W E L C ♠ M E
// My Illusions*
Saturday, April 29, 2006
It's a crazy world after all. Yup,just by looking at my tagboard you'll know what I mean but hey,look on the bright side. =)
Shouldn't take it too seriously though I think it's really an unfair statement. Refreshed my tagboard and the older ones disappeared. Oh well? Nevermind. What's gone,can't be undone right? Oh well...
Hmm? Finally it's Friday. Pretty fast huh? It is indeed. Just read my tagboard. Oh my. Thanks you guys! =)
Hmm? My day was alright. Hmm? I noticed that my Nokia 6680 front camera isn't that good. Only the back camera. The back camera is way better than the front camera. Hmm? It's 3G but I don't really use 3G. I don't know but the phone's quite alright. Not that bad. =) I don't know. Let's see how. Was thinking of other phones. Hmm? I'm not sure.
My English teacher didn't came to school today. Aww... I guess she's sick. Hope she gets well. =) My favourite teacher actually.
Oh god. I heard that there's this secondary 5 student from school was knocked down by a bus. Oh my. Hmm? I heard it happened at about 1 something. I really didn't know happened. I left the school at 1.15pm but went off to buy lunch first before heading home. I was in the bus when I saw a few teachers from my school outside my school compound. They were standing somewhere near the traffic light oppsite Downtown East.
A simple thought. I was like "Hmm? Maybe they're heading to Downtown." Well? That was what I thought to myself. Hearing it when I went online earlier on. My classmate's brother told me and I was shocked. Oh my. Really poor thing. I pity that boy.
I heard that the impact was ........... Oh my. Thank god he isn't dead. Lucky fella. =) Well,good for him then. I really pity him. I feel that sometimes bus drivers just drive even when they're supposed to stop they still go at times. Even when it's yellow where you're supposed to slow down,the driver still doesn't care. I'm not saying bus only. I'm also refering to other vehicles.
It's dangerous and because of their actions,it causes someone to get knocked down and admitted to the hospital. They should be more responsible and do the right thing. Hmm? Ok,maybe I know it's a little troublesome to wait. I mean,it's a waste of time but then,think again.
I definately feel that the driver was in the wrong. The bus was supposed to stop but it didn't. That's why I play safe. I'll wait for the cars to stop before I cross the road. It's been a habit. My parents always told me to wait for the cars to stop before crossing when I was young. =) I think it really helps.
I really pity that boy. Poor thing but lucky him that his alright. May god bless him.
Seriously,I feel that sometimes people do certain things without reflecting it again. It's really sad to see such things. I wonder why on earth they do such things? It's definately not right. Well? We all make mistakes. Yes,indeed everyone make mistakes. WE can't change that or run away from the fact that we do make mistakes but we can try to minimise it. Prevent it from happening.
It can be prevented if we take precaution. Who says we can't prevent? Well? Maybe certain things we can't. It's unexpected but some things you can try to prevent it from happening. Reckless driver? Hmm? I have no comments.
Like they say "Things happen for a reason." Sometimes when certain things happen to us,we keep questioning ourselves why does it have to be us and not others? I guess sometimes we have to be strong. We can't let things let us down. We have to be strong and fight for our rights.
For example; certain people simply love to make comments on others. I feel that it's really a waste of time. Over minor issues it could sometimes end up to be a major one. It's a shame when people starts it and then denies it. Certain things we should just keep to ourselves.
It isn't a big deal to me that people just go for looks and guess that you're this and that. It isn't right to judge people that way. You should look at the person's personality and stuff like that. It doesn't make sense when you just go for looks only. I think it's ridiculous.
Oh well... Then again,it's your own opinion. Your own point of view. =)
Hmm? Chelsea vs Manchester United. Oh goodie. I don't know if I have the heart to watch. Most people say Manchester United will win but I'm hoping Chelsea will win. If they don't,well? I'll be waiting for that one point from Chelsea. Just one more point and oh yes! I can celebrate! Woohoo!
Oh my. Football again. Haha. World Cup's coming. In about a month and a half time. Goodie. England! Go! England go! =)
Alright,I'm off now.
Peace out.
Shouldn't take it too seriously though I think it's really an unfair statement. Refreshed my tagboard and the older ones disappeared. Oh well? Nevermind. What's gone,can't be undone right? Oh well...
Hmm? Finally it's Friday. Pretty fast huh? It is indeed. Just read my tagboard. Oh my. Thanks you guys! =)
Hmm? My day was alright. Hmm? I noticed that my Nokia 6680 front camera isn't that good. Only the back camera. The back camera is way better than the front camera. Hmm? It's 3G but I don't really use 3G. I don't know but the phone's quite alright. Not that bad. =) I don't know. Let's see how. Was thinking of other phones. Hmm? I'm not sure.
My English teacher didn't came to school today. Aww... I guess she's sick. Hope she gets well. =) My favourite teacher actually.
Oh god. I heard that there's this secondary 5 student from school was knocked down by a bus. Oh my. Hmm? I heard it happened at about 1 something. I really didn't know happened. I left the school at 1.15pm but went off to buy lunch first before heading home. I was in the bus when I saw a few teachers from my school outside my school compound. They were standing somewhere near the traffic light oppsite Downtown East.
A simple thought. I was like "Hmm? Maybe they're heading to Downtown." Well? That was what I thought to myself. Hearing it when I went online earlier on. My classmate's brother told me and I was shocked. Oh my. Really poor thing. I pity that boy.
I heard that the impact was ........... Oh my. Thank god he isn't dead. Lucky fella. =) Well,good for him then. I really pity him. I feel that sometimes bus drivers just drive even when they're supposed to stop they still go at times. Even when it's yellow where you're supposed to slow down,the driver still doesn't care. I'm not saying bus only. I'm also refering to other vehicles.
It's dangerous and because of their actions,it causes someone to get knocked down and admitted to the hospital. They should be more responsible and do the right thing. Hmm? Ok,maybe I know it's a little troublesome to wait. I mean,it's a waste of time but then,think again.
I definately feel that the driver was in the wrong. The bus was supposed to stop but it didn't. That's why I play safe. I'll wait for the cars to stop before I cross the road. It's been a habit. My parents always told me to wait for the cars to stop before crossing when I was young. =) I think it really helps.
I really pity that boy. Poor thing but lucky him that his alright. May god bless him.
Seriously,I feel that sometimes people do certain things without reflecting it again. It's really sad to see such things. I wonder why on earth they do such things? It's definately not right. Well? We all make mistakes. Yes,indeed everyone make mistakes. WE can't change that or run away from the fact that we do make mistakes but we can try to minimise it. Prevent it from happening.
It can be prevented if we take precaution. Who says we can't prevent? Well? Maybe certain things we can't. It's unexpected but some things you can try to prevent it from happening. Reckless driver? Hmm? I have no comments.
Like they say "Things happen for a reason." Sometimes when certain things happen to us,we keep questioning ourselves why does it have to be us and not others? I guess sometimes we have to be strong. We can't let things let us down. We have to be strong and fight for our rights.
For example; certain people simply love to make comments on others. I feel that it's really a waste of time. Over minor issues it could sometimes end up to be a major one. It's a shame when people starts it and then denies it. Certain things we should just keep to ourselves.
It isn't a big deal to me that people just go for looks and guess that you're this and that. It isn't right to judge people that way. You should look at the person's personality and stuff like that. It doesn't make sense when you just go for looks only. I think it's ridiculous.
Oh well... Then again,it's your own opinion. Your own point of view. =)
Hmm? Chelsea vs Manchester United. Oh goodie. I don't know if I have the heart to watch. Most people say Manchester United will win but I'm hoping Chelsea will win. If they don't,well? I'll be waiting for that one point from Chelsea. Just one more point and oh yes! I can celebrate! Woohoo!
Oh my. Football again. Haha. World Cup's coming. In about a month and a half time. Goodie. England! Go! England go! =)
Alright,I'm off now.
Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠12:29:00 am♠
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Sometimes I don't what do they really want? There's all sorts of people in this world. Some people are simply too bored with things that makes them worthless.
Read my tag. See those comments? I don't really need those comments. You're not my friends. My friends won't give such comments and oh please,get real. Childish? Could you define that? That's NOT "childish" - CARTOON. That's Japanese Animation. ANIME.
You people simply don't appreciate anime but that's ok BUT then again,this is my blog! Just by looking at my tagboard,I feel that you don't deserved to be respect. Look here,I don't mean to be rude in any way or whatsoever but seriously,reflect yeah? Think about it.
Who started it? You came across my blog's URL and without reading my entries or whatsoever,you labelled me as "Childish" in a way cause you mention about my blogskin. I designed it. It's such an insult. How interesting huh? Have you read my entries? Think about it. One more thing I'd like to make it clear. THIS IS MY BLOG,I'm free to say anything I like or whatsoever.
Regarding the song,you people just don't appreciate music. It's Paul van Dyke's "Crush". Genre: Trance. You think you're so good? I don't think you are. With such behaviour,I simply couldn't take it. Who could tolerate such ILL behaviour? You're the childish one.
And oh,could you define the terms of CHILDISH?
I don't behave that way nor my skin. Your actions prove that you're childish and not me.
You really need to be taught. My Friendster picture? Oh,how interesting? You should really look at yourself. Well,you can say whatever you like but I'm definately not that type of person like you.
SO ILL MANNERED and WORTHLESS.
If you want to find trouble,go else where.
You see,just by tagging,you're proving people you're worthless and wants to find fault. I've friends viewing it already and they think it's silly of you to do such things. It's a shame that you couldn't make use of your potential. With that I hope you'll reflect and stop making such comments.
To speak the truth,I really feel like reporting you. I'm holding my anger back and decided to go easy this time but still,who could take such comments when you don't even really know them? Mind your own business. You don't deserve to tag my tagboard. Well? It's a waste of time I guess. IF you don't like it,let it be. Besides,you're the one out of the blue from no where tagged and called me "beetch". How interesting? That's proof.
If such things occurs again,I'm going to track your IP address and report you. I mean it. Get that straight into your head and I'd appreciate if you just keep your crap to yourself.
Don't just tag and leave like that. Why didn't you leave your link or email address? Scared? What such cowards. Dare to do it,don't dare to admit. Don't just criticise only. Tsk tsk. I've never criticise anyone's blog before. Mind you. Ask my friends. I'm not as stupid or rather foolish to do that. I mean,what for?
It's their blog. Let it be. I think what you should really do is to read people's entries instead of giving such comments just by looking at people's blog. It's just that I like this blog and it's my skin,mind you! It's not like I never have some abstract skins before. I do have. It's just that I want my skin to be anime. Nothing wrong right? By the way,in the first place,why bother to check out my blog?
See that X button on the top right hand corner? Why didn't you click on it or simply hit ALT+F4? It doesn't make sense does it? You're just finding fault with me.
Oh well? Why bother about such people? At least I still have friends who cares. What about you? Well,you do have friends but if I find out a friend who does stupid things like that,I'll feel ashamed for her actions. This is really ridiculous. You're new here. That's why you said stuff like that. If you're not new,you should know what were the previous skins and songs. Before this,it was Final Fantasy's song - "Eternity".
Hmm? Next time if you want to say anything,think again. If not,you'll might end up in trouble. =)
Oh well... Anyway,thanks to those people who really care! Thanks for being on my side. I appreciate you guys! THANKS! =) You rock!
Read my tag. See those comments? I don't really need those comments. You're not my friends. My friends won't give such comments and oh please,get real. Childish? Could you define that? That's NOT "childish" - CARTOON. That's Japanese Animation. ANIME.
You people simply don't appreciate anime but that's ok BUT then again,this is my blog! Just by looking at my tagboard,I feel that you don't deserved to be respect. Look here,I don't mean to be rude in any way or whatsoever but seriously,reflect yeah? Think about it.
Who started it? You came across my blog's URL and without reading my entries or whatsoever,you labelled me as "Childish" in a way cause you mention about my blogskin. I designed it. It's such an insult. How interesting huh? Have you read my entries? Think about it. One more thing I'd like to make it clear. THIS IS MY BLOG,I'm free to say anything I like or whatsoever.
Regarding the song,you people just don't appreciate music. It's Paul van Dyke's "Crush". Genre: Trance. You think you're so good? I don't think you are. With such behaviour,I simply couldn't take it. Who could tolerate such ILL behaviour? You're the childish one.
And oh,could you define the terms of CHILDISH?
I don't behave that way nor my skin. Your actions prove that you're childish and not me.
You really need to be taught. My Friendster picture? Oh,how interesting? You should really look at yourself. Well,you can say whatever you like but I'm definately not that type of person like you.
SO ILL MANNERED and WORTHLESS.
If you want to find trouble,go else where.
You see,just by tagging,you're proving people you're worthless and wants to find fault. I've friends viewing it already and they think it's silly of you to do such things. It's a shame that you couldn't make use of your potential. With that I hope you'll reflect and stop making such comments.
