Let's go back. Turn the clocks back. Turn back time. Turn it around. Start over.
Sometimes all I got to say is that life is full of obstacles. I simply don't know what to say. I think I may get used to it. Life's like that anyway. What am I suppose to do about it? I can't do anything about it.
Matters have resolved but I still fear. Ok,let me define the fear. Hmm? On the other hand,maybe I shouldn't. Oh well... Let's not think about it. I've forgotten everything.
Is it that complicating to understand situations? Sometimes I wonder,what's the purpose of living? There's so many things in life to accomplish but just tell me how many of them have you achieved? Maybe a handful of them but not all right? Hmm? If you're determine that I guess you'll be able to. I'm not saying it's impossible. Nothing is impossible. Anything's possible but are you willing to make it possible? Or are you just gonna wait for miracle?
IF ONLY MIRACLE HAPPENS.
Oh well...
Let's look the on the bright side. Be free,think free. It's 2.03AM. Yawns yawns yawns. Hmm? I'm not really that tired but still I've to sleep! Erm,I mean you still have to sleep right? Don't tell me you're a machine. 24/7 on? LOL. Definately not. We're humans. We all need rest.
Sometimes even chatting with friends make me happy. I just don't know why but it sort of make me smile in a way. It sort of ease my mind a little.
Well? To think about it,even little things can make you smile. =) I think it's wonderful. Even to see a person happy could also make you happy.
Oh well...
Hmm? Had a walk earlier on. Oh my. Tree top? Haha. Fun. Though it maybe a little tiring and I'm all so sweaty. LOL. All of us (my class) we're all sweaty and it's like I'm so quiet. Well? I've always been quiet in walks. Haha. Serious!
Be it camp or whatever,when it comes to walk,I keep quiet. You won't hear me talking that much. Well? Maybe like a few words or for a short period of time. After that it goes back to "silent mode".
I'm often known as "stubborn". That type who doesn't want to say sorry first blah blah blah. But I feel that when it comes to the person I really regard as "special",I'll be weak. Oh my. Oh why,oh why?! I just don't know why but I'll sort of soften. Arghhhhh... Well? That's what exactly happen to me and her. So yeah,we're all ....... Errrr? Well,it all went smooth sailing after that.
Ok,maybe she did offer me something in the bus earlier on but I was a little stubborn that type so I was like that type who refused to take but after some time it just went back to square one. I really don't have that hatred feeling towards her (Xq). I've always regarded her as "special".
I appreciate her friendship and everything. I'll remember the times when I'm down,she's there to make me smile and brighten my day. Those laughter,those joy and crap.
I don't know about others. Maybe to others guys come first that sort of stuff but to me. Three things I love. God,family and friends. Without friends,I don't think I'll be happy. I think I'll be a very miserable person. Family - They make me smile. I love them.
Call me a pampered kid but hey,I'm just that type. I don't like to stay far away from home. It's just not me. Then again,different people,different point of view. What's your point of view? Get my view?
Moving back to the walk,it was quite alright. I really don't know what to say. I don't have any words nor comments. It was neutral I guess. And guess what,I didn't eat much. Morning I only drink a cup of milk before leaving home then at about 11.50AM,I just grab some bite of sandwich then I didn't eat lunch. Went home. Took a shower. Use the computer for about 15 minutes then I went to take a nap till about 7pm. It was dinner then.
I didn't eat supper. Amazing huh? Which I usually DO eat. Hmm? Shiseido cleansing foam is quite alright. Not bad. If you have oily skin,I think it's good. No oil after that. I have oily and sensitive skin. Still,Vichy is gentle. No harm in trying Shiseido products right? =D
Yawns yawns yawns.
Hmm? Well,I'll do some surfing first before going to bed.
Alright,goodnight!
Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠2:30:00 am♠
// D: Illusionist
+ Diane
+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist
+ 0ctober 4th 1990
+ Libra
+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)
+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School  (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)
BLUE IS THE COLOUR
// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.