his "10 Years of Hits" album songs. It's a good thing I bought it. =D Like they say,you can download but hey,sometimes you just got to buy it. =)
He has four solo albums. So far,I only have two of his album. His "Destination" album and of course his greatest hits album which is of course "10 Years of Hits". His "Turn It On" album songs weren't my favourite. Though there were some nice songs but they weren't really my favourite.
Still,I think Ronan Keating as a nice voice. =) I like his songs. I'm a fan of him.
Hmm... Let me see what I've done for the past week.
Had my flag day on Saturday. It was really fun. The venue was at Tampines. Started it at Tampines at about 8.15AM. Then at about 9.30AM decided to go to Bugis to do my flag day. Xiaoqiang and I went there but gosh,to our surprise there were students from other schools doing it too.
Ho ho! So we decided to walk to City Hall. From Bugis to City Hall. That's not the end. Same thing!! We then decided to walk to Chinatown. It's like I'm leading Xiaoqiang to the place. We reached Chinatown but it wasn't that good but not too bad. From Chinatown we walk to Raffles Place. Oh my. We walk from Bugis to Raffles Place??
Haha. Yeah. We didn't take bus or whatsoever. We just use our legs to walk. =) Though it was tiring,at the same time it was fun. There were some arrogant people. Like I've mentioned in my earlier entries. They ignore or avoid.
Well? I understand that some may not have small change but to those who have,they're kind of proud. Not only that,when they see you they pretend not to see you and give that cocky look. Tsk tsk. Sheesh. I hate that look BUT look on the bright side.
I did quite well. I try my best to ask for donations. There were nice and friendly people and that makes me feel good. =) Though I was a little pissed with some of the behaviour,I kept telling myself to look on the bright side. Heck those idiots,smile because there's nice people around.
It was quite an experience. Fun. That's all I've to say. The key to it is simple I guess. Smile and ask politely and of course thank them. From Raffles Place,we took the MRT back to Tampines and had lunch first before reporting to return the tins. =)
Fun fun fun. Full stop. I did it not because of anything but because I want to help those people. We should consider ourselves lucky. =)
Hmm... Let me see. Sunday? Sunday,as usual a family day. Nothing much. Went to Tampines and had dinner then went window shopping. Monday - Wednesday? Hmm... Nothing much. Had photo taking on Tuesday. Oh my. I hope I'll look good in the class photo. =D
Early dismissal for Tuesday and Wednesday. =) Today? Well,no early dismissal. =( Hmm... Tomorrow's Friday. Gosh. Very fast. For all you know it's soon going to be June already. WORLD CUP!! Yeah! Yeah! Woohoo! =X
Hmm? Alright,I think I'll stop here as for now.
Maybe tomorrow. =)
I'm outta here. Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠10:01:00 pm♠
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Mid-years are finally over!
I guess it's just Ole time for now. Oh yes! Oh yes! Ole ole ole ole! Ole! Ole! World Cup - Woohoo! In about three weeks time. Yeehaw! England! England! ENGLAND!! Woooooowww!! Can't help it. Just can't wait. It's like once every four years. Oh my. Of course you've got to watch it. =D
Aww... Rooney's injured but then again,you can't just depend on him only. I mean,he is good. His very good. His my favourite player but he should have played for Chelsea. =X Oops. Ok,let's not talk about that for now. Concentrate on WORLD CUP. Where was I? Oh yeah. Rooney.
His good. I envy him. You can call him deadly. Then again,it still has to go on. Be it with Wayne Rooney or not. I feel that England has good players besides Wayne Rooney. I mean,what about Frank Lampard? John Terry. Joe Cole. Steven Gerrard. Their good too. Not forgetting my brother's favourite - David Beckham. That's not all. The rest aren't bad at all. =)
Unloyal supporter? For England,I'm not. I'll stay loyal as a England supporter. Football club? Ho ho. As you know,I used to like Manchester United then Liverpool and now,CHELSEA. I'll be loyal. I'll stick to Chelsea. BLUE IS THE COLOUR! I've been a Chelsea supporter for two years but I feel that this year I'm so into it. Compared to last year though I'm a supporter,I wasn't so into it.
Four years ago,back in 2002 I was quite a fan of United. In 2001,I start to like Manchester United. It was in 2003 when I start to like Liverpool. In 2005,that's where I like Chelsea. Of course Manchester United is very famous. Liverpool too but I feel that Chelsea improved a lot.
Who says they bought all the players for the squad? Ho ho! You're wrong. John Terry has always been in Chelsea and just for your information,his father and his grandfather is a MANCHESTER UNITED fan. Ho ho! Surprised? It somewhat surprised me when I knew about it. I'm not surprised because their United fans but I didn't expect.
Alright,enough talking about football.
Hmm? My day was alright. Woke up at 12 noon. No school today as it's marking day. I didn't have school yesterday too. =D I didn't have any papers yesterday. Besides,I finished my papers on Tuesday. =) Oh my oh my. I'm really worried. I'm very scared about getting it back. Yes,getting back the papers. I'm so worried. Fainting? Breakdown? Hmm... Hur hur! I'm simply worried!
Ahhh... Dang! Let's not talk about that.
Was thinking of changing my mobile again. Oh my. Haha. You can say "what?!" again. It isn't that bad. I think it's alright. I have no problems with it and whatsoever but the reason why I want to change is because I wanted a phone with expandable memory. Yes,expandable memory. Freak? Haha. It's just me.
My my my. So many things in mind. Foolish me to still have my heart on him? It's been years yet I'm still a fool but I guess someone's smile sort of makes me melt? Well,maybe not but to think about it,I somewhat feel happy. Maybe I'm getting over the past and that's a good sign! =)
I see how but his smile is quite heavenly I guess. =D I mean,it's quite a nice one. I've been thinking about ... for quite some time. I like it when he smiles but I'm not sure. At the moment,I'm afraid to fall for anyone but what I'm more afraid now is "Am I falling for him?"
Gosh,it can't be but if it's true? Oh no. I don't know.
Sometimes it's better not to think about it. There are way more important things than that. I scared it'll affect my studies somehow. Aww man. At times,I sort of care for him. Nooooooo!! It can't be right. *sigh* I don't know.
At times I'm feeling down and I really wish there'll be someone who can sort of pamper me. Don't get the wrong idea and think it must be a guy. What I mean is anyone. Anybody who can cheer me,console me and listen to me.
It's not weak or something. At a certain time of life,I'm sure you'll feel very down. So yeah,that's what I mean.
Hmm... Back to school tomorrow. Gosh. Saturday is flag day. Arghhhh. Oh well,what to do?