To speak the truth,I really feel like reporting you. I'm holding my anger back and decided to go easy this time but still,who could take such comments when you don't even really know them? Mind your own business. You don't deserve to tag my tagboard. Well? It's a waste of time I guess. IF you don't like it,let it be. Besides,you're the one out of the blue from no where tagged and called me "beetch". How interesting? That's proof.
If such things occurs again,I'm going to track your IP address and report you. I mean it. Get that straight into your head and I'd appreciate if you just keep your crap to yourself.
Don't just tag and leave like that. Why didn't you leave your link or email address? Scared? What such cowards. Dare to do it,don't dare to admit. Don't just criticise only. Tsk tsk. I've never criticise anyone's blog before. Mind you. Ask my friends. I'm not as stupid or rather foolish to do that. I mean,what for?
It's their blog. Let it be. I think what you should really do is to read people's entries instead of giving such comments just by looking at people's blog. It's just that I like this blog and it's my skin,mind you! It's not like I never have some abstract skins before. I do have. It's just that I want my skin to be anime. Nothing wrong right? By the way,in the first place,why bother to check out my blog?
See that X button on the top right hand corner? Why didn't you click on it or simply hit ALT+F4? It doesn't make sense does it? You're just finding fault with me.
Oh well? Why bother about such people? At least I still have friends who cares. What about you? Well,you do have friends but if I find out a friend who does stupid things like that,I'll feel ashamed for her actions. This is really ridiculous. You're new here. That's why you said stuff like that. If you're not new,you should know what were the previous skins and songs. Before this,it was Final Fantasy's song - "Eternity".
Hmm? Next time if you want to say anything,think again. If not,you'll might end up in trouble. =)
Oh well... Anyway,thanks to those people who really care! Thanks for being on my side. I appreciate you guys! THANKS! =) You rock!
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠1:17:00 am♠
Saturday, April 22, 2006
Do it again! Do it again! Oh my. It's like I'm happy. Yesterday was my school Speech Day. Hmm? I don't know what to say but the feeling was great I guess. Especially when I walked up the stage.
What am I talking about? Alright,let me tell you in details.
Yesterday was my school's Speech Day. I got an award and it's like my 3rd year attending the Speech Day. Usually it's boring when I've to wait and stuff like that. Hmm? But I guess it wasn't really that boring yesterday. It seems like it's a little different than the rest of the years'. I don't know what or how but I seemed to be happy yesterday.
Well? Hmm... Usually,I feel bored when I've to wait and it's like really boring. Or was reading magazines kept my time occupied? Oh well... I don't know. Well,it was memorable I guess since it's my last year in the school. Hmm? Will I receive it next year? I wonder.
Was a little nervous when it's my turn but hey,I've made it! =D Well? I was worrying when it's my turn,it'll be like silent nobody claps and stuff like that but oh my. To my surprise there were people clapping and you know the "wooooow!" So yeah,it was unexpected. =)
It gives me the confident to go on. It feels good. Yeah,simply good. It ended at about 7PM. It was raining then. So? Is it a good sign or what? Haha. Alright,that was crap.
Let's move on now. Where was I? Oh yes,Speech Day. That was yesterday (Friday). When did I last blog? Oh yes. Tuesday. It's been like few days since I last blogged. Well? I didn't have the time to do so actually.
Let me see what did I do for the last few days? Hmm...? Oh yes,had lunch with Xiaoqiang at Downtown East,KFC. Went for excursion to the Eurasian Community. Hmm? Oh well,can't think of any already but I think it's not that bad. It was quite a good week though on Wednesday morning,I simply hate Willy as he likes to order people. Always thinking his great.
Doesn't mean his BIG in size means he can bully people right? When will he ever learn? I simply don't like him. Seriously. His dishonest and stuff like that though they always say there's a good sign in each and everyone of us but I can't see what his good. His simply a troublemaker who likes bullying and disturbing others. I wonder what's in his mind.
Oh well,let's not talk about it. Hearing his name is simply sick. I can't stand him. I dislike him. His attitude. Yeah,that's the thing he got to change. Always saying people this and that,thinking his so great. Sheesh. Grow up.
What can I say after all? Sometimes I simply hate boys. WAIT! I'm not saying all guys are morons. Some are whereas some aren't. Some boys are worst that girls I guess. They're really busybody. Almost everything want to know. Oh my. Gay? Hmm... I wonder.
I don't care if you don't like me. You don't feed me. If you don't,I still have friends who still care and I don't need people like you who LOVES to comment on others. I feel it isn't right. Even if you feel like helping that person in a way,mind you please be constructive with your words that you use. You know your words can hurt people? What IF people do that to you? How would you feel? I'm sure you won't like it. Before you say anything,think again.
Minor things to you can actually mean something major to another. Pick your words wisely and think wisely. Not everybody's the same. Don't be selfish and think for yourself. Whatever I say doesn't mean that people will agree. Get THAT STRAIGHT. Feel free to object. This is my opinion but sometimes opinion you should actually take it into consideration. Who knows it may be useful.
I usually listen to opinion whereas some people say I NEVER TAKE or LISTEN TO PEOPLE'S OPINION. I mean - what the hell? Who are you to say that? Hello! Get real. I'm not always right,you're not always right. We all have decisions. Get that right and HELLO! Welcome to reality you sucker. (NOTE: I'm not saying all of you are suckers. Don't get me wrong. =) )
Seriously,just mind your own. I never disturb you so why bother? Ok maybe some say people can see but hey,you can keep it to yourself. Use your brain you MORON!
Let's say. I don't really know that person and I saw that person is wearing something that I think is a little silly,I can't be like saying "HEY! You look silly." That's their problem. Why care? Why bother? It doesn't make sense does it? If you say yes,you're OFFICIALLY A BUSYBODY. That's all I can say.
Back off you don't like me. I hate you. Man,what's wrong with guys this days? That's why I say their worst that girls. He-bitch. Sheesh. If their females,I'll definately use the term "Bitch". I simply can't stand it. I don't really use that word unless I really can't take it. It's getting on my nerves till I've to say such stuff which I don't like to.
I can be very mean if I want to but hey,I'm not that type but if you push the buttons I will. I really don't wish to be whatever you think I am. You know something? I hate it when I'm angry as I tend to get violent. I really hate that a lot. Violent is bad. I know it isn't right. I really hate it.
I've always wanted it to be happy. I'm actually a happy person if you know me that well. IF you think I'm not that you don't know me well enough. IF you really know me that well till you know what's my favourite food and stuff like that,you should know that I'm a happy person.
I like to crap around,joke and laugh. Sometimes I just wish that,that happiness will always go on and on but how to? With such people around,it's an obstacle that's preventing me. I don't like people asking me such bloody questions. I still prefer my friends in primary school. Their much better than secondary school friends. They rock!
They're not as bad as people like the current ones. As in secondary classmates. I feel that some of my classmates are really irritating. Well? A few of them. A few of them makes the class horrible.
Oh well... Forget that for now.
Sheesh. No point talking about morons.
Guys? Sheesh. Sometimes I don't wish to think about them. Well? Though there's one that weakens me BUT! I've to be strong. =) I don't want to be a fool though I was a fool when that [one] weakens me in a way. Ahem. If you know what I mean. The thought of that [one],it'll somehow make me smile but the sad truth is we're not talking. At times I do have the urge to say something or maybe just a "Hi" but this thought is stuck in my head "Be serious,don't."
Well? I've made a mistake,I've learnt my lesson and I'm not gonna make the same mistakes. I've gain through experience,I know what's it like and I'm not gonna let myself go just like that. I'm not the usual me who I used to be four years ago. It seems I'm in a different place at the moment. There are some stuff still the same,not much difference but there are some things that aren't the same and I wish it could be like last time. Oh,there's some stuff I'm happy about.
Well? Let's get it straight. There's some changes that I like,whereas some changes that I don't quite like and wish I could be the me back then. Oh well? What can I say? It's a brand new me in a way but hey,I'm still Diane. =)
Hmm? FA Cup match tonight. Chelsea vs Liverpool. Oh my. I don't dare to comment. Even the Chelsea vs Manchester United match next week,I won't dare to comment. I'll just keep it low but as usual,I'm hoping Chelsea to get just at least one point. One more points and yes! Champions again. =)
Oops. Later those fans here,I'll be dead. =D
Alright,later!
Peace out.
What am I talking about? Alright,let me tell you in details.
Yesterday was my school's Speech Day. I got an award and it's like my 3rd year attending the Speech Day. Usually it's boring when I've to wait and stuff like that. Hmm? But I guess it wasn't really that boring yesterday. It seems like it's a little different than the rest of the years'. I don't know what or how but I seemed to be happy yesterday.
Well? Hmm... Usually,I feel bored when I've to wait and it's like really boring. Or was reading magazines kept my time occupied? Oh well... I don't know. Well,it was memorable I guess since it's my last year in the school. Hmm? Will I receive it next year? I wonder.
Was a little nervous when it's my turn but hey,I've made it! =D Well? I was worrying when it's my turn,it'll be like silent nobody claps and stuff like that but oh my. To my surprise there were people clapping and you know the "wooooow!" So yeah,it was unexpected. =)
It gives me the confident to go on. It feels good. Yeah,simply good. It ended at about 7PM. It was raining then. So? Is it a good sign or what? Haha. Alright,that was crap.
Let's move on now. Where was I? Oh yes,Speech Day. That was yesterday (Friday). When did I last blog? Oh yes. Tuesday. It's been like few days since I last blogged. Well? I didn't have the time to do so actually.
Let me see what did I do for the last few days? Hmm...? Oh yes,had lunch with Xiaoqiang at Downtown East,KFC. Went for excursion to the Eurasian Community. Hmm? Oh well,can't think of any already but I think it's not that bad. It was quite a good week though on Wednesday morning,I simply hate Willy as he likes to order people. Always thinking his great.
Doesn't mean his BIG in size means he can bully people right? When will he ever learn? I simply don't like him. Seriously. His dishonest and stuff like that though they always say there's a good sign in each and everyone of us but I can't see what his good. His simply a troublemaker who likes bullying and disturbing others. I wonder what's in his mind.
Oh well,let's not talk about it. Hearing his name is simply sick. I can't stand him. I dislike him. His attitude. Yeah,that's the thing he got to change. Always saying people this and that,thinking his so great. Sheesh. Grow up.
What can I say after all? Sometimes I simply hate boys. WAIT! I'm not saying all guys are morons. Some are whereas some aren't. Some boys are worst that girls I guess. They're really busybody. Almost everything want to know. Oh my. Gay? Hmm... I wonder.
I don't care if you don't like me. You don't feed me. If you don't,I still have friends who still care and I don't need people like you who LOVES to comment on others. I feel it isn't right. Even if you feel like helping that person in a way,mind you please be constructive with your words that you use. You know your words can hurt people? What IF people do that to you? How would you feel? I'm sure you won't like it. Before you say anything,think again.
Minor things to you can actually mean something major to another. Pick your words wisely and think wisely. Not everybody's the same. Don't be selfish and think for yourself. Whatever I say doesn't mean that people will agree. Get THAT STRAIGHT. Feel free to object. This is my opinion but sometimes opinion you should actually take it into consideration. Who knows it may be useful.
I usually listen to opinion whereas some people say I NEVER TAKE or LISTEN TO PEOPLE'S OPINION. I mean - what the hell? Who are you to say that? Hello! Get real. I'm not always right,you're not always right. We all have decisions. Get that right and HELLO! Welcome to reality you sucker. (NOTE: I'm not saying all of you are suckers. Don't get me wrong. =) )
Seriously,just mind your own. I never disturb you so why bother? Ok maybe some say people can see but hey,you can keep it to yourself. Use your brain you MORON!
Let's say. I don't really know that person and I saw that person is wearing something that I think is a little silly,I can't be like saying "HEY! You look silly." That's their problem. Why care? Why bother? It doesn't make sense does it? If you say yes,you're OFFICIALLY A BUSYBODY. That's all I can say.
Back off you don't like me. I hate you. Man,what's wrong with guys this days? That's why I say their worst that girls. He-bitch. Sheesh. If their females,I'll definately use the term "Bitch". I simply can't stand it. I don't really use that word unless I really can't take it. It's getting on my nerves till I've to say such stuff which I don't like to.
I can be very mean if I want to but hey,I'm not that type but if you push the buttons I will. I really don't wish to be whatever you think I am. You know something? I hate it when I'm angry as I tend to get violent. I really hate that a lot. Violent is bad. I know it isn't right. I really hate it.
I've always wanted it to be happy. I'm actually a happy person if you know me that well. IF you think I'm not that you don't know me well enough. IF you really know me that well till you know what's my favourite food and stuff like that,you should know that I'm a happy person.
I like to crap around,joke and laugh. Sometimes I just wish that,that happiness will always go on and on but how to? With such people around,it's an obstacle that's preventing me. I don't like people asking me such bloody questions. I still prefer my friends in primary school. Their much better than secondary school friends. They rock!
