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Sunday, February 05, 2006

*sigh* Why am I feeling down? *shrugs* I really don't know why. I can't seem to be happy at the moment. I tried those stuff to make me feel happy but I still couldn't. Darn it. Oh why,oh why?

Even talking to Xiaoqiang over the phone just now I didn't seem to be happy but at least it doesn't feel that bad. It sort of ease a little but I still feel down. I'm like a mouse now. Very quiet. I don't feel like chatting at the moment though there are some friends chatting with me on MSN. I hope this feeling will be gone soon! I hate this feeling. It simply sucks. It's not a good thing. =(

*sigh* Oh well...

Hmm? I haven't been blogging my poem blog for quite some time already. At the moment,no new entries. My last entry was last year. Gosh. Can you believe it? Hmm... I guess I'll be adding an entry later. La La LA...

I feel like buying Franz Ferdinand CD. I sort of like Franz Ferdinand songs but I'm not sure if I should or not. Hmm...? I'm still considering actually. I really don't know. Fort Minor CD too. I still can't decide. Arghhhhh!! Being fickle-minded again. Sheesh...

I can't seem to trust guys though a bunch of my guy friends said I could trust them as they're trustworthy. Hmm? How true is that. No offence yeah? I didn't mean anything but I don't know why my heart can't seem to soften a little and learn to trust them.

Flirts are even worst. I simply can't trust them. Not only that,I really dislike the attitude. I don't trust flirts. They're sweet talkers that may break your heart. Me a flirt? I'm not. Though some might think of it that way. The truth is - I'm not. Try being me and you know how it feels.

Let's drop the subject already. Sheesh.

Hmm... There'll be a match tomorrow. =D Yeah. Chelsea vs Liverpool. Chelsea!! Darn it. It's been like two or three draws straight they got a draw! I really want them to win but then again... Liverpool is also a good club. Darn it! Arghhhhh.. May the best one wins. =) Then again,I want Chelsea to win.

*Yawns* Sometimes I feel that this life is a little boring. I fear of a lot of things in life actually. I fear of growing older. I fear of the future. *sigh* So many things in mind. The reason why I fear of growing older is because the working world can be really cruel and what can I say? Life ain't that fair with those "people" around. Fear of the future? Well,I don't know what's my future and how's it gonna be like. So yeah,that's the reason why I'm fear of it.

Sometimes I feel like crying. It's not because I'm those soft type. In fact,I'm not. I'm the stubborn type. I cry because I have too many things and I simply can't take it. I just want to ease that pain. It's not because I'm soft. Sheesh. I try not to hurt people's feeling at the same time,I wonder if people ever thought about that and treat me the same?

What can I say after all? Different people have different thinking. Anyway,it's always like this in life. When you're good looking,people will always praise you no matter what. When you're not,people don't treat you the way they should. Ain't that a common thing? That's what I notice. Not only that. Some people see if you have money or not. If you don't,they don't even bother to entertain you. Sheesh. Horrible creatures. Bunch of monsters.

Well? Money is important. Yes,that I agree but if the person isn't born rich as in not a rich family,whatcha gonna do? Turn your back away to the person? Whack him? Chase him away? Have you ever think of that? Not everyone is born rich. Tell me who wants to be poor? I've to thank god for whatever I have. I shouldn't take things for grunted. You may not be the best looker but think of it this way... You are unique,you are special,you have hands,you have legs and everything! So appreicate them. I really pity those handicapped people. I feel sorry for them.

I simply don't know whatelse to say. *sigh* People are always looking at looks. Good looking means good person. That's what they think. Sheesh. I don't think so. Good looking person can also be bad. Hey! We're humans! Doesn't mean the not so good looking ones are bad. What kind of thinking is this? Pretty lame huh? I notice some people look at it that way. Oh my. WAKE UP!! WAKE UP!! This is reality! Not your fairytale kind of story! Sheesh. Screw you!

Some good looking people take advantage. I'm not saying all but some good looking guys they'll play around. Those are horrible creatures. Since they know that their good looking,they'll flirt around. The girl gets attracted to them and well? His still "nice" but after some time he'll go further than the next thing you know,he ditch her and does that to other girls. "Play" ---> "Goodbye".

Maybe to him it isn't a big deal to do but does he think of the other party? What about the girl?!? HELLO! What is this? Making use of her. Sheesh. You feel her inside out and after you got what you want,tada! I hate those jerks who does that. In fact,their B*st*rds!

Well,I'm not saying ALL. Some are quite nice and very humble. Aww... How sweet. =) Gentleman is the best. Their very sensible and understanding. Not only that,some have a very good sense of humor. =D It simply melts my heart. It's hard to find those type. If you ever find one,cherish them! Their rare! =)

*Yawns* Oh well... Hmm? I'm tired. Maybe I won't be blogging the other blog after all. Let's see how. If I have the time,I'll blog. =)

My eyes are heavy
My mind's shutting down
I should also shut down my computer
Electrical bill will always be like a mountain
Daddy will be grumbling
Money flushed down the toliet bowl
Flush flush flush
Went to the toliet
Came out of the toliet
Feeling cold after washing my hands
Have I turned into an ice?
Row the dice
Am I lucky?
Or is it sucky?
My bed is nice
Nice to lie on
Ride a horse?
Only in my dreams
Dare to dream?
Let me sleep
My bed's calling me
Waiting for me to lie on it to dream
Yum yum
It taste like cream
Oh
Actually it's ice cream
But it's in my dream
Sleep sleep sleep
That's the only thing I could think of
Sleep
Creep
Beep
Keeping myself awake isn't going to work anymore
I need to sleep
I want to be in Fantasy Land
Oh
Guess what?
I've found the main power...
Just one more step...
Goodbye...

LOL. That's a little lame huh? Some kind of a poem. Haven't been writing for quite some time. Hmm? Alright. I think it really describes what I'm feeling at the moment! Yawns! Yup,you know what I mean.

Alright,I'm off now.

Peace out.

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠3:00:00 am♠

// D: Illusionist

+ Diane

+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist

+ 0ctober 4th 1990

+ Libra

+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)

+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)

^{BLUE IS THE COLOUR}

// What does your sleeping position says about you?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

// What's your love type

Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

What's Your Love Type?

// Are you too picky when it comes to men?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

// What kind of sexy girl are you?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

// What kind of girl are you?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

// Are you spoiled?

You Are 24% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

Are You Spoiled?

// What flavour Pocky are you?

You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

// Could you be violent?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Could You Be Violent?

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