I must be strong. I've got to stand firm. I've got to think straight. Free my mind. Alright,I guess I should be going.
Look on the bright side!
There goes D...
I guess it's just Ole time for now. Oh yes! Oh yes! Ole ole ole ole! Ole! Ole! World Cup - Woohoo! In about three weeks time. Yeehaw! England! England! ENGLAND!! Woooooowww!! Can't help it. Just can't wait. It's like once every four years. Oh my. Of course you've got to watch it. =D
Aww... Rooney's injured but then again,you can't just depend on him only. I mean,he is good. His very good. His my favourite player but he should have played for Chelsea. =X Oops. Ok,let's not talk about that for now. Concentrate on WORLD CUP. Where was I? Oh yeah. Rooney.
His good. I envy him. You can call him deadly. Then again,it still has to go on. Be it with Wayne Rooney or not. I feel that England has good players besides Wayne Rooney. I mean,what about Frank Lampard? John Terry. Joe Cole. Steven Gerrard. Their good too. Not forgetting my brother's favourite - David Beckham. That's not all. The rest aren't bad at all. =)
Unloyal supporter? For England,I'm not. I'll stay loyal as a England supporter. Football club? Ho ho. As you know,I used to like Manchester United then Liverpool and now,CHELSEA. I'll be loyal. I'll stick to Chelsea. BLUE IS THE COLOUR! I've been a Chelsea supporter for two years but I feel that this year I'm so into it. Compared to last year though I'm a supporter,I wasn't so into it.
Four years ago,back in 2002 I was quite a fan of United. In 2001,I start to like Manchester United. It was in 2003 when I start to like Liverpool. In 2005,that's where I like Chelsea. Of course Manchester United is very famous. Liverpool too but I feel that Chelsea improved a lot.
Who says they bought all the players for the squad? Ho ho! You're wrong. John Terry has always been in Chelsea and just for your information,his father and his grandfather is a MANCHESTER UNITED fan. Ho ho! Surprised? It somewhat surprised me when I knew about it. I'm not surprised because their United fans but I didn't expect.
Alright,enough talking about football.
Hmm? My day was alright. Woke up at 12 noon. No school today as it's marking day. I didn't have school yesterday too. =D I didn't have any papers yesterday. Besides,I finished my papers on Tuesday. =) Oh my oh my. I'm really worried. I'm very scared about getting it back. Yes,getting back the papers. I'm so worried. Fainting? Breakdown? Hmm... Hur hur! I'm simply worried!
Ahhh... Dang! Let's not talk about that.
Was thinking of changing my mobile again. Oh my. Haha. You can say "what?!" again. It isn't that bad. I think it's alright. I have no problems with it and whatsoever but the reason why I want to change is because I wanted a phone with expandable memory. Yes,expandable memory. Freak? Haha. It's just me.
My my my. So many things in mind. Foolish me to still have my heart on him? It's been years yet I'm still a fool but I guess someone's smile sort of makes me melt? Well,maybe not but to think about it,I somewhat feel happy. Maybe I'm getting over the past and that's a good sign! =)
I see how but his smile is quite heavenly I guess. =D I mean,it's quite a nice one. I've been thinking about ... for quite some time. I like it when he smiles but I'm not sure. At the moment,I'm afraid to fall for anyone but what I'm more afraid now is "Am I falling for him?"
Gosh,it can't be but if it's true? Oh no. I don't know.
Sometimes it's better not to think about it. There are way more important things than that. I scared it'll affect my studies somehow. Aww man. At times,I sort of care for him. Nooooooo!! It can't be right. *sigh* I don't know.
At times I'm feeling down and I really wish there'll be someone who can sort of pamper me. Don't get the wrong idea and think it must be a guy. What I mean is anyone. Anybody who can cheer me,console me and listen to me.
It's not weak or something. At a certain time of life,I'm sure you'll feel very down. So yeah,that's what I mean.
Hmm... Back to school tomorrow. Gosh. Saturday is flag day. Arghhhh. Oh well,what to do?
I must be strong. I've got to stand firm. I've got to think straight. Free my mind. Alright,I guess I should be going.
Look on the bright side!
There goes D...
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠8:22:00 pm♠
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Happy Mothers' Day!
Hmm? It's 3.07AM. Oh yeah. I'm still awake. Oh well... Liverpool are the FA Cup Champions 2006. CHELSEA won the FA Premier League and their back-to-back CHAMPIONS. Their manager,Jose Mourinho was named BARCLAYS Manager of the SEASON. Manchester United won the Carling Cup but last year,CHELSEA won the Carling Cup.
Oh well... Let's not talk about that. Hmm? Went out yesterday (Saturday) and oh my,lots of people. I mean lots of people at the eating places. Oh,mind you it's dinner. =) Wore a white long sleeve tee collared. I simply love those type of clothes. The one with collars. =D Look quite classy. It's my second time wearing that.
Hmm? I simply love urban wears. U2 has nice clothes. I like those kind of clothes. Very classy and elegant. You can look quite casual yet at the same time classy. That's what I like. I think you have to got good shoes and nice colour shoes plus! A nice and good watch. That's the important thing that'll make it look even better. This is what I call style.
I'm not that type who likes wearing sleeveless. More of a urban kind. That's just me. Got to say that I really fancy clothes at U2. Hang Ten and Co. at City Link Mall has also nice clothes. If not,This Fashion will do. Some of their clothes there are quite nice too. Sometimes I like dressing very simple and casual. Just polo tee and three quarter pants or jeans.
Hmm...? It all depends on my mood and where I'm going. The reason why I choose a brown pair of shoes is because it'll look good with the colours that I'm wearing. Bought it Suntec City and it cost me about $40 but well? It's nice. To have a good watch it makes it look even better. =) I kind of like my Diesel watch. It's a light colour. Let me see... Hmm? Erm? Beige? Yeah. =) Leather strip.
My my my. Come to realise,I actually have four watches. Two white,one black plus my current one. Not wearing the Guess one anymore. I think my current one is better. =) Hmm? Maybe end of the year I'll get DKNY or Fossil. How's that? Hmm? Then again,I already have four watches. Why buy again?
I just feel happy whenever I do something good or to make someone happy. I'm always donating this few weeks. I just feel happy. Whenever I have extra,I'll try to give what I could. Even if it's not a huge amount,a small amount makes me happy. I mean if their happy,I'm happy. Even if it makes a little difference,I'm happy about it. I feel happy for them.
It's a shame when someone who is more to do ignoring the people who are not so fortunate as us. I've seen snobbish acts instead of them helping the unfortunate people. I wonder what is in their mind. Sheesh. This kind of people also have? Shame on you.