They're not as bad as people like the current ones. As in secondary classmates. I feel that some of my classmates are really irritating. Well? A few of them. A few of them makes the class horrible.
Oh well... Forget that for now.
Sheesh. No point talking about morons.
Guys? Sheesh. Sometimes I don't wish to think about them. Well? Though there's one that weakens me BUT! I've to be strong. =) I don't want to be a fool though I was a fool when that [one] weakens me in a way. Ahem. If you know what I mean. The thought of that [one],it'll somehow make me smile but the sad truth is we're not talking. At times I do have the urge to say something or maybe just a "Hi" but this thought is stuck in my head "Be serious,don't."
Well? I've made a mistake,I've learnt my lesson and I'm not gonna make the same mistakes. I've gain through experience,I know what's it like and I'm not gonna let myself go just like that. I'm not the usual me who I used to be four years ago. It seems I'm in a different place at the moment. There are some stuff still the same,not much difference but there are some things that aren't the same and I wish it could be like last time. Oh,there's some stuff I'm happy about.
Well? Let's get it straight. There's some changes that I like,whereas some changes that I don't quite like and wish I could be the me back then. Oh well? What can I say? It's a brand new me in a way but hey,I'm still Diane. =)
Hmm? FA Cup match tonight. Chelsea vs Liverpool. Oh my. I don't dare to comment. Even the Chelsea vs Manchester United match next week,I won't dare to comment. I'll just keep it low but as usual,I'm hoping Chelsea to get just at least one point. One more points and yes! Champions again. =)
Oops. Later those fans here,I'll be dead. =D
Alright,later!
Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠5:30:00 pm♠
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Oh well... It's just another Tuesday. Whatelse can I say? Hmm? Nothing much to talk about I guess. I'm sleepy but I think as for now,I'm NOT that sleepy.
Had taken a short nap earlier on then woke up to eat. Just finished eating actually. Hmm? Long? Well,I had quite a few stuff to eat. =D Umm,yeah. Eat eat eat! Eat while you can! For lunch,I had Seaweed Shaker Fries. Yum yum! Been craving for it for quite sometime already and yes! Finally got to eat it. Yum yum!
Well? Ok,it was like this. After school today I accompanied Xiaoqiang (Angie) to Tampines. Before that,she has to go home to take the pair of shoes that her my bought for her. Oh my. Wrong size. So yeah,she has to go and change it. Size 11? Wow. Amazing but then she's like wearing one or two size bigger than me only!
Well,her mother made a mistake but it was quite a fun trip. I mean,I haven't been there for quite sometime. As in that area. Erm? Tampines East? Ya, I guess so. I've not been there for about five to six years I believed. Oh my. Very long huh? I was a little blur when I was there. I guess,not used to it? Hmm? I mean,I've not been there for very long. Imagine - years! At least I've recently been there and it's like TODAY only.
LOL.
Well,after Xiaoqiang changed her pair of shoes to a smaller size one,we went to "hunt" for food. Haha. Hunt? Hmm? Sounds like we're animals. Haha!
Oh well... Umm,so yeah we walked around for awhile to see what to buy and eat.
Hmm? Wanted to eat something else but I guess I've decided to eat Mcdonald's Seaweed Shaker Fries instead. After we got what we wanted,we went off. While waiting for the bus,I was eating and oh yeah,I managed to finish it before reaching school which I thought I wouldn't.
Well? Yeah,went back to school for Speech Day rehearsal. Speech Day rehearsal ended at about 5.20PM. Hmm? I was really tired by then. Went home after that,blah blah blah... Ate something light for dinner then at about 7 something I decided to take a short nap. Hmm? How short huh?
Well? Ok,not that short after all. I woke up at about 9.30PM I guess. About 1 and a half hours to two? Hmm? Still,I'm sleepy! Errr? But not now. =)
Oh my. Speech Day is this coming Friday. Goodie. Is it a good thing or what? Hmm? I wonder.
Oh well... I'm tired. Maybe if I have the time,I'll blog more.
I've stuff to do now but oh well? Thank god I don't have any homework for today. =D
Alright,I'm off. *Yeah,it's not a long entry. I know.*
Peace out.
Had taken a short nap earlier on then woke up to eat. Just finished eating actually. Hmm? Long? Well,I had quite a few stuff to eat. =D Umm,yeah. Eat eat eat! Eat while you can! For lunch,I had Seaweed Shaker Fries. Yum yum! Been craving for it for quite sometime already and yes! Finally got to eat it. Yum yum!
Well? Ok,it was like this. After school today I accompanied Xiaoqiang (Angie) to Tampines. Before that,she has to go home to take the pair of shoes that her my bought for her. Oh my. Wrong size. So yeah,she has to go and change it. Size 11? Wow. Amazing but then she's like wearing one or two size bigger than me only!
Well,her mother made a mistake but it was quite a fun trip. I mean,I haven't been there for quite sometime. As in that area. Erm? Tampines East? Ya, I guess so. I've not been there for about five to six years I believed. Oh my. Very long huh? I was a little blur when I was there. I guess,not used to it? Hmm? I mean,I've not been there for very long. Imagine - years! At least I've recently been there and it's like TODAY only.
LOL.
Well,after Xiaoqiang changed her pair of shoes to a smaller size one,we went to "hunt" for food. Haha. Hunt? Hmm? Sounds like we're animals. Haha!
Oh well... Umm,so yeah we walked around for awhile to see what to buy and eat.
Hmm? Wanted to eat something else but I guess I've decided to eat Mcdonald's Seaweed Shaker Fries instead. After we got what we wanted,we went off. While waiting for the bus,I was eating and oh yeah,I managed to finish it before reaching school which I thought I wouldn't.
Well? Yeah,went back to school for Speech Day rehearsal. Speech Day rehearsal ended at about 5.20PM. Hmm? I was really tired by then. Went home after that,blah blah blah... Ate something light for dinner then at about 7 something I decided to take a short nap. Hmm? How short huh?
Well? Ok,not that short after all. I woke up at about 9.30PM I guess. About 1 and a half hours to two? Hmm? Still,I'm sleepy! Errr? But not now. =)
Oh my. Speech Day is this coming Friday. Goodie. Is it a good thing or what? Hmm? I wonder.
Oh well... I'm tired. Maybe if I have the time,I'll blog more.
I've stuff to do now but oh well? Thank god I don't have any homework for today. =D
Alright,I'm off. *Yeah,it's not a long entry. I know.*
Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:00:00 pm♠
Wanted to blog earlier on but was kind of busy with stuff. Hmm? I guess I'm not busy as for now. =) Well? What do I look like I'm doing? I'm here blogging!
Oh well...
Hmm? Yesterday (Monday),school's ok. Hmm? Nothing much. Mr Tan didn't come today. Meaning no Maths and CME but he have us something to do. Yawns! Tired.
In the afternoon,watched Triple X. Gosh. It was my 4th time watching it. Simply like it. Vin Diesel! Oh my. Full of actions. Nice. =D One of my favourite movie. =)
Oh well...
Hmm? Gosh,didn't know that my mobile phone battery went flat just now. It's only now then I realised and I've just replaced it. So many messages! Gosh. When the phone's battery isn't low,not that much but I noticed when my phone battery went flat I tend to have more messages than usual. Hmm? Oh well...
Oh. I mean,my brother's mobile phone. I'm using his at the moment. If possible,I would like to use mine but gosh,display problem! Arghhhh! Dang!
Yawns! I think I better be going to bed early. I'm feeling a little tired now.
Hmm? Speech Day rehearsal later. Gosh. Have to wait very long! Humph! Well,well...? Look on the bright side. Let's think of other things for now than that. =)
Darn! Manchester United won. Tottenham 1,Manchester United 2. Sheesh! Arghhhhh! Oh why,oh why? My favourite player again. Wayne Rooney. Arghhhhhh! Well? Got to say his good but at the moment,I really really want Chelsea to be champions again. I don't want United to get in the way. Oops. Well? A Chelsea fan will always defend it's favourite club. =D So no offence yeah?
Well? Manchester United is still 9 points behind Chelsea. Chelsea 3,Everton 0. Woohoo! Frank LAMPARD!! Didier Drogba and Michael Essien scored. Woohoo! LAMPARD!!! Good job! Well? It's Frank Lampard's 20th goal for this season. Fantasic. =) His good. As a midfielder,his good. Way to go! His one of the best ones.
Didier Drogba's good too. Wow. A fan kissed him earlier on. Haha. He scored the second goal and I think it was nice. A powerful heading. Sweet. Hmm? Michael Essien's one is also a good one. Nice. I think they played very well. Everton too. Way to go!
BLUE is THE COLOUR. I really want BLUE to be the champions again. =D
Yawns! Oh my. I guess I should be going to bed.
Alright... In a while time but I'm off now. I don't think I can take it anymore. Sleepy me! =p
Oh well...
Hmm? Yesterday (Monday),school's ok. Hmm? Nothing much. Mr Tan didn't come today. Meaning no Maths and CME but he have us something to do. Yawns! Tired.
In the afternoon,watched Triple X. Gosh. It was my 4th time watching it. Simply like it. Vin Diesel! Oh my. Full of actions. Nice. =D One of my favourite movie. =)
Oh well...
Hmm? Gosh,didn't know that my mobile phone battery went flat just now. It's only now then I realised and I've just replaced it. So many messages! Gosh. When the phone's battery isn't low,not that much but I noticed when my phone battery went flat I tend to have more messages than usual. Hmm? Oh well...
Oh. I mean,my brother's mobile phone. I'm using his at the moment. If possible,I would like to use mine but gosh,display problem! Arghhhh! Dang!
Yawns! I think I better be going to bed early. I'm feeling a little tired now.
Hmm? Speech Day rehearsal later. Gosh. Have to wait very long! Humph! Well,well...? Look on the bright side. Let's think of other things for now than that. =)
Darn! Manchester United won. Tottenham 1,Manchester United 2. Sheesh! Arghhhhh! Oh why,oh why? My favourite player again. Wayne Rooney. Arghhhhhh! Well? Got to say his good but at the moment,I really really want Chelsea to be champions again. I don't want United to get in the way. Oops. Well? A Chelsea fan will always defend it's favourite club. =D So no offence yeah?
Well? Manchester United is still 9 points behind Chelsea. Chelsea 3,Everton 0. Woohoo! Frank LAMPARD!! Didier Drogba and Michael Essien scored. Woohoo! LAMPARD!!! Good job! Well? It's Frank Lampard's 20th goal for this season. Fantasic. =) His good. As a midfielder,his good. Way to go! His one of the best ones.
Didier Drogba's good too. Wow. A fan kissed him earlier on. Haha. He scored the second goal and I think it was nice. A powerful heading. Sweet. Hmm? Michael Essien's one is also a good one. Nice. I think they played very well. Everton too. Way to go!
BLUE is THE COLOUR. I really want BLUE to be the champions again. =D
Yawns! Oh my. I guess I should be going to bed.
Alright... In a while time but I'm off now. I don't think I can take it anymore. Sleepy me! =p
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠12:37:00 am♠
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Hmm? Haven't been in the mood to blog lately. Oh well? Here I am anyway.
It's 3.12AM now. Yeah,I'm still awake. Earlier on or should I say yesterday (Saturday) went out. As usual went to the usual place but didn't went to CityLink Mall. Shop shop shop. Shop till about 6.30PM then had dinner.
Well? Had Long John Silver. Oh yes. Yum yum! Had Hersey's Chocolate Pie for desert. =D My favourite.
After a day of shopping at about 8.40PM we (My family and I) took bus service number 518 and yeah,we headed home. =) Took the bus at about between 8.45PM to 8.50PM. Reached home at about 9.30PM. Darn. My brother switched on the television and yeah,it's about time. I mean,Chelsea's match was going to end. It was then 90 minutes. So the added time was 3 minutes only. Hmm? So yeah,watched the game for 3 minutes only. LOL.
If possible,I would like to watch the whole match but the problem is before that,I was outside. I only get a glimpse when I was at Marina Square when I saw or rather hear it first. I heard the football noise but didn't where it came from. I was sort of eager and straight away I was like "It got to be Bolton and Chelsea's match."
Then I walk a bit more and turned. Oh yes! Jackpot. Well? Ok,not really jackpot but I know where's it coming for so I only get a glimpse of it. If I'm not wrong it was 0 - 0 back then. I still remember telling my brother...
"Aww... Zero zero? Arghhhh!! I want Chelsea to win! I want them to get 3 points!"
Hmm? To my surprise when I was at home where I only get to watch 3 minutes of the match,I was delighted. I was like "Woohoo!! Yes,yes! Chelsea!" Haha. Well? If you were to see how I reacted,I think you'll think I'm mad. LOL.
So yeah,Chelsea got the 3 points. I'm really happy. Woohoo!
The shocking one was Manchester United against Sunderland. Oh my. I really didn't expect a draw. I still remember clearly last week when they announced that Manchester United will be having a game with Sunderland and I was like "What?! Not fair! United sure win."
