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Friday, March 17, 2006
I hope it won't disappear again! Oh, what am I talking about? Well, yesterday while I was blogging and I mean blogging a really long entry and out of the blue it just disappears just like that! Humph! I was upset with it as it's really a long entry. Drats. I decided not to blog after that so I hope this entry will be fine.
Sheesh. Really can't stand it. I was like "Noooooooo!!!!" Want to cry? Hmm... Haha. I mean it's a long entry and such things happen. Oh god. HEARTACHE.
Anyway, today I think I'm feeling better. Yesterday I was quiet. I just don't feel like talking that much. Well, maybe on MSN. It's like yesterday I spent my time advising my friends. Hmm... It's like yesterday they start a conversation with me and ask for advice. Like I say, I'm always willing to listen. So whatever I could do to help, I will try. =)
Everyone needs someone to listen to them. That's how I feel. I mean, you can't just keep everything to yourself right? Maybe some might prefer keeping it to themselves but I think that's not right. When you speak out, you sort of ease a little but nevermind. I don't blame those who doesn't want to speak out. Maybe their problems are really huge but whatever it is, I feel that we all need someone to talk to.
I'm not god or someone with magical powers that will solve everything for you but the least I could do is to listen and advice them and oh, not forgetting cheering them up and make them feel better. =)
What can I say after all? We can't read people like we read a book. They're unpredictable and our minds are like clocks. Constantly changing. Different people have different thinking. Different point of view. That's the meaning of uniqueness. We are all different. Tell me which person is the same? Nobody! We have our own trademarks and stuff like that.
Sometimes I wish I could read them like a book. Reading a book is simple but reading people's body language and mind? That's another story.
Guys and girls are very different. Girls often show their affections whereas guys they're good at hiding it. Guys can be very egoist. Something that I don't like. Hmm? Girls can be that too. I don't like abusive people. I don't respect them. Why respect someone like that?
Sometimes I'm afraid of guys. Afraid of those abusive ones. I don't wish to meet that type. I really respect those who knows how to treat others with respect. Someone understanding,funny and someone whom I can trust and confide. I think that's really sweet. Why be abusive? Why not we whack them? Haha! Oops. =D
Seriously. If they're so violent as in always abusing others,why not we whack them? I've to admit that at times when I'm angry I get a little violent but I'm not to that extend! It depends on the situation but I won't really go and abuse someone badly. If that person hits me,I'll hit that person back. Isn't that being fair? I won't whack someone till someone bleeds. I know it isn't good to be violent. I know I'm a hot tempered person but I'm trying my best to take things lightly. I think I did improve. Compared to last time,I think I'm better now.
Then again,you think I like to be like that? Of course not! I just want to be happy all the way. I simply want to be happy. When you're happy. Happy = Happiness,Joy,Laughter.
Ain't that good? I love to laugh and have fun. Why be angry? Relax. Be happy! Be free. Think free. =)
This world there's no such thing as happy all the way. I know they'll be obstacles and stuff like that. Things that will make us upset and unhappy. Angry,etc. I know I'm like a monster when I'm angry. You think I like it? Definately not. Tell me who wants to be angry? Nobody! What I mean is life is always full of ups and downs.
It's like a rollercoaster ride. You go up,you go down. Up again. Down again.
Sometimes I wish I didn't have emotions. Emotions are just disruptions and their the cause of those heated conversations and arguements. Emotions make us react to certain issues. We get angry,upset,disappointed and so on. Hmm? Then again. I wonder. If we don't have emotions,I think it'll be boring.
Oh well... I don't know. I guess we have to have patience. Be calm and think postively. =)
Love? Ha! Let's not talk about it. I'm outta love. There are much more important things than that. Family love,friends love. With that, it'll be fine. Special someone? Hmm... At the moment,nah. I'm afraid of getting hurt. I don't want to hurt myself. That's the reason why I'm afraid of falling for someone.
Like they say,once is enough. So yeah. Enough of it.
Alright,I want to watch television now.
Maybe later ya?
Paece out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠5:05:00 pm♠
// D: Illusionist
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+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist
+ 0ctober 4th 1990
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+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
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+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)
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// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
// What's your love type
Your Love Type: ISFJ
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Best matches: ESTP or ESFP
// Are you too picky when it comes to men?
You Are Picky When it Counts
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
// What kind of sexy girl are you?
You Are Fun Sexy
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
// What kind of girl are you?
You are a Brainy Girl!
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
// Are you spoiled?
You Are 24% Spoiled
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
// What flavour Pocky are you?
You Are Flan Pocky
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!
// Could you be violent?
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.
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