I've seen them ignoring and it's like those people who ask for donations...... Aww... Come on. Give them a break will ya? That's why I decided to stop and put it in myself instead of them coming to me,stopping me. You should actually do that without anyone telling you to do so. =)
We should appreciate whatever we have and not take it for grunted as we won't know when will god take it back. Everything in this world belongs to him. He created us. His the mighty one. When we have something,always treasure it and remember not to take it for grunted. We should consider ourselves fortunate. Just look at those poor kids in Africa. I really pity them. Just look at them. So hungry. Some are homeless. Oh my. Worst still,they never attend school and as you know without a certificate,you're not qualified for anything! No job equals to no income.
I just hope people know what they're doing. Think and reflect. It doesn't hurt a bit when you reflect. It's not as if when you reflect,there'll be lights surrounding you and people come attacking you right? LOL. Oh crap. There goes the crap again. =D Mind me please.
I mean just look at those hungry people. They're really very thin. I really pity them. Speak of thin,hmm? Some girls loves to be thin but then again,what do you really mean by thin? Is it the size or the weight? I'm about 157 cm tall. I weigh 48 kg. People often say they like my weight and it's ideal. To speak the truth,I would like my weight to be 50 kg. That's my ideal weight.
My friends who's heavier than me will be like "Oh my! I wish I was like you. You're slim!" and I replied "Slim? Hmm? Ok but my ideal weight is actually 50." The next thing you know,they were like... "50?? Why? You're ok! I swear!"
Why are girls so scared of the number 50? Nothing wrong right? I think it's ok. You've got to see your height. I'm not very tall and for my height,about a 42kg onwards if not wrong is acceptable. Hmm? Ok,I'm quite pleased weighing 48kg but it'll be better if it's 50. I'm not into losing weight. Why lose weight? If you take good care of yourself,it shouldn't be much of a problem.
As for me,no matter how much I eat,I'm still the same. =) Hmm? I should be very proud of that. It doesn't affects me. =D Oh,do you know something? I actually eat after 10. Some people do not eat after 10. I have friends who do not eat after 10. They say you'll become fat. It's not like I recently eat after 10 or something. In fact,I always do. Sometimes at 1AM,I'm actually eating. At times,I eat chocolates before sleeping. Bad huh? Bad bad bad.
Chocolates are actually a stress-reliever for me. It relieves my stress and makes me feel better. =)
As for me,I'm into nice bodies. I like look at people who has nice bodies. It's not just the figure ya? I'm talking about muscles. It's nice to have some muscles. If it's a guy. Oh my. Wow,that's like hot. =D Maybe to some hearing the word "muscles" means ugly. Hey,not really. It makes you look tone and well-built. Ahhhhh! Yes,well-built. =D Hot!
Especially those guys with broad shoulders,well-built,tanned. Oh my. That's hot! Muscles? Ahhhh... Nice. Looks macho. =D
I would really like to have such nice muscles. As in looking tone and shapy. =D uZap? Hmm? I have that at home yet I've not even used it before. Tired legs? iSqueeze? I have that at home too. Yet,I've not even used it. I think I should make use of those stuff. I mean,it's in my house and it's there. So yeah,why not? Use it! =)
My dad just bought for me a thumbdrive. Hmm? Cool huh? I've always wanted a thumbdrive so I could put my data in it instead of using the 3 and a half floppy diskette which can be very irritating at times. =D He got me Sony one. Sony's products are quite good. I like Sony but if it's Sony Ericsson? Hmm? No comments.
My blog skin is still in progress. I've done a simple one for my other blog already. It's up and yup,changed the song too. It's a MP3 audio for now. Final Fantasy's "Eternity". Oh yes,I love that song. Anyway,I think it suits the pictures. I mean the pictures are Final Fantasy's ones,so yeah. I'm just following the theme. That's all. It's a very simple skin and I wouldn't say it's my best but if I ever have the time,maybe I'll make a better one.
Yawns. Alright. I think I should be going to bed. I'm feeling sleepy already.
So long and goodnight!
"You are like a star. So shiny,so bright. You light up my life." - D-Illusionist
Hmm? It's 3.07AM. Oh yeah. I'm still awake. Oh well... Liverpool are the FA Cup Champions 2006. CHELSEA won the FA Premier League and their back-to-back CHAMPIONS. Their manager,Jose Mourinho was named BARCLAYS Manager of the SEASON. Manchester United won the Carling Cup but last year,CHELSEA won the Carling Cup.
Oh well... Let's not talk about that. Hmm? Went out yesterday (Saturday) and oh my,lots of people. I mean lots of people at the eating places. Oh,mind you it's dinner. =) Wore a white long sleeve tee collared. I simply love those type of clothes. The one with collars. =D Look quite classy. It's my second time wearing that.
Hmm? I simply love urban wears. U2 has nice clothes. I like those kind of clothes. Very classy and elegant. You can look quite casual yet at the same time classy. That's what I like. I think you have to got good shoes and nice colour shoes plus! A nice and good watch. That's the important thing that'll make it look even better. This is what I call style.
I'm not that type who likes wearing sleeveless. More of a urban kind. That's just me. Got to say that I really fancy clothes at U2. Hang Ten and Co. at City Link Mall has also nice clothes. If not,This Fashion will do. Some of their clothes there are quite nice too. Sometimes I like dressing very simple and casual. Just polo tee and three quarter pants or jeans.
Hmm...? It all depends on my mood and where I'm going. The reason why I choose a brown pair of shoes is because it'll look good with the colours that I'm wearing. Bought it Suntec City and it cost me about $40 but well? It's nice. To have a good watch it makes it look even better. =) I kind of like my Diesel watch. It's a light colour. Let me see... Hmm? Erm? Beige? Yeah. =) Leather strip.
My my my. Come to realise,I actually have four watches. Two white,one black plus my current one. Not wearing the Guess one anymore. I think my current one is better. =) Hmm? Maybe end of the year I'll get DKNY or Fossil. How's that? Hmm? Then again,I already have four watches. Why buy again?
I just feel happy whenever I do something good or to make someone happy. I'm always donating this few weeks. I just feel happy. Whenever I have extra,I'll try to give what I could. Even if it's not a huge amount,a small amount makes me happy. I mean if their happy,I'm happy. Even if it makes a little difference,I'm happy about it. I feel happy for them.
It's a shame when someone who is more to do ignoring the people who are not so fortunate as us. I've seen snobbish acts instead of them helping the unfortunate people. I wonder what is in their mind. Sheesh. This kind of people also have? Shame on you.