Hmm? Yeah,that was what I told my brother. To my surprise,it was a draw. I couldn't believe it at first but I still remember this morning when I check for updates I was shocked! I even went to United's official website to confirm that it wasn't a mistake. Oh well? It was really true.
I really didn't believe. I kept worrying about Bolton and Chelsea's match cause I fear that Bolton might win and Chelsea lose. I mean,Chelsea's away game isn't that good. So far for the past seven games if I'm not wrong,they only won one and that really scares me.
Manchester United is a good team. Yes,they are. Hmm? Wondering why I said that or thinking I'm trying to be "nice"? Well? Ok,I wasn't trying to be "nice" or something. I mean they are good and I'm surprised it's a draw. I'm not saying Sunderland is bad or whatsoever but supposingly,United is supposed to a good team that could win most matches and I'm sure they won't have problem defeating Sunderland.
Guess it was really shocking after all. I bet most people were thinking or betting for United to win. Hmm? I still remember last night this thought just came to my mind "I wonder,what if it's a draw?" but on the other hand,I was like "Nah. Can't be."
Hmm? Oh well... Let's not talk about that.
Moving back on to the topic "CHELSEA". Oh yes,CHELSEA. =D Well? John Terry and Frank Lampard scored. Terry scored the first goal whereas Lampard scored the second goal. Woohoo! Yeah yeah! You rock! I simply like both of them. They're good. Oh,by the way,it's Frank Lampard's 19th goal for this season. Last season,Frank Lampard scored 19th goals too. Hmm? I wonder what if he would break the record? Maybe he would.
Oh well... It was Bolton 0,Chelsea 2. Bolton were good too. =) Chelsea's next game would be at home. Goodie. Home game,chances of them winning is quite high. They'll be against Everton this Monday. Chelsea! Chelsea! Chelsea!! =)
I guess Sir Alex regrets saying what he said earlier on about turning the table round.
Oh well...
Hmm? Let me see. Let me recall the events for this week. It was tiring that I always feel like sleeping. LOL.
Hmm? Shall we begin?
MONDAY
School. Nothing much. Hmm? Did I blog? Oh yes,I did. Oh yes,I've recalled now. I mention about the events of the week and I mention that it'll be a tiring one. Hmm? Ok.
TUESDAY
Hmm? Oh yes. School. CPA Coursework. Yawns yawns! In the afternoon had Speech Day rehearsal till 5.30PM. It starts at about 3.30PM though they told us to come at 3.15PM. I was there early. Waiting. Somehow at about 5PM I guess,I feel sleepy. Arghhhh! Sleepy? Oh my.
It all ended at about 5.20 - 5.30PM? Yeah,about there. So that was my day.
WEDNESDAY
Get to wake up late as it's Wednesday. Had PE. Had soccer. As usual,I simply like playing as a defender. Hmm? Don't know but I used to like playing as a striker or midfielder but somehow as for now,defender's for me. Hmm? ...!! John Terry! Haha.
Had NAPFA in the afternoon. It was ok but I'm disappointed with my pull-ups. Didn't do my best and for the first time,I was rather weak. Oh yeah,weak. Sheesh. I don't think I'll get a gold this year. Arghhhh! Darn. There it goes. I wanted to maintain a four years of gold but I think it's only three years of gold and this year? I guess I can't make it. It may be a bronze. That's horrible. Just because of my pull ups.
Hmm? Maybe I'll retake. I don't know? Let's see how but I'm really disappointed with it. Stupid stupid! Arghhhh!! It ended at about 4.30PM. Hmm? Yeah,around there.
Reached home at around 5.30PM if I'm not wrong. Yawns! Yes,I was really tired. I think at about 6.45PM I took a nap. Oh boy. Woke up at about 10PM. Errr? Yeah,if I'm not wrong. I was really tired and I mean really really.
THURSDAY
Oh goodie. Thursday! Hmm? Well,had National Education day. It was ok I'd say. Hmm? Nothing much to talk about,so yeah. That's about it but it ended at about 4.30PM. I was tired.
FRIDAY
Oh,it's GOOD FRIDAY! No school. Woke up late. =D Hmm? Nothing much I'd say. Just slacking. Hmm? No,I mean chilling. =)
SATURDAY.
Hmm? Oh yeah! I saw PEARLINE and GELINDA. Oh my. I saw quite a number of people whom I know. The rest? I've already mention. Went out shopping,blah blah blah........ Yeah. =)
Oh my. Talk about my days,blah blah. Haha. Oops.
Hmm? Well,when I was out earlier on,I saw Yik Chuan and Larry. Oh my. Larry with his girlfriend? Hmm? Didn't quite the new him I guess.
Oh well... People change. Sometimes to think about it,I still prefer the old them. I simply don't know what to say. Some of them used to be good people but now? Gosh. It's the oppsite. Hmm?
I guess the saying that used to say "It's easy to become bad easily but it's hard to become good." Heard of that?
I guess,I've to agree with it. It's so true. I wonder what their thinking. Do they really know what they're doing or do they just follow the crowd? As in like,they do something for what they know what their doing or do they do something because people are doing it so they want to follow the trend? Hmm? I wonder.
For me? I'm simply me. I do what I like,I like what I do. If you don't like,back off. I'm simply me. I don't follow the crowd. Why follow? You're unique ok! Get that store into your brain! So yeah,don't copy! Be yourself,be someone.
I just don't get it. Why people want to have stead at such young age? I'm not against it but are you really ready? Or is it for fun?
Well? Ok,I can like someone for very long and yeah,those friends who know me would know that. It's hard for me to forget a person. Ok,maybe sometimes I may like two person at a time BUT don't get me wrong. Well? Maybe in a way,it isn't right but let me tell you,it's always back to square one.
You can say I like so many boys,blah blah. But some friends describe me as faithful. Hmm? Ok,maybe I am. My feelings never change for that person. Hmm? Oh well... It's complicated. Love really is complicated. That's why I never really dare to give my heart to anyone as I'm scared it'll be scattered into pieces.
It's really a not very nice feeling and I hate it. It simply sucks,don't you agree?
What can I say after all? We're all humans. We may experience this. Having feelings towards another person and so on. It's natural but to stead for fun? That's a "NO-NO". Why be in a relationship when you're not ready or just for the sake of it?
That's why I wonder do people really know what their doing.
It's not wrong to have that "special one" but do you know what's right and wrong. I'm not saying y'all are dumb or something like that but more of,I would like to say don't go aboard. Do the right thing,don't do stupid things. Well? If you know what I mean.
Hmm? In other words,premarital sex. If you think it's fun and oh-so-cool? Well? Think again. Reflect. Well? Yes,guys can be sexually active and some are well? More of perverts. Just wanting pleasure.
Girls,be careful. If a guy says he loves you and he wants "that" from you,I think you should just dump him. If he really love you,he won't ask for that. He'll respect you. Oh my. Sometimes I don't know why girls just give in. Why?! You think he really loves you? I know,maybe you really do love him a lot but hey,snap out of it. Hello?? Think of long term!
Wake up wake up!! Come on girl! Get real.
If he really loves you,he'll respect your decisions. I hate guys who cheat on girls. Shame on you! You jerk! This kind of guys,they're good for nothing. I hate them. Yeah,simply hate them. What is this? You like playing with people's feelings? What IF someone turn the table round and plays with your feelings. Hurt you badly. Till you bleed. Bleed! Bleed! Oh yes. Make your heart bleed.
Oh my. LOL. Was I a little over-reacting? My aplogise.
Seriously,there's such people. Though I don't really experience it but I've heard stories about it and I really pity the girl but sometimes the girl is wrong too. Why give in? Well? Ok,maybe you really really love him but what about him? His a liar! A cheater! Damn you,jerk!
This kind of guy,they really don't have feelings. They're a heartless beast. It's hard to find good guys. *sigh* Hmm? I wonder. Will I ever find a good guy? *shrugs* I really don't know.
Oh well...
I just hope people know what they're doing and just a gentle reminder. Whatever you do,please reflect. Think about it. =)
Yawns! Oh my. Alright,I think I should be going. It's 4AM.
LOL. Alright. Goodnight!
Peace out.
It's 3.12AM now. Yeah,I'm still awake. Earlier on or should I say yesterday (Saturday) went out. As usual went to the usual place but didn't went to CityLink Mall. Shop shop shop. Shop till about 6.30PM then had dinner.
Well? Had Long John Silver. Oh yes. Yum yum! Had Hersey's Chocolate Pie for desert. =D My favourite.
After a day of shopping at about 8.40PM we (My family and I) took bus service number 518 and yeah,we headed home. =) Took the bus at about between 8.45PM to 8.50PM. Reached home at about 9.30PM. Darn. My brother switched on the television and yeah,it's about time. I mean,Chelsea's match was going to end. It was then 90 minutes. So the added time was 3 minutes only. Hmm? So yeah,watched the game for 3 minutes only. LOL.
If possible,I would like to watch the whole match but the problem is before that,I was outside. I only get a glimpse when I was at Marina Square when I saw or rather hear it first. I heard the football noise but didn't where it came from. I was sort of eager and straight away I was like "It got to be Bolton and Chelsea's match."
Then I walk a bit more and turned. Oh yes! Jackpot. Well? Ok,not really jackpot but I know where's it coming for so I only get a glimpse of it. If I'm not wrong it was 0 - 0 back then. I still remember telling my brother...
"Aww... Zero zero? Arghhhh!! I want Chelsea to win! I want them to get 3 points!"
Hmm? To my surprise when I was at home where I only get to watch 3 minutes of the match,I was delighted. I was like "Woohoo!! Yes,yes! Chelsea!" Haha. Well? If you were to see how I reacted,I think you'll think I'm mad. LOL.
So yeah,Chelsea got the 3 points. I'm really happy. Woohoo!
The shocking one was Manchester United against Sunderland. Oh my. I really didn't expect a draw. I still remember clearly last week when they announced that Manchester United will be having a game with Sunderland and I was like "What?! Not fair! United sure win."
Hmm? Yeah,that was what I told my brother. To my surprise,it was a draw. I couldn't believe it at first but I still remember this morning when I check for updates I was shocked! I even went to United's official website to confirm that it wasn't a mistake. Oh well? It was really true.
I really didn't believe. I kept worrying about Bolton and Chelsea's match cause I fear that Bolton might win and Chelsea lose. I mean,Chelsea's away game isn't that good. So far for the past seven games if I'm not wrong,they only won one and that really scares me.
Manchester United is a good team. Yes,they are. Hmm? Wondering why I said that or thinking I'm trying to be "nice"? Well? Ok,I wasn't trying to be "nice" or something. I mean they are good and I'm surprised it's a draw. I'm not saying Sunderland is bad or whatsoever but supposingly,United is supposed to a good team that could win most matches and I'm sure they won't have problem defeating Sunderland.
Guess it was really shocking after all. I bet most people were thinking or betting for United to win. Hmm? I still remember last night this thought just came to my mind "I wonder,what if it's a draw?" but on the other hand,I was like "Nah. Can't be."
Hmm? Oh well... Let's not talk about that.
Moving back on to the topic "CHELSEA". Oh yes,CHELSEA. =D Well? John Terry and Frank Lampard scored. Terry scored the first goal whereas Lampard scored the second goal. Woohoo! Yeah yeah! You rock! I simply like both of them. They're good. Oh,by the way,it's Frank Lampard's 19th goal for this season. Last season,Frank Lampard scored 19th goals too. Hmm? I wonder what if he would break the record? Maybe he would.
Oh well... It was Bolton 0,Chelsea 2. Bolton were good too. =) Chelsea's next game would be at home. Goodie. Home game,chances of them winning is quite high. They'll be against Everton this Monday. Chelsea! Chelsea! Chelsea!! =)
I guess Sir Alex regrets saying what he said earlier on about turning the table round.
Oh well...
Hmm? Let me see. Let me recall the events for this week. It was tiring that I always feel like sleeping. LOL.
Hmm? Shall we begin?
MONDAY
School. Nothing much. Hmm? Did I blog? Oh yes,I did. Oh yes,I've recalled now. I mention about the events of the week and I mention that it'll be a tiring one. Hmm? Ok.
TUESDAY
Hmm? Oh yes. School. CPA Coursework. Yawns yawns! In the afternoon had Speech Day rehearsal till 5.30PM. It starts at about 3.30PM though they told us to come at 3.15PM. I was there early. Waiting. Somehow at about 5PM I guess,I feel sleepy. Arghhhh! Sleepy? Oh my.
It all ended at about 5.20 - 5.30PM? Yeah,about there. So that was my day.
WEDNESDAY
Get to wake up late as it's Wednesday. Had PE. Had soccer. As usual,I simply like playing as a defender. Hmm? Don't know but I used to like playing as a striker or midfielder but somehow as for now,defender's for me. Hmm? ...!! John Terry! Haha.
Had NAPFA in the afternoon. It was ok but I'm disappointed with my pull-ups. Didn't do my best and for the first time,I was rather weak. Oh yeah,weak. Sheesh. I don't think I'll get a gold this year. Arghhhh! Darn. There it goes. I wanted to maintain a four years of gold but I think it's only three years of gold and this year? I guess I can't make it. It may be a bronze. That's horrible. Just because of my pull ups.
Hmm? Maybe I'll retake. I don't know? Let's see how but I'm really disappointed with it. Stupid stupid! Arghhhh!! It ended at about 4.30PM. Hmm? Yeah,around there.
Reached home at around 5.30PM if I'm not wrong. Yawns! Yes,I was really tired. I think at about 6.45PM I took a nap. Oh boy. Woke up at about 10PM. Errr? Yeah,if I'm not wrong. I was really tired and I mean really really.
THURSDAY
Oh goodie. Thursday! Hmm? Well,had National Education day. It was ok I'd say. Hmm? Nothing much to talk about,so yeah. That's about it but it ended at about 4.30PM. I was tired.
FRIDAY
Oh,it's GOOD FRIDAY! No school. Woke up late. =D Hmm? Nothing much I'd say. Just slacking. Hmm? No,I mean chilling. =)
SATURDAY.
Hmm? Oh yeah! I saw PEARLINE and GELINDA. Oh my. I saw quite a number of people whom I know. The rest? I've already mention. Went out shopping,blah blah blah........ Yeah. =)
Oh my. Talk about my days,blah blah. Haha. Oops.
Hmm? Well,when I was out earlier on,I saw Yik Chuan and Larry. Oh my. Larry with his girlfriend? Hmm? Didn't quite the new him I guess.
Oh well... People change. Sometimes to think about it,I still prefer the old them. I simply don't know what to say. Some of them used to be good people but now? Gosh. It's the oppsite. Hmm?
I guess the saying that used to say "It's easy to become bad easily but it's hard to become good." Heard of that?
I guess,I've to agree with it. It's so true. I wonder what their thinking. Do they really know what they're doing or do they just follow the crowd? As in like,they do something for what they know what their doing or do they do something because people are doing it so they want to follow the trend? Hmm? I wonder.
For me? I'm simply me. I do what I like,I like what I do. If you don't like,back off. I'm simply me. I don't follow the crowd. Why follow? You're unique ok! Get that store into your brain! So yeah,don't copy! Be yourself,be someone.
I just don't get it. Why people want to have stead at such young age? I'm not against it but are you really ready? Or is it for fun?
Well? Ok,I can like someone for very long and yeah,those friends who know me would know that. It's hard for me to forget a person. Ok,maybe sometimes I may like two person at a time BUT don't get me wrong. Well? Maybe in a way,it isn't right but let me tell you,it's always back to square one.
You can say I like so many boys,blah blah. But some friends describe me as faithful. Hmm? Ok,maybe I am. My feelings never change for that person. Hmm? Oh well... It's complicated. Love really is complicated. That's why I never really dare to give my heart to anyone as I'm scared it'll be scattered into pieces.
It's really a not very nice feeling and I hate it. It simply sucks,don't you agree?
What can I say after all? We're all humans. We may experience this. Having feelings towards another person and so on. It's natural but to stead for fun? That's a "NO-NO". Why be in a relationship when you're not ready or just for the sake of it?
That's why I wonder do people really know what their doing.
It's not wrong to have that "special one" but do you know what's right and wrong. I'm not saying y'all are dumb or something like that but more of,I would like to say don't go aboard. Do the right thing,don't do stupid things. Well? If you know what I mean.
Hmm? In other words,premarital sex. If you think it's fun and oh-so-cool? Well? Think again. Reflect. Well? Yes,guys can be sexually active and some are well? More of perverts. Just wanting pleasure.
Girls,be careful. If a guy says he loves you and he wants "that" from you,I think you should just dump him. If he really love you,he won't ask for that. He'll respect you. Oh my. Sometimes I don't know why girls just give in. Why?! You think he really loves you? I know,maybe you really do love him a lot but hey,snap out of it. Hello?? Think of long term!
Wake up wake up!! Come on girl! Get real.
If he really loves you,he'll respect your decisions. I hate guys who cheat on girls. Shame on you! You jerk! This kind of guys,they're good for nothing. I hate them. Yeah,simply hate them. What is this? You like playing with people's feelings? What IF someone turn the table round and plays with your feelings. Hurt you badly. Till you bleed. Bleed! Bleed! Oh yes. Make your heart bleed.
Oh my. LOL. Was I a little over-reacting? My aplogise.
Seriously,there's such people. Though I don't really experience it but I've heard stories about it and I really pity the girl but sometimes the girl is wrong too. Why give in? Well? Ok,maybe you really really love him but what about him? His a liar! A cheater! Damn you,jerk!
This kind of guy,they really don't have feelings. They're a heartless beast. It's hard to find good guys. *sigh* Hmm? I wonder. Will I ever find a good guy? *shrugs* I really don't know.
Oh well...
I just hope people know what they're doing and just a gentle reminder. Whatever you do,please reflect. Think about it. =)
Yawns! Oh my. Alright,I think I should be going. It's 4AM.
LOL. Alright. Goodnight!
Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠4:02:00 am♠
Monday, April 10, 2006
Yawns yawns yawns.
Arghhhhh... I guess this week will be a tiring and busy week. There's activities this week. Darn. Luckily today don't have anything yet I'm tired. Tomorrow there'll be Speech Day Rehearsal. Wednesday will have NAPFA test and Thursday National Education Day. Errr? Yeah,if I'm not wrong.
So many things in mind. Sometimes I don't know what I'm thinking. Don't know what I want and mean. Sometimes I just say things without realising it. It just slips out of my mouth just like that. Snap. Yup,something like that.
Trying to look on the bright side but it seems I'm worrying so I don't know if I could look at the bright side. Will someone save me? I'm trying to be happy at the same time. I don't want those stuff that's an obstacle to me to block my path. Sheesh. Shoo! Get lost! LOL.
Currently listening to... Oh yes,the same song that I mostly listen to if you were to read my entries. "Destination Sunshine (DJ Tiesto Powermix)" - DJ Johan Gielen.
Trying to keep my energy "awake". So hopefully it'll keep my energy high and not low but sometimes I just feel that I'm down. I can't keep it up. Arghhhhh... There's Maths test tomorrow. Oh my. Is it going to be a sort of stressful week? I wonder.
Headache? I don't know but at times,yes I do have headache.
Gosh. I hate this. When I'm tired,I don't eat much or should I say no appetite to eat. *sigh* I guess too much is in my head,got to let loose a little.
As tiring as it may seem,you can't just stop there. If only you could pause the time and make it your own way but hey,this is life. Get real. So it's a NO NO. No matter what,you still have to get on with life. Welcome to reality.
So I guess I'll apologise for certain things that I've made in the past. Everyone make mistakes right? So yeah. I'm really sorry for whatever. I may not realise it but I hope you'll forgive me. I'm not perfect. Nobody is but if everyone is perfect,hmm...? I wonder what would this world would be like.
What can I say after all? God creates us this way. He makes us unique in our own ways. Sometimes I just don't know what to say.
So many things,so little time. I think that's the issue. Seriously,I feel that sometimes we have so many things to do but we have so little time to carry on the issue.
Oh well...
Hmm? Darn. Manchester United won last night. Arghhhhh!! I wanted Arsenal to win. I don't want United to catch up on Chelsea. I really really want CHELSEA to win again. Even though their still leading with 82 points and United behind them with a gap of 7 points. That's something to look out for. I'm worried about it.
Arghhhhh... I guess this week will be a tiring and busy week. There's activities this week. Darn. Luckily today don't have anything yet I'm tired. Tomorrow there'll be Speech Day Rehearsal. Wednesday will have NAPFA test and Thursday National Education Day. Errr? Yeah,if I'm not wrong.
So many things in mind. Sometimes I don't know what I'm thinking. Don't know what I want and mean. Sometimes I just say things without realising it. It just slips out of my mouth just like that. Snap. Yup,something like that.
Trying to look on the bright side but it seems I'm worrying so I don't know if I could look at the bright side. Will someone save me? I'm trying to be happy at the same time. I don't want those stuff that's an obstacle to me to block my path. Sheesh. Shoo! Get lost! LOL.
Currently listening to... Oh yes,the same song that I mostly listen to if you were to read my entries. "Destination Sunshine (DJ Tiesto Powermix)" - DJ Johan Gielen.
Trying to keep my energy "awake". So hopefully it'll keep my energy high and not low but sometimes I just feel that I'm down. I can't keep it up. Arghhhhh... There's Maths test tomorrow. Oh my. Is it going to be a sort of stressful week? I wonder.
Headache? I don't know but at times,yes I do have headache.
Gosh. I hate this. When I'm tired,I don't eat much or should I say no appetite to eat. *sigh* I guess too much is in my head,got to let loose a little.
As tiring as it may seem,you can't just stop there. If only you could pause the time and make it your own way but hey,this is life. Get real. So it's a NO NO. No matter what,you still have to get on with life. Welcome to reality.
So I guess I'll apologise for certain things that I've made in the past. Everyone make mistakes right? So yeah. I'm really sorry for whatever. I may not realise it but I hope you'll forgive me. I'm not perfect. Nobody is but if everyone is perfect,hmm...? I wonder what would this world would be like.
What can I say after all? God creates us this way. He makes us unique in our own ways. Sometimes I just don't know what to say.
So many things,so little time. I think that's the issue. Seriously,I feel that sometimes we have so many things to do but we have so little time to carry on the issue.
Oh well...
Hmm? Darn. Manchester United won last night. Arghhhhh!! I wanted Arsenal to win. I don't want United to catch up on Chelsea. I really really want CHELSEA to win again. Even though their still leading with 82 points and United behind them with a gap of 7 points. That's something to look out for. I'm worried about it.
I want CHELSEA to win again. I don't care. No matter what or how - CHELSEA! Yesterday Chelsea scored 4! Woohoo! 4 - 1 against West Ham.
DROGBA! CRESPO! TERRY! GALLAS!
Oh yes... My favourite JOHN TERRY! Woo!!! You rock! Not forgetting Drogba,Crespo and Gallas - their good. It'll be better if it could be 7? Muahahaha! Joe Cole,Frank Lampard and Arjen Robben. Haha! Too bad. It was only 4 but hey,that's good.
Oh well... I really hope that my wish could be fulfilled. I don't want United to catch up. Oops. =X Later United fans hear,I'll be "roasted". LOL. But hey,I'm just defending my favourite team. =D
Hmm? School was ok today. Blah blah blah. *Yawns* I'm simply tired.
Hmm? Sometimes disturbing Wang Junyong isn't a bad thing. I just love to disturb him. LOL. Haha. Well? Not always! At times I do. Used to call Keith "KFC". LOL. Oh yes,not forgetting one more new one in my list. The Sssseeeelllllllleeee...... Lover. LOL. Jian Hao. Haha. Oops.
Aww... Their quite innocent people actually. Their not really that gangster type. You won't even have that kind of impression. Funny people but well? I like to disturb them at times. =D
DROGBA! CRESPO! TERRY! GALLAS!
Oh yes... My favourite JOHN TERRY! Woo!!! You rock! Not forgetting Drogba,Crespo and Gallas - their good. It'll be better if it could be 7? Muahahaha! Joe Cole,Frank Lampard and Arjen Robben. Haha! Too bad. It was only 4 but hey,that's good.
Oh well... I really hope that my wish could be fulfilled. I don't want United to catch up. Oops. =X Later United fans hear,I'll be "roasted". LOL. But hey,I'm just defending my favourite team. =D
Hmm? School was ok today. Blah blah blah. *Yawns* I'm simply tired.
Hmm? Sometimes disturbing Wang Junyong isn't a bad thing. I just love to disturb him. LOL. Haha. Well? Not always! At times I do. Used to call Keith "KFC". LOL. Oh yes,not forgetting one more new one in my list. The Sssseeeelllllllleeee...... Lover. LOL. Jian Hao. Haha. Oops.
Aww... Their quite innocent people actually. Their not really that gangster type. You won't even have that kind of impression. Funny people but well? I like to disturb them at times. =D
I still rememeber secondary one and two that time when Wang Junyong was sitted beside me we used to "quarrel". It was funny I'd say. We used to spray water at each other,call names,etc. His a joker. LOL. Though sometimes I get angry at him but if I were to think about it when I'm feeling down or when I'm angry he'll always tell me "Relax" and stuff like that to sort of cool me down or cheer me up. =)
That's what I always notice. Hmm? So yeah,he ain't that bad. Hmm? Still,I like to tease him. Haha.
Oh well... Alright,I think I better be off.
Peace out.
That's what I always notice. Hmm? So yeah,he ain't that bad. Hmm? Still,I like to tease him. Haha.
Oh well... Alright,I think I better be off.
Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠7:22:00 pm♠
Saturday, April 08, 2006
La La LA.