I've seen them ignoring and it's like those people who ask for donations...... Aww... Come on. Give them a break will ya? That's why I decided to stop and put it in myself instead of them coming to me,stopping me. You should actually do that without anyone telling you to do so. =)
We should appreciate whatever we have and not take it for grunted as we won't know when will god take it back. Everything in this world belongs to him. He created us. His the mighty one. When we have something,always treasure it and remember not to take it for grunted. We should consider ourselves fortunate. Just look at those poor kids in Africa. I really pity them. Just look at them. So hungry. Some are homeless. Oh my. Worst still,they never attend school and as you know without a certificate,you're not qualified for anything! No job equals to no income.
I just hope people know what they're doing. Think and reflect. It doesn't hurt a bit when you reflect. It's not as if when you reflect,there'll be lights surrounding you and people come attacking you right? LOL. Oh crap. There goes the crap again. =D Mind me please.
I mean just look at those hungry people. They're really very thin. I really pity them. Speak of thin,hmm? Some girls loves to be thin but then again,what do you really mean by thin? Is it the size or the weight? I'm about 157 cm tall. I weigh 48 kg. People often say they like my weight and it's ideal. To speak the truth,I would like my weight to be 50 kg. That's my ideal weight.
My friends who's heavier than me will be like "Oh my! I wish I was like you. You're slim!" and I replied "Slim? Hmm? Ok but my ideal weight is actually 50." The next thing you know,they were like... "50?? Why? You're ok! I swear!"
Why are girls so scared of the number 50? Nothing wrong right? I think it's ok. You've got to see your height. I'm not very tall and for my height,about a 42kg onwards if not wrong is acceptable. Hmm? Ok,I'm quite pleased weighing 48kg but it'll be better if it's 50. I'm not into losing weight. Why lose weight? If you take good care of yourself,it shouldn't be much of a problem.
As for me,no matter how much I eat,I'm still the same. =) Hmm? I should be very proud of that. It doesn't affects me. =D Oh,do you know something? I actually eat after 10. Some people do not eat after 10. I have friends who do not eat after 10. They say you'll become fat. It's not like I recently eat after 10 or something. In fact,I always do. Sometimes at 1AM,I'm actually eating. At times,I eat chocolates before sleeping. Bad huh? Bad bad bad.
Chocolates are actually a stress-reliever for me. It relieves my stress and makes me feel better. =)
As for me,I'm into nice bodies. I like look at people who has nice bodies. It's not just the figure ya? I'm talking about muscles. It's nice to have some muscles. If it's a guy. Oh my. Wow,that's like hot. =D Maybe to some hearing the word "muscles" means ugly. Hey,not really. It makes you look tone and well-built. Ahhhhh! Yes,well-built. =D Hot!
Especially those guys with broad shoulders,well-built,tanned. Oh my. That's hot! Muscles? Ahhhh... Nice. Looks macho. =D
I would really like to have such nice muscles. As in looking tone and shapy. =D uZap? Hmm? I have that at home yet I've not even used it before. Tired legs? iSqueeze? I have that at home too. Yet,I've not even used it. I think I should make use of those stuff. I mean,it's in my house and it's there. So yeah,why not? Use it! =)
My dad just bought for me a thumbdrive. Hmm? Cool huh? I've always wanted a thumbdrive so I could put my data in it instead of using the 3 and a half floppy diskette which can be very irritating at times. =D He got me Sony one. Sony's products are quite good. I like Sony but if it's Sony Ericsson? Hmm? No comments.
My blog skin is still in progress. I've done a simple one for my other blog already. It's up and yup,changed the song too. It's a MP3 audio for now. Final Fantasy's "Eternity". Oh yes,I love that song. Anyway,I think it suits the pictures. I mean the pictures are Final Fantasy's ones,so yeah. I'm just following the theme. That's all. It's a very simple skin and I wouldn't say it's my best but if I ever have the time,maybe I'll make a better one.
Yawns. Alright. I think I should be going to bed. I'm feeling sleepy already.
So long and goodnight!
"You are like a star. So shiny,so bright. You light up my life." - D-Illusionist
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠3:48:00 am♠
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Ho ho!
I'm back! Blogging. Hmm? Haven't been blogging for about a week? Erm...? Yeah.
Oh well... At least I'm here now. Gosh. It's quite a stressful week I guess. Exams! Exams! EXAMS!! Was really upset with my Science paper just now. Oh my. I don't know if I'm able to pass or not. =( Really disappointed. Meaning to say,I've to do very well for my MCQs already. *sigh* What a day.
Like I always tell others,"Look on the bright side". I guess I have to do that too. I'm still quite disappointed actually. Or rather,very. =( How how how?!!!
Oh well... Had Maths paper 2 also. I think the paper's a fair one. I won't say it's very difficult nor will I say difficult. I think I'll be able to pass that paper.
Alright,let's not talk about examination stuff already. The more I think,I'll be even more worried than now.
I can deny
But I can't lie to myself
The thought of you
It's in my mind
Everytime
I just want to
But I can't
I wish I could
I would if I could
My heart's beating
When I'm sleeping
I wish my dreams are for real
If it was real
This wound will heal
I'm missing you
Everytime I look at you
I wouldn't want to look
To miss someone
To miss somebody
Someone and somebody
Nobody?
We're more like nobody to each other
I see a shadow
I can't see you
You can't see me too
That's what our eyes sees
May I go back to the past?
Let's start from the beginning
The beginning where we started...
The truth is
I need to get over it
...Over you
-D-Illusionist-
Hmm? Sometimes I wonder,what really is in my mind. Oh,how I wish I could know it all. If only I know all the answers to it and why.
Sounds more like a mystery? Hmm...? Da Vinci Code? Haha. Oh well... I just woke up actually about 15 minutes to 25 minutes ago.
Currently listening to A State Of Trance 2004: "Naked Angel" by Armin van Buuren. Quite a nice one. Next on my play list is "For An Angel" by Paul van Dyke. All trance for now. Yesterday was listening to Rock/Pop. Trance is actually quite nice. I also listen to Techno at times but not a hardcore techno freak. Hmm? Trance sounds better than it. It was "Adagio for Strings" (by DJ Tiesto) that brought me to the world of trance I guess.
If it weren't for that,I won't be listening to trance. Well? Maybe a few songs only but after listening to "Adagio for Strings",it actually kind of open up the door of trance. I started to like it and yeah,ditto!
"Welcome to the World Of Trance!"
Another nice song would be "Love Comes Again" by DJ Tiesto. "Lord of Trance" - DJ Tiesto,"Destination Sunshine" - DJ Johan Gielen,"Sweet Misery" - DJ Tiesto,"Forever Today" - DJ Tiesto,"Ibiza Euphoria" - Paul van Dyke. Those are actually my favourite songs. =)
Oh well... Let's not talk about trance already.