Let's go back. Turn the clocks back. Turn back time. Turn it around. Start over.
Sometimes all I got to say is that life is full of obstacles. I simply don't know what to say. I think I may get used to it. Life's like that anyway. What am I suppose to do about it? I can't do anything about it.
Matters have resolved but I still fear. Ok,let me define the fear. Hmm? On the other hand,maybe I shouldn't. Oh well... Let's not think about it. I've forgotten everything.
Is it that complicating to understand situations? Sometimes I wonder,what's the purpose of living? There's so many things in life to accomplish but just tell me how many of them have you achieved? Maybe a handful of them but not all right? Hmm? If you're determine that I guess you'll be able to. I'm not saying it's impossible. Nothing is impossible. Anything's possible but are you willing to make it possible? Or are you just gonna wait for miracle?
IF ONLY MIRACLE HAPPENS.
Oh well...
Let's look the on the bright side. Be free,think free. It's 2.03AM. Yawns yawns yawns. Hmm? I'm not really that tired but still I've to sleep! Erm,I mean you still have to sleep right? Don't tell me you're a machine. 24/7 on? LOL. Definately not. We're humans. We all need rest.
Sometimes even chatting with friends make me happy. I just don't know why but it sort of make me smile in a way. It sort of ease my mind a little.
Well? To think about it,even little things can make you smile. =) I think it's wonderful. Even to see a person happy could also make you happy.
Oh well...
Hmm? Had a walk earlier on. Oh my. Tree top? Haha. Fun. Though it maybe a little tiring and I'm all so sweaty. LOL. All of us (my class) we're all sweaty and it's like I'm so quiet. Well? I've always been quiet in walks. Haha. Serious!
Be it camp or whatever,when it comes to walk,I keep quiet. You won't hear me talking that much. Well? Maybe like a few words or for a short period of time. After that it goes back to "silent mode".
I'm often known as "stubborn". That type who doesn't want to say sorry first blah blah blah. But I feel that when it comes to the person I really regard as "special",I'll be weak. Oh my. Oh why,oh why?! I just don't know why but I'll sort of soften. Arghhhhh... Well? That's what exactly happen to me and her. So yeah,we're all ....... Errrr? Well,it all went smooth sailing after that.
Ok,maybe she did offer me something in the bus earlier on but I was a little stubborn that type so I was like that type who refused to take but after some time it just went back to square one. I really don't have that hatred feeling towards her (Xq). I've always regarded her as "special".
I appreciate her friendship and everything. I'll remember the times when I'm down,she's there to make me smile and brighten my day. Those laughter,those joy and crap.
I don't know about others. Maybe to others guys come first that sort of stuff but to me. Three things I love. God,family and friends. Without friends,I don't think I'll be happy. I think I'll be a very miserable person. Family - They make me smile. I love them.
Call me a pampered kid but hey,I'm just that type. I don't like to stay far away from home. It's just not me. Then again,different people,different point of view. What's your point of view? Get my view?
Moving back to the walk,it was quite alright. I really don't know what to say. I don't have any words nor comments. It was neutral I guess. And guess what,I didn't eat much. Morning I only drink a cup of milk before leaving home then at about 11.50AM,I just grab some bite of sandwich then I didn't eat lunch. Went home. Took a shower. Use the computer for about 15 minutes then I went to take a nap till about 7pm. It was dinner then.
I didn't eat supper. Amazing huh? Which I usually DO eat. Hmm? Shiseido cleansing foam is quite alright. Not bad. If you have oily skin,I think it's good. No oil after that. I have oily and sensitive skin. Still,Vichy is gentle. No harm in trying Shiseido products right? =D
Yawns yawns yawns.
Hmm? Well,I'll do some surfing first before going to bed.
Alright,goodnight!
Peace out.
Let's go back. Turn the clocks back. Turn back time. Turn it around. Start over.
Sometimes all I got to say is that life is full of obstacles. I simply don't know what to say. I think I may get used to it. Life's like that anyway. What am I suppose to do about it? I can't do anything about it.
Matters have resolved but I still fear. Ok,let me define the fear. Hmm? On the other hand,maybe I shouldn't. Oh well... Let's not think about it. I've forgotten everything.
Is it that complicating to understand situations? Sometimes I wonder,what's the purpose of living? There's so many things in life to accomplish but just tell me how many of them have you achieved? Maybe a handful of them but not all right? Hmm? If you're determine that I guess you'll be able to. I'm not saying it's impossible. Nothing is impossible. Anything's possible but are you willing to make it possible? Or are you just gonna wait for miracle?
IF ONLY MIRACLE HAPPENS.
Oh well...
Let's look the on the bright side. Be free,think free. It's 2.03AM. Yawns yawns yawns. Hmm? I'm not really that tired but still I've to sleep! Erm,I mean you still have to sleep right? Don't tell me you're a machine. 24/7 on? LOL. Definately not. We're humans. We all need rest.
Sometimes even chatting with friends make me happy. I just don't know why but it sort of make me smile in a way. It sort of ease my mind a little.
Well? To think about it,even little things can make you smile. =) I think it's wonderful. Even to see a person happy could also make you happy.
Oh well...
Hmm? Had a walk earlier on. Oh my. Tree top? Haha. Fun. Though it maybe a little tiring and I'm all so sweaty. LOL. All of us (my class) we're all sweaty and it's like I'm so quiet. Well? I've always been quiet in walks. Haha. Serious!
Be it camp or whatever,when it comes to walk,I keep quiet. You won't hear me talking that much. Well? Maybe like a few words or for a short period of time. After that it goes back to "silent mode".
I'm often known as "stubborn". That type who doesn't want to say sorry first blah blah blah. But I feel that when it comes to the person I really regard as "special",I'll be weak. Oh my. Oh why,oh why?! I just don't know why but I'll sort of soften. Arghhhhh... Well? That's what exactly happen to me and her. So yeah,we're all ....... Errrr? Well,it all went smooth sailing after that.
Ok,maybe she did offer me something in the bus earlier on but I was a little stubborn that type so I was like that type who refused to take but after some time it just went back to square one. I really don't have that hatred feeling towards her (Xq). I've always regarded her as "special".
I appreciate her friendship and everything. I'll remember the times when I'm down,she's there to make me smile and brighten my day. Those laughter,those joy and crap.
I don't know about others. Maybe to others guys come first that sort of stuff but to me. Three things I love. God,family and friends. Without friends,I don't think I'll be happy. I think I'll be a very miserable person. Family - They make me smile. I love them.
Call me a pampered kid but hey,I'm just that type. I don't like to stay far away from home. It's just not me. Then again,different people,different point of view. What's your point of view? Get my view?
Moving back to the walk,it was quite alright. I really don't know what to say. I don't have any words nor comments. It was neutral I guess. And guess what,I didn't eat much. Morning I only drink a cup of milk before leaving home then at about 11.50AM,I just grab some bite of sandwich then I didn't eat lunch. Went home. Took a shower. Use the computer for about 15 minutes then I went to take a nap till about 7pm. It was dinner then.
I didn't eat supper. Amazing huh? Which I usually DO eat. Hmm? Shiseido cleansing foam is quite alright. Not bad. If you have oily skin,I think it's good. No oil after that. I have oily and sensitive skin. Still,Vichy is gentle. No harm in trying Shiseido products right? =D
Yawns yawns yawns.
Hmm? Well,I'll do some surfing first before going to bed.
Alright,goodnight!
Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠2:30:00 am♠
Friday, April 07, 2006
Sometimes I don't what to say.
Seriously. People think they know me. They know it all. Attitude? If you think that way,let it be. But do you really know who the person really is? Do you really know me?
At the moment,I feel like breaking down. She thinks I show her attitude? I didn't even yell at her. There's no exclaimation mark or whatsoever. I just said I don't think I can trust her. Her actions cause me to don't really trust her.
In fact,I find it hard to trust anybody. I actually find hard to trust anybody but she's someone I really trust and this is what I get? How interesting isn't it? Let me be frank. That action hurts me a lot. You can't see from the outside. IF only you can hear me,read me and feel what I'm feeling. Only then,you'll be able to understand me.
This is her last SMS she sent me at midnight.
"Nvrm. 4getit.But den is ur fault loh..U first show tis kind of attitude de loh..Even he oso say lyk tat loh. Nvrm.I will try24give&4get. As I m not lyk tat. Lyk u.."
That's what she replied.
Meaning: "Nevermind. Forget it. It's your fault actually. You show that kind of attitude in the beginning. Even he says that. Nevermind,I'll try to forgive and forget as I'm not that type of person,like you."
What's up with the HE? Who is she refering to? Nevermind. I don't care. Boys boys boys. That's why I find it hard to give my heart to someone. For four years,whoever I sort of crush on just isn't the same. I don't get that feeling that I usually get. The only strong feeling I get is towards "you-know-who".
It's always back to square one.
Foolish isn't it? What to do? I can't help how the way I feel. That's why I never really like someone that much or I find it hard to like a person very much though I really wish I could just start a new. It's really hard for me. It's like,I really like him a lot but I can't go on like that. I can't like him.
I mean yes,I do like him but... In that situation,I just can't. That is why I can't really like someone that much even though I really wish I could just forget everything. It's like "You-know-who" is always in my heart.
Thinking that I don't mean it? Maybe at times I am that playful one. I just do whatever I want or whatsoever but at times like this,how can I not be serious? I mean whatever I say,I am serious about it.
I'm simply hurt with the matter earlier on. The one between me and her. You know,I've always treated her as my good friend. I really treasure her friendship. I appreciate everything. I enjoy the laughter and crap we share. I love the giggling and smiles.
Does she know how I really feel? I may have that side of me. You may see me as a little boyish. I like pushing around. I don't make eye contact. Don't smile at people that type. Just understand me. Get it straight.
If you know me,I'm definately not like that.
Yes,I don't make eye contact because I'm a shy person. Especially meeting someone new or I've never really talk to before. Actually I am a shy person but of course if I'm very comfortable with the person,let's say my good friend,of course you may not think I'm that type of person. Is it hard to tell you that I'm a shy person?
I don't smile at times. Well? I just sort of mind my own that sort of thing. Yeah. But hey,I can be friendly if you're friendly. I do smile at people. Looking at little children it sort of make me smile. You may not see it but god knows. Even if I were to say,I don't think you'll believe or understand. Only person knows and that is god.
Maybe she thinks I fake at times? Hmm? I don't fake it. I say what I mean. I speak,what I think. Faking? That's only when joking. If it's serious conversations,why would I? Don't you think it's stupid? Then again,I have no comments.
As long as she's happy. Let it be then. It's good if she's happy. I wonder,why doesn't she want to hurt me more? Just hurt me even more. Let me bleed. Bleed till I lose everything and just drop dead. Anyway,my heart is bleeding. I wonder if it'll be healing? I was about to end my healing process but I guess I can't.
I don't think it'll ever stop. Amazing huh? My healing process took about four years. Nearing to four years and now I don't think I'll ever stop. It's back to square one I guess. So? This time round,do I have to wait for like four years again?
IF YOU EVER READ IT GIRL. I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY. IF YOU EVER GET A CHANCE TO USE THE COMPUTER,i.e.
THIS IS FOR YOU XIAOQIANG (ANGIE).
I simply don't know what to say. I'm lost for words now. It's just that at midnight,her message just got me down. Do you know how I feel?
Do you know that you're somehow special to me? Don't get me wrong but yeah. Day by day,I keep thinking if this friendship will end like the one I had for six years? I really hope it won't be like that.
She hurt me and now.........? Don't tell me you want to stab me? Which I know you won't but make my heart bleed? Well girl (XQ),you may not experience this kind of situation or whatsoever but if you know what I'm going through,you'll know how pain it is.
Think that I'm just simple talking rubbish? I'm not. I type what I experience. That's how I got to be the me now and not the ME four years ago. Though I know there's one thing that I'm always ME. Talking. Yes,I do like talking. You know I do but get it straight. There's time to be serious,crappy,etc. I haven't been in a goofy mood this week. Goofy as in really really. I may be happy but things aren't going that smooth so I just hope you understand.
Oh. What am I talking? Nevermind. As long as you're happy. That's all I could say.
I may be playful and stuff like that but hurting a friend? Well,maybe when I'm angry I tend to use such bold words but I didn't really mean it. I'd to apologise if I ever hurt you in anyway without me realising my faults but you still remain as my friend.
Saying that you're pissed? I still don't get it. Why? In what way. Seriously,you pissed me first. Let me just be frank. You pissed me off and what's it? The next day I forget about it. What about you? You say you forgive and forget? I still feel that you still feel that feeling. I am hurt. I'm simply honest. I am really hurt.
I have no intentions of hurting or pissing you off. Why would I? I simply want peace and harmony. Where's the care and concern? I don't want it to be so chaotic. I just want peace. Where are all those laughters and smile?
That's how emotional I can get. I can go very deep though I know most people don't think that I am. Well? This is who I am. This is Diane. Welcome to my world. I may be a different person when you see me. Chatty,crappy,etc.
Blogging is a different thing. It's something a bit personal in a sense that I get to really spill my thoughts and feeling out. This is my blog,this is what I've got to say. Like it or not,let it be. Just shush. I don't mind what you want to say. Anyway,it's your thoughts,it's your mind. Your life,your world.
Just be happy.
*sigh* I simply don't know what to say. It's useless. I really hope god will guide me through. I don't know if I can take this any longer. At times I simply feel like breaking down. I'm holding back my tears. I just want to be happy. I just want my friends to be happy too.
Oh well... Guess you won't even understand how I feel. Nevermind then.
Peace.
Seriously. People think they know me. They know it all. Attitude? If you think that way,let it be. But do you really know who the person really is? Do you really know me?
At the moment,I feel like breaking down. She thinks I show her attitude? I didn't even yell at her. There's no exclaimation mark or whatsoever. I just said I don't think I can trust her. Her actions cause me to don't really trust her.
In fact,I find it hard to trust anybody. I actually find hard to trust anybody but she's someone I really trust and this is what I get? How interesting isn't it? Let me be frank. That action hurts me a lot. You can't see from the outside. IF only you can hear me,read me and feel what I'm feeling. Only then,you'll be able to understand me.
This is her last SMS she sent me at midnight.
"Nvrm. 4getit.But den is ur fault loh..U first show tis kind of attitude de loh..Even he oso say lyk tat loh. Nvrm.I will try24give&4get. As I m not lyk tat. Lyk u.."
That's what she replied.
Meaning: "Nevermind. Forget it. It's your fault actually. You show that kind of attitude in the beginning. Even he says that. Nevermind,I'll try to forgive and forget as I'm not that type of person,like you."
What's up with the HE? Who is she refering to? Nevermind. I don't care. Boys boys boys. That's why I find it hard to give my heart to someone. For four years,whoever I sort of crush on just isn't the same. I don't get that feeling that I usually get. The only strong feeling I get is towards "you-know-who".
It's always back to square one.
Foolish isn't it? What to do? I can't help how the way I feel. That's why I never really like someone that much or I find it hard to like a person very much though I really wish I could just start a new. It's really hard for me. It's like,I really like him a lot but I can't go on like that. I can't like him.
I mean yes,I do like him but... In that situation,I just can't. That is why I can't really like someone that much even though I really wish I could just forget everything. It's like "You-know-who" is always in my heart.
Thinking that I don't mean it? Maybe at times I am that playful one. I just do whatever I want or whatsoever but at times like this,how can I not be serious? I mean whatever I say,I am serious about it.
I'm simply hurt with the matter earlier on. The one between me and her. You know,I've always treated her as my good friend. I really treasure her friendship. I appreciate everything. I enjoy the laughter and crap we share. I love the giggling and smiles.
Does she know how I really feel? I may have that side of me. You may see me as a little boyish. I like pushing around. I don't make eye contact. Don't smile at people that type. Just understand me. Get it straight.
If you know me,I'm definately not like that.
Yes,I don't make eye contact because I'm a shy person. Especially meeting someone new or I've never really talk to before. Actually I am a shy person but of course if I'm very comfortable with the person,let's say my good friend,of course you may not think I'm that type of person. Is it hard to tell you that I'm a shy person?
I don't smile at times. Well? I just sort of mind my own that sort of thing. Yeah. But hey,I can be friendly if you're friendly. I do smile at people. Looking at little children it sort of make me smile. You may not see it but god knows. Even if I were to say,I don't think you'll believe or understand. Only person knows and that is god.
Maybe she thinks I fake at times? Hmm? I don't fake it. I say what I mean. I speak,what I think. Faking? That's only when joking. If it's serious conversations,why would I? Don't you think it's stupid? Then again,I have no comments.
As long as she's happy. Let it be then. It's good if she's happy. I wonder,why doesn't she want to hurt me more? Just hurt me even more. Let me bleed. Bleed till I lose everything and just drop dead. Anyway,my heart is bleeding. I wonder if it'll be healing? I was about to end my healing process but I guess I can't.
I don't think it'll ever stop. Amazing huh? My healing process took about four years. Nearing to four years and now I don't think I'll ever stop. It's back to square one I guess. So? This time round,do I have to wait for like four years again?
IF YOU EVER READ IT GIRL. I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY. IF YOU EVER GET A CHANCE TO USE THE COMPUTER,i.e.
THIS IS FOR YOU XIAOQIANG (ANGIE).
I simply don't know what to say. I'm lost for words now. It's just that at midnight,her message just got me down. Do you know how I feel?
Do you know that you're somehow special to me? Don't get me wrong but yeah. Day by day,I keep thinking if this friendship will end like the one I had for six years? I really hope it won't be like that.
She hurt me and now.........? Don't tell me you want to stab me? Which I know you won't but make my heart bleed? Well girl (XQ),you may not experience this kind of situation or whatsoever but if you know what I'm going through,you'll know how pain it is.
Think that I'm just simple talking rubbish? I'm not. I type what I experience. That's how I got to be the me now and not the ME four years ago. Though I know there's one thing that I'm always ME. Talking. Yes,I do like talking. You know I do but get it straight. There's time to be serious,crappy,etc. I haven't been in a goofy mood this week. Goofy as in really really. I may be happy but things aren't going that smooth so I just hope you understand.
Oh. What am I talking? Nevermind. As long as you're happy. That's all I could say.
I may be playful and stuff like that but hurting a friend? Well,maybe when I'm angry I tend to use such bold words but I didn't really mean it. I'd to apologise if I ever hurt you in anyway without me realising my faults but you still remain as my friend.
Saying that you're pissed? I still don't get it. Why? In what way. Seriously,you pissed me first. Let me just be frank. You pissed me off and what's it? The next day I forget about it. What about you? You say you forgive and forget? I still feel that you still feel that feeling. I am hurt. I'm simply honest. I am really hurt.
I have no intentions of hurting or pissing you off. Why would I? I simply want peace and harmony. Where's the care and concern? I don't want it to be so chaotic. I just want peace. Where are all those laughters and smile?
That's how emotional I can get. I can go very deep though I know most people don't think that I am. Well? This is who I am. This is Diane. Welcome to my world. I may be a different person when you see me. Chatty,crappy,etc.
Blogging is a different thing. It's something a bit personal in a sense that I get to really spill my thoughts and feeling out. This is my blog,this is what I've got to say. Like it or not,let it be. Just shush. I don't mind what you want to say. Anyway,it's your thoughts,it's your mind. Your life,your world.
Just be happy.
*sigh* I simply don't know what to say. It's useless. I really hope god will guide me through. I don't know if I can take this any longer. At times I simply feel like breaking down. I'm holding back my tears. I just want to be happy. I just want my friends to be happy too.
Oh well... Guess you won't even understand how I feel. Nevermind then.
Peace.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠1:40:00 am♠
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Hey hey! =D Yup,yup! D's here.
Wanted to blog yesterday but didn't have the time. Not only that,I was also tired. Yesterday was the start of Hai-Experiental Week. In other words,my school experiental week. It was quite fun. Yesterday had Mission For Life and today - A Session with Shiseido! =D
It was fun. I kind of like it. =) Goodie goodie. We learn to put on make up. We also have door gifts. =)
Haha. It was fun. Yup,fun. That's all I could say. =D Came to school at noon and the session starts at 12.30PM. It ended at about 2.15PM if I'm not wrong. Very short day for me in school but I learnt something! That's the fun part. =D
I think this week's gonna be fun. =) Well? Actually it is. Can say so.
Hmm? Currently just listening to "Crush". Yup,Paul van Dyke. SMSIN' and surfing. Was chatting earlier on.
Took pictures of me in make up. LOL. That is before,removing it.
Oh... That's the picture. =) It's very natural looking. They choose light colours for me. =) It's sweet.Oh well... Look the bright side. Darn. Heated up conversation? Oh well... Let's not talk about it. Hmm? Yesterday's Mission For Life session was quite fun. Oh my. I acted yesterday. Am I that violent in a way? Haha. I was like acting the mother and I've to be like fierce. "Tell me! Where were you?!" LOL.
"Blue is the colour,football is a game... We're all together and winning is our aim......."
LOL. Listening to "Blue Is The Colour" at the moment. Chelsea! Chelsea!! =D
I think the good thing for this week is that,we don't have homework. Ain't it interesting? I think it is. =D Woohoo! A homework-free week. Nice. =D
Sometimes I just don't know what to say. Sometimes I feel like talking about something but I don't know how or where to start. At times I find it hard to trust people. Especially the person whom I trust isn't being that honest and toy with my mind. It hurts me.
Anyway,it just happened. I was a little hurt in a way actually. Then again,I tell myself,"Why feel down? Don't let this let you down."
I know it isn't easy to like forget everything but I try to think of the happy things and stuff like that. That's how I sort of get over it. I know it's hurting but hey,why spoil my mood just like that? I've to be STRONG! =)
Hmm? I think I've listened to "Don't bother" quite a number of times that's why. LOL. Alright,that was crap ya? But hey,this line - "Don't Bother,I'll be fine..." So yeah,I'll be fine. =)
I like that song. Nice song. I think it's nicer than "Hips Don't Lie". "Hips Don't Lie" is nice but I think "Don't Bother" sounds nicer. Well? At least to me. Don't know about y'all. =)
Alright,I think I better be off. I'm a little tired. I'm also human,I'm not robot that goes on and on. =X
I mean we all are humans.
Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠9:51:00 pm♠
Monday, April 03, 2006
Arghhhhh!! Damn! I'm so bloody angry. Stupid stupid stupid!!!
Sheesh. Sometimes I think this is the only place where I can pen down my thoughts. Human? Ha! Sometimes I think it's useless. Hopeless. Ahhhhh!!! Whatever! Damn damn damn.
I'm so angry. It's stupid it's stupid... It's STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDD!!
Idiotic idiotic idiotic.
Damn it. No point thinking about those shitty stuff. Arghhhh!! I don't want to be reminded of it. Don't ask me why. Though I appreciate your concern. Yes,yes. Some of my friends asked just now. Blah blah blah... Ya ya ya. Ok ok. Thanks for being concern but at the moment I'm not in the mood.
Dang! Screw it.
I wanna free my mind. Back off!
Sheesh. Sometimes I think this is the only place where I can pen down my thoughts. Human? Ha! Sometimes I think it's useless. Hopeless. Ahhhhh!!! Whatever! Damn damn damn.
I'm so angry. It's stupid it's stupid... It's STUPIDDDDDDDDDDDD!!
Idiotic idiotic idiotic.
Damn it. No point thinking about those shitty stuff. Arghhhh!! I don't want to be reminded of it. Don't ask me why. Though I appreciate your concern. Yes,yes. Some of my friends asked just now. Blah blah blah... Ya ya ya. Ok ok. Thanks for being concern but at the moment I'm not in the mood.
Dang! Screw it.
I wanna free my mind. Back off!
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠3:08:00 pm♠
Sunday, April 02, 2006
Hmm... It's end of the week! Sunday. Hmm? Aww but tomorrow's Monday.
School school school. Oh dear.
Hmm? Darn. Sometimes I really wish I'm close with my cousins. *sigh* Too bad. I'm not. My mother's side,my cousins are all older than me. 20 something. Oh my. Only one cousin same age as me but he lives in Malaysia.
My father's side? Sheesh! Forget it. Arrogant people. I'll not forget those two. Arrogant. Ha! Think you're so good? The other time during Chinese New Year,he wants to talk to me. Ha! I'm so happy that I didn't entertain him cause I still remember that used to look down on me. Oh please! We don't owe him anything. His not rich. It's not his money. It's his parents money!
Sheesh. What the hell? He may wear whatever shit but hey,I don't wear those like 3 for $10 clothes. The least I wear clothes from John Little. I don't wear let's say Armani Exchange or whatsoever. Yeah,I wear Hang Ten,Girodano,U2,blah blah. So? What's the big deal?
Oh please. Get a life and stop being so childish. Showing that kind of attitude? You know what? I treat him like shit. Seriously,why entertain? His sister too. Arrogant. I'll not forget how she say and what she say.
Ha! Why must he ask what school I am in? Heard that I'm in Hai Sing Catholic is it? Sheesh. Still got the guts to say a good school blah blah blah? Thought you used to say stuff about me so why ask? Don't ask! I HATE THOSE IDIOTS WHO CLAIMS THAT THEY HATE BUT IN THE END STILL ASK. Scram! You scum.
Why ask? Hate right? So...? Get lost! I hate you. I mean it. I don't really like them. Yeah,yeah. His sister in Singapore Chinese Girls,so? Big deal? Whatever and oh... Sorry if I offend. Whatever!
Anyway,who started these? Get that in mind. I'm being honest here. For years,I've been wanting to get closer to my cousins but it never work. I have my reasons. It's a little complicated and you'll not understand. That's why I always have this in mind. "You want,you talk to me."