Hmm? I noticed that my MSN Messenger contacts some are in love,whereas some aren't. They're out of love I guess. Just by looking at it,they're like "It sucks",etc.
I wonder,what really is in their mind. Why be attached? You know that kind of questions. You know,I wonder what do they mean by that? Is it just more of an infatuation whereby you like someone or that someone special whom you're with till they where you lose that feeling and you break with that person?
I don't know why to some it isn't a big deal. I mean it may be something minor but then again,I noticed to some it's more of a changing clothes kind of thing to them. Let's get this straight - They're not serious.
Maybe some might say "At this age? Of course not serious."
Hmm...? Not serious? Well,I take things seriously. That's one thing for sure. Let's not talk about the past. Maybe few years ago I wasn't that serious. Let's start from now. I am serious with the things I do. I want to achieve achieve ACHIEVE! That's what I want to do.
With that you've read earlier on,you should know what or should I say who I'm referring to. A fool? You can say that if you want. I'm a blind fool I guess but even a fool has some pride. I have my pride.
It's been years. Nothing between us but this is how I feel for you. I may not be to your expectations but deep down inside me,I really do care. Be it as a friend or slightly more than that. I really do care and all I want to see is to see you happy. To see you happy,makes me happy.
I know it sounds stupid. Then again,I can't help it. This is how I'm feeling. This is what my heart's been aching. When it comes to this,there I go again - weak. I'm trying to be strong here. Trying to stand up and say "I'm okay." Whatever the circumstances,I believe I can fight till the end and that's what I'm gonna do. With determination,here I am fighting till the end.
Oh well... I just don't whatelse to say.
At times when I feel down,I really feel or hope that someone may or might cheer me up. When I'm feeling down,nobody can tell actually. I try to put a happy face and tell myself to look on the bright side. I struggle to keep things cool. Only my soul knows how painful it may be.
I really do feel that I need someone to pamper me at times. I want someone to console me when I'm down. Make me feel better. Cheer me up. Make me laugh. Make me forget everything. That's all I want.
I mean we're humans right? We all need someone to pamper us once a while. =) So,nothing wrong with that right? =)
It's natural I guess. When we are down,we really need someone to put a smile to our face. We want someone to listen to us. I understand how it feels,that's why I make it a point to listen to others when their feeling down and when they needed someone to talk to. I'll try to cheer them up and make them feel better. I may not have the powers to instantly make someone happy or whatsoever but the least I could do is to listen and try to make them feel better.
=) I believe that we all need someone to listen to us.
What can I say after all? This world can be very cruel at times. WAIT. Let me get this straight. God is fair to us. He is but human beings are never fair. When they are greedy or jealous,that's where all the evil things start to come about. Sheesh. I wonder what's in their mind.
Then again,humans. So it's a natural thing. Nobody's the same. We're all different. Like what they say,if everybody's the same then this world will be very boring. Hmm? I can agree with that. Then again,I hate evil people. Oh.....I hate you! I hate you! I HATE YOU!! LOL.
Seriously,I just can't stand evil people. I feel like whacking them. =X Oops. Arghhhhh!! I mean god give you a brain to think so why do such stuff and what have you.
Another issue here is that I notice some guys who were once that goodie good guy turns bad. It's sad to see that. Why must you be bad when you were once a good guy!? Sheesh. Snap,snap. That's how people turn bad. I mean,it's easy to turn bad whereas it's quite difficult to turn over a new leaf.
How I wish they remain that way. I mean they should! They shouldn't turn bad,they should actually be a better person. I mean,what is wrong with this world?! Umm,nothing wrong with the world. It's the people that makes it so wrong. Come on,snap it. HELLO! Welcome to reality!
Whereas some guys are just too over to an extend where they couldn't control themselves. Ahem. Erm? You know. I'm actually surprised by how they "behave". For a moment there,they didn't like those "stuff" but it shocked me when they start to say such stuff that they usually don't and use such words.
That really shocked me. I didn't expect that person to be that way. As usually that person will be "Those are nonsense." You know that kind of stuff where he'll like deny and say hey,have some respect but now it seems his in that category or maybe soon to be labelled as pervert? Hmm? It's just a matter of time I guess. Oops. =X I hope that person won't end up being a pervert. I mean,come on! Where's that person whom you used to be?!
You know that person could even call me a "pervert". I mean,what the hell? Haha. Hmm...? Where did I go wrong? Hey,I'm not. Hey,since when am I one? I don't get it. I'm not! It's not as if I go round stealing people's or rather steal guy's underwear right? Maybe some times when I speak,I'll get a little carried away but hey,I'm not. =)
I mean it's the truth ya? Sometimes you people never tug your shirt in properly or didn't pull ur pants up and oh... Such "wonderful" colours huh? Brown,grey,black... Green,red. Hmm... What's next? What other colours huh? When I tell them that,like "Pull up your pants,I could see such the colour." They're like "Pervert!" LOL. But it's not like as if I pull down your pants or something right? Or like what I've mention. Stealing it. LOL.
Oh well... Enough "colours" already.
Hmm? Such long entries again. Well,welcome back D! =)
I simply love to have long entries. Alright,I guess I should be going. That's it.
Hit it!
I'm gone.
I'm back! Blogging. Hmm? Haven't been blogging for about a week? Erm...? Yeah.
Oh well... At least I'm here now. Gosh. It's quite a stressful week I guess. Exams! Exams! EXAMS!! Was really upset with my Science paper just now. Oh my. I don't know if I'm able to pass or not. =( Really disappointed. Meaning to say,I've to do very well for my MCQs already. *sigh* What a day.
Like I always tell others,"Look on the bright side". I guess I have to do that too. I'm still quite disappointed actually. Or rather,very. =( How how how?!!!
Oh well... Had Maths paper 2 also. I think the paper's a fair one. I won't say it's very difficult nor will I say difficult. I think I'll be able to pass that paper.
Alright,let's not talk about examination stuff already. The more I think,I'll be even more worried than now.
I can deny
But I can't lie to myself
The thought of you
It's in my mind
Everytime
I just want to
But I can't
I wish I could
I would if I could
My heart's beating
When I'm sleeping
I wish my dreams are for real
If it was real
This wound will heal
I'm missing you
Everytime I look at you
I wouldn't want to look
To miss someone
To miss somebody
Someone and somebody
Nobody?
We're more like nobody to each other
I see a shadow
I can't see you
You can't see me too
That's what our eyes sees
May I go back to the past?
Let's start from the beginning
The beginning where we started...
The truth is
I need to get over it
...Over you
-D-Illusionist-
Hmm? Sometimes I wonder,what really is in my mind. Oh,how I wish I could know it all. If only I know all the answers to it and why.
Sounds more like a mystery? Hmm...? Da Vinci Code? Haha. Oh well... I just woke up actually about 15 minutes to 25 minutes ago.
Currently listening to A State Of Trance 2004: "Naked Angel" by Armin van Buuren. Quite a nice one. Next on my play list is "For An Angel" by Paul van Dyke. All trance for now. Yesterday was listening to Rock/Pop. Trance is actually quite nice. I also listen to Techno at times but not a hardcore techno freak. Hmm? Trance sounds better than it. It was "Adagio for Strings" (by DJ Tiesto) that brought me to the world of trance I guess.
If it weren't for that,I won't be listening to trance. Well? Maybe a few songs only but after listening to "Adagio for Strings",it actually kind of open up the door of trance. I started to like it and yeah,ditto!
"Welcome to the World Of Trance!"
Another nice song would be "Love Comes Again" by DJ Tiesto. "Lord of Trance" - DJ Tiesto,"Destination Sunshine" - DJ Johan Gielen,"Sweet Misery" - DJ Tiesto,"Forever Today" - DJ Tiesto,"Ibiza Euphoria" - Paul van Dyke. Those are actually my favourite songs. =)
Oh well... Let's not talk about trance already.
Hmm? I noticed that my MSN Messenger contacts some are in love,whereas some aren't. They're out of love I guess. Just by looking at it,they're like "It sucks",etc.
I wonder,what really is in their mind. Why be attached? You know that kind of questions. You know,I wonder what do they mean by that? Is it just more of an infatuation whereby you like someone or that someone special whom you're with till they where you lose that feeling and you break with that person?
I don't know why to some it isn't a big deal. I mean it may be something minor but then again,I noticed to some it's more of a changing clothes kind of thing to them. Let's get this straight - They're not serious.
Maybe some might say "At this age? Of course not serious."
Hmm...? Not serious? Well,I take things seriously. That's one thing for sure. Let's not talk about the past. Maybe few years ago I wasn't that serious. Let's start from now. I am serious with the things I do. I want to achieve achieve ACHIEVE! That's what I want to do.
With that you've read earlier on,you should know what or should I say who I'm referring to. A fool? You can say that if you want. I'm a blind fool I guess but even a fool has some pride. I have my pride.
It's been years. Nothing between us but this is how I feel for you. I may not be to your expectations but deep down inside me,I really do care. Be it as a friend or slightly more than that. I really do care and all I want to see is to see you happy. To see you happy,makes me happy.
I know it sounds stupid. Then again,I can't help it. This is how I'm feeling. This is what my heart's been aching. When it comes to this,there I go again - weak. I'm trying to be strong here. Trying to stand up and say "I'm okay." Whatever the circumstances,I believe I can fight till the end and that's what I'm gonna do. With determination,here I am fighting till the end.
Oh well... I just don't whatelse to say.
At times when I feel down,I really feel or hope that someone may or might cheer me up. When I'm feeling down,nobody can tell actually. I try to put a happy face and tell myself to look on the bright side. I struggle to keep things cool. Only my soul knows how painful it may be.
I really do feel that I need someone to pamper me at times. I want someone to console me when I'm down. Make me feel better. Cheer me up. Make me laugh. Make me forget everything. That's all I want.
I mean we're humans right? We all need someone to pamper us once a while. =) So,nothing wrong with that right? =)
It's natural I guess. When we are down,we really need someone to put a smile to our face. We want someone to listen to us. I understand how it feels,that's why I make it a point to listen to others when their feeling down and when they needed someone to talk to. I'll try to cheer them up and make them feel better. I may not have the powers to instantly make someone happy or whatsoever but the least I could do is to listen and try to make them feel better.
=) I believe that we all need someone to listen to us.
What can I say after all? This world can be very cruel at times. WAIT. Let me get this straight. God is fair to us. He is but human beings are never fair. When they are greedy or jealous,that's where all the evil things start to come about. Sheesh. I wonder what's in their mind.
Then again,humans. So it's a natural thing. Nobody's the same. We're all different. Like what they say,if everybody's the same then this world will be very boring. Hmm? I can agree with that. Then again,I hate evil people. Oh.....I hate you! I hate you! I HATE YOU!! LOL.
Seriously,I just can't stand evil people. I feel like whacking them. =X Oops. Arghhhhh!! I mean god give you a brain to think so why do such stuff and what have you.
Another issue here is that I notice some guys who were once that goodie good guy turns bad. It's sad to see that. Why must you be bad when you were once a good guy!? Sheesh. Snap,snap. That's how people turn bad. I mean,it's easy to turn bad whereas it's quite difficult to turn over a new leaf.
How I wish they remain that way. I mean they should! They shouldn't turn bad,they should actually be a better person. I mean,what is wrong with this world?! Umm,nothing wrong with the world. It's the people that makes it so wrong. Come on,snap it. HELLO! Welcome to reality!
Whereas some guys are just too over to an extend where they couldn't control themselves. Ahem. Erm? You know. I'm actually surprised by how they "behave". For a moment there,they didn't like those "stuff" but it shocked me when they start to say such stuff that they usually don't and use such words.
That really shocked me. I didn't expect that person to be that way. As usually that person will be "Those are nonsense." You know that kind of stuff where he'll like deny and say hey,have some respect but now it seems his in that category or maybe soon to be labelled as pervert? Hmm? It's just a matter of time I guess. Oops. =X I hope that person won't end up being a pervert. I mean,come on! Where's that person whom you used to be?!
You know that person could even call me a "pervert". I mean,what the hell? Haha. Hmm...? Where did I go wrong? Hey,I'm not. Hey,since when am I one? I don't get it. I'm not! It's not as if I go round stealing people's or rather steal guy's underwear right? Maybe some times when I speak,I'll get a little carried away but hey,I'm not. =)
I mean it's the truth ya? Sometimes you people never tug your shirt in properly or didn't pull ur pants up and oh... Such "wonderful" colours huh? Brown,grey,black... Green,red. Hmm... What's next? What other colours huh? When I tell them that,like "Pull up your pants,I could see such the colour." They're like "Pervert!" LOL. But it's not like as if I pull down your pants or something right? Or like what I've mention. Stealing it. LOL.
Oh well... Enough "colours" already.
Hmm? Such long entries again. Well,welcome back D! =)
I simply love to have long entries. Alright,I guess I should be going. That's it.
Hit it!
I'm gone.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠9:09:00 pm♠
Thursday, May 04, 2006
D - girl hasn't blogged for a few days.