So yeah. Forget that. Being close to them? Never. Dream on,that's all I can say. Friends are more like "cousins". Really. I think that way. Cousins? *sigh* More like strangers. I'm not saying all of them are BAD. Well,ok,some of them are quite alright but I'm not close with them.
Arghhhhh!! Alright,alright... Let's drop the subject. =)
Hmm? It's 11.21PM now. Was out earlier on. Guess where? Haha. Yes,yes. The usual. Suntec....,etc. You know. The usual. *winks* Came home at about 9.30PM. Goodie! Dad bought a new phone. Haha.
Meaning that I could talk longer on the phone now. Anyway,it's unlimited. Digital Voice Service. =D I've been using Digital Voice Service for about I think two years. It's way better than Singtel. Seriously. It's crystal clear. No problems and I can hear clearly. It's only $10.29.
I think Starhub really improve on their service. When they first started I think it was about errrr? Six to seven years ago if I'm not wrong. It was ok but as the years pass,it gets better. I'm using Starhub for my mobile,broadband and cable and oh... Yes,not forgetting Digital Voice. =)
I think it's worth it. Unlimited calls! Caller ID? Additional $2. Conference and so on also additional $2 but I'm not wrong,those add ons if you get all of them it'll be $8. So,you'll save a few dollars. Errr? Something like that. If I'm not wrong. Can't quite remember.
So yeah,STARHUB is my choice. =)
Hmm? Let's see what did I do for this week. Yesterday was Saturday. Was just chilling at home. Nothing much. Woke up at 12 noon.
The day before yesterday (Friday) I slept at about 11 something. Was really tired. Hard to see me sleep early right? Well,I sleep early on Friday. I was really tired. Friday was my school Sports Day. Everything ended at about 5 something. After that,my friends and I went to Tampines Mall to eat dinner. After having dinner,we went off. I reached home at about 7pm.
Yawns yawns yawns. Yup,I was really tired. Then at 7.30pm eat dinner again. Greedy? Nah. My mother prepared dinner for me. Haha. They were like waiting for me. Oh my. Of course I can't say NO! I just eat a little. Didn't eat supper. Surprised? Well? Yeah. I was only online from 8PM onwards but by 11PM,I went off. I just couldn't take it. My bed was calling me already.
Darn. I think Friday was quite a fun day. =)
La La LA... Yawns. Hmm? I think I want to sleep early tonight. Don't want to sleep that late. So I guess latest by 1.15AM. Not more than that. Don't want to sleep very late. Maybe I should sleep by 1AM. =)
Got to learn to sleep early. I feel that these few days in class I've been feeling tired. Feel like sleeping at times. Oh my but of course I didn't. =) I FORCE myself to stay awake.
O_O <-- Yes,I was something like that. =D Oh well... Hmm? Is it that hard to trust people? I find it is hard to trust. Guys? Oh boy. Their sweet talkers and I really mean very very sweet. Still,at times I find it hard to trust. Don't know if they really mean it. Don't know if I'll trust guys. Can someone enlighten me? Hmm? I don't know. Oh well... Maybe someday I'll learn to trust but as for now?
I don' think I can trust. Only a handful. I simply don't know why. I'm always not that type who trust people easily. Well,let's not talk about it. Look on the bright side! BE HAPPY! Woooooooo! Stay happy. =)
Darn. It was a draw last night. Birmingham City 0,Chelsea 0. Darn!! United is just 7 points behind Chelsea for now. Noooooooooo!! Darn. Disallowed goal. Arghhhh!! Offside! Hur hur!
If it weren't offside. Woohoo! Chelsea - 3 points and United will be like still 9 points behind. Hur hur! Arghhhhh... Nevermind. Go CHELSEA! Next game will be at home and mostly they win at home.
Yesterday was away. I don't quite like away games cause it's more like a 50 50 thing. Darnnnnnn!! Oh well... I hope they'll win! Go CHELSEA! Blue is the colour! Go!! Love you! Haha.
Alright,I'm off now.
Goodnighhhttttt!
Peace out.
School school school. Oh dear.
Hmm? Darn. Sometimes I really wish I'm close with my cousins. *sigh* Too bad. I'm not. My mother's side,my cousins are all older than me. 20 something. Oh my. Only one cousin same age as me but he lives in Malaysia.
My father's side? Sheesh! Forget it. Arrogant people. I'll not forget those two. Arrogant. Ha! Think you're so good? The other time during Chinese New Year,he wants to talk to me. Ha! I'm so happy that I didn't entertain him cause I still remember that used to look down on me. Oh please! We don't owe him anything. His not rich. It's not his money. It's his parents money!
Sheesh. What the hell? He may wear whatever shit but hey,I don't wear those like 3 for $10 clothes. The least I wear clothes from John Little. I don't wear let's say Armani Exchange or whatsoever. Yeah,I wear Hang Ten,Girodano,U2,blah blah. So? What's the big deal?
Oh please. Get a life and stop being so childish. Showing that kind of attitude? You know what? I treat him like shit. Seriously,why entertain? His sister too. Arrogant. I'll not forget how she say and what she say.
Ha! Why must he ask what school I am in? Heard that I'm in Hai Sing Catholic is it? Sheesh. Still got the guts to say a good school blah blah blah? Thought you used to say stuff about me so why ask? Don't ask! I HATE THOSE IDIOTS WHO CLAIMS THAT THEY HATE BUT IN THE END STILL ASK. Scram! You scum.
Why ask? Hate right? So...? Get lost! I hate you. I mean it. I don't really like them. Yeah,yeah. His sister in Singapore Chinese Girls,so? Big deal? Whatever and oh... Sorry if I offend. Whatever!
Anyway,who started these? Get that in mind. I'm being honest here. For years,I've been wanting to get closer to my cousins but it never work. I have my reasons. It's a little complicated and you'll not understand. That's why I always have this in mind. "You want,you talk to me."
So yeah. Forget that. Being close to them? Never. Dream on,that's all I can say. Friends are more like "cousins". Really. I think that way. Cousins? *sigh* More like strangers. I'm not saying all of them are BAD. Well,ok,some of them are quite alright but I'm not close with them.
Arghhhhh!! Alright,alright... Let's drop the subject. =)
Hmm? It's 11.21PM now. Was out earlier on. Guess where? Haha. Yes,yes. The usual. Suntec....,etc. You know. The usual. *winks* Came home at about 9.30PM. Goodie! Dad bought a new phone. Haha.
Meaning that I could talk longer on the phone now. Anyway,it's unlimited. Digital Voice Service. =D I've been using Digital Voice Service for about I think two years. It's way better than Singtel. Seriously. It's crystal clear. No problems and I can hear clearly. It's only $10.29.
I think Starhub really improve on their service. When they first started I think it was about errrr? Six to seven years ago if I'm not wrong. It was ok but as the years pass,it gets better. I'm using Starhub for my mobile,broadband and cable and oh... Yes,not forgetting Digital Voice. =)
I think it's worth it. Unlimited calls! Caller ID? Additional $2. Conference and so on also additional $2 but I'm not wrong,those add ons if you get all of them it'll be $8. So,you'll save a few dollars. Errr? Something like that. If I'm not wrong. Can't quite remember.
So yeah,STARHUB is my choice. =)
Hmm? Let's see what did I do for this week. Yesterday was Saturday. Was just chilling at home. Nothing much. Woke up at 12 noon.
The day before yesterday (Friday) I slept at about 11 something. Was really tired. Hard to see me sleep early right? Well,I sleep early on Friday. I was really tired. Friday was my school Sports Day. Everything ended at about 5 something. After that,my friends and I went to Tampines Mall to eat dinner. After having dinner,we went off. I reached home at about 7pm.
Yawns yawns yawns. Yup,I was really tired. Then at 7.30pm eat dinner again. Greedy? Nah. My mother prepared dinner for me. Haha. They were like waiting for me. Oh my. Of course I can't say NO! I just eat a little. Didn't eat supper. Surprised? Well? Yeah. I was only online from 8PM onwards but by 11PM,I went off. I just couldn't take it. My bed was calling me already.
Darn. I think Friday was quite a fun day. =)
La La LA... Yawns. Hmm? I think I want to sleep early tonight. Don't want to sleep that late. So I guess latest by 1.15AM. Not more than that. Don't want to sleep very late. Maybe I should sleep by 1AM. =)
Got to learn to sleep early. I feel that these few days in class I've been feeling tired. Feel like sleeping at times. Oh my but of course I didn't. =) I FORCE myself to stay awake.
O_O <-- Yes,I was something like that. =D Oh well... Hmm? Is it that hard to trust people? I find it is hard to trust. Guys? Oh boy. Their sweet talkers and I really mean very very sweet. Still,at times I find it hard to trust. Don't know if they really mean it. Don't know if I'll trust guys. Can someone enlighten me? Hmm? I don't know. Oh well... Maybe someday I'll learn to trust but as for now?
I don' think I can trust. Only a handful. I simply don't know why. I'm always not that type who trust people easily. Well,let's not talk about it. Look on the bright side! BE HAPPY! Woooooooo! Stay happy. =)
Darn. It was a draw last night. Birmingham City 0,Chelsea 0. Darn!! United is just 7 points behind Chelsea for now. Noooooooooo!! Darn. Disallowed goal. Arghhhh!! Offside! Hur hur!
If it weren't offside. Woohoo! Chelsea - 3 points and United will be like still 9 points behind. Hur hur! Arghhhhh... Nevermind. Go CHELSEA! Next game will be at home and mostly they win at home.
Yesterday was away. I don't quite like away games cause it's more like a 50 50 thing. Darnnnnnn!! Oh well... I hope they'll win! Go CHELSEA! Blue is the colour! Go!! Love you! Haha.
Alright,I'm off now.
Goodnighhhttttt!
Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:47:00 pm♠
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+ Diane
+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist
+ 0ctober 4th 1990
+ Libra
+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)
+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)
BLUE IS THE COLOUR
// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
// What's your love type
| Your Love Type: ISFJ |
 In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long. For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner. Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie. However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues. Best matches: ESTP or ESFP |
// Are you too picky when it comes to men?
| You Are Picky When it Counts |
 But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating. You probably have quite a few great guys you can date! |
// What kind of sexy girl are you?
| You Are Fun Sexy |
 Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy. You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through. Any guy would be crazy to turn you down! |
// What kind of girl are you?
| You are a Brainy Girl! |
 You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more. For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests. A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either! |
// Are you spoiled?
| You Are 24% Spoiled |
 You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have. |
// What flavour Pocky are you?
| You Are Flan Pocky |
 East meets west... sweet meets salty. You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together! |
// Could you be violent?
| There's a Chance You Could Be Violent |
 Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage. |
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// Other Illusionist♠
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Adib
Aiba
Aidyl
Amelia
Andrew
Atiiyah
Azizah
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Berwin
Belson
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Chloe
Clara
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Darlene*♦
Dickson (Snoopy)
Donn
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Elvis
Eugene
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Faezzah
Faezzah [2]
Faiz
Faizal (Bear)
Fiqah♦
Fyeqa
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Gabriel
Gary's Lover Den
Gillian
Gladys
Grace
Guan Ting (GT)
Guo Wei
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Hafiz Y.
Haziyah
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Irsyad
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Jaclyn♦
Jamie
Jason
Jia Hao
Jiekie
Jian Sheng
Jiayi
Jun Rong (JR)
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Ken
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Lee Ying
Leon
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Marcus
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Naqiah*
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Pearline♦
Pei Jun
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Radhi
Razin
Ratna
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Saiful
Sani
Sarah
Shakila
Sherin (Yi Xin)
Shikin
Shi Min
Shu Min
Sya
Syakirah
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Wei Wei
Wendy
Weng Hon
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Yi Xuan (Shiin)
Yue Han
Special links:
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Class Blog - 1A/03 ['o9]
Meet The Illusi♠nist:
Adib
Aiba
Aidyl
Amelia
Andrew
Atiiyah
Azizah
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Berwin
Belson
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Chloe
Clara
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Darlene*♦
Dickson (Snoopy)
Donn
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Elvis
Eugene
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Faezzah
Faezzah [2]
Faiz
Faizal (Bear)
Fiqah♦
Fyeqa
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Gabriel
Gary's Lover Den
Gillian
Gladys
Grace
Guan Ting (GT)
Guo Wei
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Hafiz Y.
Haziyah
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Irsyad
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Jaclyn♦
Jamie
Jason
Jia Hao
Jiekie
Jian Sheng
Jiayi
Jun Rong (JR)
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Ken
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Lee Ying
Leon
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Marcus
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Naqiah*
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Pearline♦
Pei Jun
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Radhi
Razin
Ratna
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Saiful
Sani
Sarah
Shakila
Sherin (Yi Xin)
Shikin
Shi Min
Shu Min
Sya
Syakirah
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Wei Wei
Wendy
Weng Hon
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Yi Xuan (Shiin)
Yue Han
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