D - girl hasn't update her blog for a few days.
D - girl has yet to change her blog skin.
D - girl is simply an ordinary girl by the name of D.
D? D,who? D-grrl [ D - girl ].
Here I am! Finally blogging. It's been about five days I've not been blogging. Hmm? Nearing to a week. It's Thursday. The last time I blogged was on Saturday? Was it?
Oh well... About Chelsea's match? Well,you may know by now about that match.
Oh yes! Oh yes! Yup,CHELSEA are the champions again. =D Back-to-back champions. Woohoo! Chelsea 3,Manchester United 0. It was quite shocking actually. I'm actually very afraid of Manchester United. I mean they're really good at attacking. Whereas I feel that Chelsea's better in defending. =)
Hmm? Well,there's advantages and disadvantages. It's how you look at it. It's really amazing how CHELSEA could be champions for two years in just a matter of time. Umm... I mean,when Jose Mourinho was in charged. When he took over about 3 years ago. CHELSEA was 2nd. Arsenal was 1st. The following year,that is last year,CHELSEA were champions! Not forgetting this year,it's proven that they're good.
I was actually scared that they'll equalise. Especially when Rooney was with the ball. Luckily,he didn't scored. I was very happy when Chelsea scored during the 4th minute. William Gallas! Second goal was from - JOE COLE! Man of the Match. =D Not forgetting the third one - Ricardo Carvalho.
Though I may not like Manchester United but poor Wayne Rooney. His injured. Well? First half he tackled John Terry and John Terry's injured but I guess his was even worst. Second half,oh my. Paulo Ferriera wanted to tackle the ball but oh my because of that action,it caused Wayne Rooney injured.
Poor Rooney. One of my favourite players. Aww... He'll be out for six weeks and it's World Cup's like next month. Arghhhh!! England! England! England! Though people make a big fuss about Rooney but hey,England have good players too! Besides Wayne Rooney,they have Steven Gerrard,John Terry,Frank Lampard,Joe Cole,Michael Owen,David Beckham,etc.
See! They have good players.
Hmm? Manchester United must have been disappointed about it. Well? At least give them some credit. They did their best but I guess Chelsea give in a little more that's why they won. Hmm? The only two players I like in United are Wayne Rooney and Ruud van Nistelrooy. van Nistelrooy. His hot. =D
Hmm? United,united,united. Chelsea,Chelsea,Chelsea. Hmm?
I don't know why people like to talk bad about Chelsea. I don't think Jose Mourinho is BAD. Seriously,I feel that his just someone who'll speak his mind's out and his always full of confidence. His somebody who wants to achieve,achieve and well? ACHIEVE.
Weeks ago,I was actually scared that Manchester United might be champions as they were playing good. Chelsea dropped points and it was rather disappointing but I believe they'll be champions again. When I look at those match fixtures,most of Chelsea's remaining games are away and that isn't a good thing actually because they usually do well at home.
Yesterday's match was a 1 - 0. Blackburn Rovers 1,Chelsea 0 but hey,look on the bright side. Even if Blackburn Rovers won,Chelsea are already champions. It was a fantasic one. Jose Mourinho took off his designer jacket and just throw it to the crowd. Oh,not forgetting his medal too. Oh my. I couldn't believe it but he did it.
Chelsea is left with one more game to play and that would be against Newcastle United. Hmm? Will it be a win,draw or a lose? Hmm? I wouldn't dare to say a win but it'll be good even if it's a draw but would be better if it's a win. Win win win!! Oh yes!
Then again,winning isn't everything. You can win but what's more important is the person you are. =)
Oh well... Mid-years' tomorrow. English paper 1. La La LA. I've got to sleep early. I guess by 12.30 I must sleep. I haven't been sleeping well actually. Didn't get enough rest and I think that's bad. Health is vital and I guess I should be paying more attention to my health.
Yawns! I guess I'll be taking a nap soon. After my nap,I guess I'll relax for a while then do my homework and do some revision. Hmm? I was thinking of looking at the dictionary for words. Maybe I should. Who knows I may need or I could use it in my report writing or letter writing. It's not just all about that but at the same time,I'll learn something new and I think it's cool.
It's cool to learn new words and to apply them. It means I'm practicising! =D Like they say,"Practice makes perfect." So yup! I should start doing that.
School's ok. Nothing much except just now when Dwayne pushed Renny and hit me! They were playing but darn. They hit me. They're like pushing me to the wall and I tried to move back by pushing as they were like pushing me in front. Haha. Well? It was funny though. It wasn't that bad but I think it's rather funny in a way.
Hmm? I should say it's a happy one. I mean there's quite a number of funny things earlier on. It was fun I'd say. Yup! Fun fun fun!!
Fun for now but I've to switch my mode to SERIOUS as exams are already here. Tomorrow that is. Pretty fast huh? Oh well... Time flies very fast. I still remember telling my mother that I would be having my mid-years two weeks from that day and oh my. Sleep,wake up - sleep,wake up - TADA! Two weeks already.
I used to think or feel that time flies quite slow. Especially like waiting for one year but I've come to realise that it isn't. It's actually very fast. Maybe one secound or one minute you could lose it but more than that? I don't think it'll sounds good. Then again,time is precious so even if a minute it means you've wasted your precious time.
Precious time = Precious water = Precious ones.
PRECIOUS. A very powerful word huh? Especially the last one. PRECIOUS ones. That is,your family, the people you love. Water? Water is very precious and important. We need it to drink,bathe and to wash our stuffs. Time? We can't turn back time. What's gone is gone. You can never turn back time.
That is what I mean by that. Indeed,it is quite a powerful word. Whatever it is,god is always the most powerful one and no one could beat god.
4.48PM at the moment.
I reached home at about an hour ago. Pretty fast huh? This is what I mean by time flies very fast. Fly fly fly. Hmm? I'm flying off now. Oops,I mean signing off. =)
Whatever it is always remember - Look on the bright side.
Peace out.
D - girl hasn't update her blog for a few days.
D - girl has yet to change her blog skin.
D - girl is simply an ordinary girl by the name of D.
D? D,who? D-grrl [ D - girl ].
Here I am! Finally blogging. It's been about five days I've not been blogging. Hmm? Nearing to a week. It's Thursday. The last time I blogged was on Saturday? Was it?
Oh well... About Chelsea's match? Well,you may know by now about that match.
Oh yes! Oh yes! Yup,CHELSEA are the champions again. =D Back-to-back champions. Woohoo! Chelsea 3,Manchester United 0. It was quite shocking actually. I'm actually very afraid of Manchester United. I mean they're really good at attacking. Whereas I feel that Chelsea's better in defending. =)
Hmm? Well,there's advantages and disadvantages. It's how you look at it. It's really amazing how CHELSEA could be champions for two years in just a matter of time. Umm... I mean,when Jose Mourinho was in charged. When he took over about 3 years ago. CHELSEA was 2nd. Arsenal was 1st. The following year,that is last year,CHELSEA were champions! Not forgetting this year,it's proven that they're good.
I was actually scared that they'll equalise. Especially when Rooney was with the ball. Luckily,he didn't scored. I was very happy when Chelsea scored during the 4th minute. William Gallas! Second goal was from - JOE COLE! Man of the Match. =D Not forgetting the third one - Ricardo Carvalho.
Though I may not like Manchester United but poor Wayne Rooney. His injured. Well? First half he tackled John Terry and John Terry's injured but I guess his was even worst. Second half,oh my. Paulo Ferriera wanted to tackle the ball but oh my because of that action,it caused Wayne Rooney injured.
Poor Rooney. One of my favourite players. Aww... He'll be out for six weeks and it's World Cup's like next month. Arghhhh!! England! England! England! Though people make a big fuss about Rooney but hey,England have good players too! Besides Wayne Rooney,they have Steven Gerrard,John Terry,Frank Lampard,Joe Cole,Michael Owen,David Beckham,etc.
See! They have good players.
Hmm? Manchester United must have been disappointed about it. Well? At least give them some credit. They did their best but I guess Chelsea give in a little more that's why they won. Hmm? The only two players I like in United are Wayne Rooney and Ruud van Nistelrooy. van Nistelrooy. His hot. =D
Hmm? United,united,united. Chelsea,Chelsea,Chelsea. Hmm?
I don't know why people like to talk bad about Chelsea. I don't think Jose Mourinho is BAD. Seriously,I feel that his just someone who'll speak his mind's out and his always full of confidence. His somebody who wants to achieve,achieve and well? ACHIEVE.
Weeks ago,I was actually scared that Manchester United might be champions as they were playing good. Chelsea dropped points and it was rather disappointing but I believe they'll be champions again. When I look at those match fixtures,most of Chelsea's remaining games are away and that isn't a good thing actually because they usually do well at home.
Yesterday's match was a 1 - 0. Blackburn Rovers 1,Chelsea 0 but hey,look on the bright side. Even if Blackburn Rovers won,Chelsea are already champions. It was a fantasic one. Jose Mourinho took off his designer jacket and just throw it to the crowd. Oh,not forgetting his medal too. Oh my. I couldn't believe it but he did it.
Chelsea is left with one more game to play and that would be against Newcastle United. Hmm? Will it be a win,draw or a lose? Hmm? I wouldn't dare to say a win but it'll be good even if it's a draw but would be better if it's a win. Win win win!! Oh yes!
Then again,winning isn't everything. You can win but what's more important is the person you are. =)
Oh well... Mid-years' tomorrow. English paper 1. La La LA. I've got to sleep early. I guess by 12.30 I must sleep. I haven't been sleeping well actually. Didn't get enough rest and I think that's bad. Health is vital and I guess I should be paying more attention to my health.
Yawns! I guess I'll be taking a nap soon. After my nap,I guess I'll relax for a while then do my homework and do some revision. Hmm? I was thinking of looking at the dictionary for words. Maybe I should. Who knows I may need or I could use it in my report writing or letter writing. It's not just all about that but at the same time,I'll learn something new and I think it's cool.
It's cool to learn new words and to apply them. It means I'm practicising! =D Like they say,"Practice makes perfect." So yup! I should start doing that.
School's ok. Nothing much except just now when Dwayne pushed Renny and hit me! They were playing but darn. They hit me. They're like pushing me to the wall and I tried to move back by pushing as they were like pushing me in front. Haha. Well? It was funny though. It wasn't that bad but I think it's rather funny in a way.
Hmm? I should say it's a happy one. I mean there's quite a number of funny things earlier on. It was fun I'd say. Yup! Fun fun fun!!
Fun for now but I've to switch my mode to SERIOUS as exams are already here. Tomorrow that is. Pretty fast huh? Oh well... Time flies very fast. I still remember telling my mother that I would be having my mid-years two weeks from that day and oh my. Sleep,wake up - sleep,wake up - TADA! Two weeks already.
I used to think or feel that time flies quite slow. Especially like waiting for one year but I've come to realise that it isn't. It's actually very fast. Maybe one secound or one minute you could lose it but more than that? I don't think it'll sounds good. Then again,time is precious so even if a minute it means you've wasted your precious time.
Precious time = Precious water = Precious ones.
PRECIOUS. A very powerful word huh? Especially the last one. PRECIOUS ones. That is,your family, the people you love. Water? Water is very precious and important. We need it to drink,bathe and to wash our stuffs. Time? We can't turn back time. What's gone is gone. You can never turn back time.
That is what I mean by that. Indeed,it is quite a powerful word. Whatever it is,god is always the most powerful one and no one could beat god.
4.48PM at the moment.
I reached home at about an hour ago. Pretty fast huh? This is what I mean by time flies very fast. Fly fly fly. Hmm? I'm flying off now. Oops,I mean signing off. =)
Whatever it is always remember - Look on the bright side.
Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠4:51:00 pm♠
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// Speed test
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BLUE IS THE COLOUR
// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
// What's your love type
| Your Love Type: ISFJ |
 In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long. For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner. Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie. However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues. Best matches: ESTP or ESFP |
// Are you too picky when it comes to men?
| You Are Picky When it Counts |
 But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating. You probably have quite a few great guys you can date! |
// What kind of sexy girl are you?
| You Are Fun Sexy |
 Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy. You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through. Any guy would be crazy to turn you down! |
// What kind of girl are you?
| You are a Brainy Girl! |
 You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more. For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests. A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either! |
// Are you spoiled?
| You Are 24% Spoiled |
 You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have. |
// What flavour Pocky are you?
| You Are Flan Pocky |
 East meets west... sweet meets salty. You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together! |
// Could you be violent?
| There's a Chance You Could Be Violent |
 Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage. |
// Speed test
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// —The Voice Within—
// Other Illusionist♠
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Special links:
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Class Blog - 1A/03 ['o9]
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Amelia
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Belson
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Clara
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Gary's Lover Den
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Ken
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Leon
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Marcus
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Naqiah*
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Pearline♦
Pei Jun
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Radhi
Razin
Ratna
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Saiful
Sani
Sarah
Shakila
Sherin (Yi Xin)
Shikin
Shi Min
Shu Min
Sya
Syakirah
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Weng Hon
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Yue Han
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