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Thursday, January 05, 2006
Is this world unfair? Ha! I guess so. It's stupid and I hate it. Oh god... Why does this tears start to flow? My heart's aching and I'm angry and a little sad at the same time?
I HATE YOU!
It's crazy and it's STUPID. Damn this world. Seriously,this world is full of crap.
I just reached home at about 4PM and there goes that STUPID bloody crap. Sometimes I hate my brother. I'm so tired and I have stuff in mind. Expect me to be happy? What's there to? THEY don't understand!! There's why I sort of "break down". It's not because of anything it's just that I feel that like AS IF I'm in the wrong which I'm NOT! In other words accusing. You FISH idiot.
Sometimes I wish I come home a little later. Why? Well because I don't want such thing to happen. I think this is where I can rely on. THE WORLD HAS GONE CRAZY I guess. Stupid. I hate it!!
Damn!
The sad thing is... It's like no one cares! What the ... !! It's like THEY (My family!!) are against me! That's why I say it's SAD! Morons.
Guess what I did? I hit the wall. DAMN IT! What's gotten into you?!?! Why can't you just understand?!?! YOU ARE SIMPLY INCONSIDERATE!
Just because I... Well? Alright... Scratch my brother they make a lot of noise?! HEY! HELLO!! He said stuff about me and it's irritating. Cursing me. Sort of threatening me and what am I suppose to do? Just shut? How can I?! His my younger brother yet his behaving like a devil at times and if you don't teach him,he won't bloody LEARN!
Arghhhhh!!!! CRAP!
When I was in school with my buddy,Xiaoqiang,I feel better but when this crap comes along... It just spoils my mood!
One more thing... Does cute equals to like that person? What the hell! It's crazy. Of course not!! So what? I just think his cute... Big deal? Mind your own. I don't think I like anyone. Sheesh. Haven't I said I need my heart to heal? Alright,maybe at times I feel a little awkward in a sense that I'm a little confused but alright... Let's get things straight. To be frank,I'm still into.......
Well? Yes,that fella. I know it's stupid but I'm healing. I simply don't understand why it always hurts for me. =(
Always see that smile huh? Happy? Ha! At times I am but of course I'm not ALWAYS HAPPY everyDAY. There are ups and downs and sometimes it hurts me alot. I just keep it to myself. I do stuff to make me happy. I don't want to think of all this crap but sometimes it's avoidable. That's one thing I hate the most.
I simply don't understand. It's like when I think someone is cute,the next moment they will be like "That girl likes me" and there you go. Sheesh! Hey,hello! PLEASE WAKE UP! Cute doesn't mean I LIKE THAT PERSON! You idiot! It was just a compliment. I just think that that person is cute. So what? Like you're so good like that. Oh please... Wake up from your STUPID world and welcome to the GET REAL world.
Say whatever you want. Flirt? Playmate? Just shit it. I just think so only. NO BIG DEAL. So don't make a big fuss of it. Just shut it you idiot. Why is this world is just a pain in the ass at times? It doesn't make sense. By just one person's stupid thinking... It makes the world STUPID.
I think the world could be better if there's more peace and people thinking widely instead of being that stereo narrow minded fellow. Sheesh! Get real will ya?
What can I say after all? Guys are suckers. Seriously,at times I find it hard to trust guys. Guys tend to change. Well? Human beings are like that but guys are like clocks. Always changing their minds very fast. I'm not saying all guys are but well? It's just them I guess?
Guys always think they always have the power.
Guys always think that they are always the best.
Guys are suckers.
Oh... Whatelse can I say? Then again,I'm not saying ALL so get that straight to your HEAD!
Just let it be,let it go... Whatever happens... Yes,it's crap. As usual.
*shrugs* Oh well... It's better off alone at times. Sometimes the reason why I'm mean it's because you're MEAN and I don't trust you! You gotta look at yourself yeah?
Shitty world? Haha. What can I say? Life's like that. Just live with it.
Oh god... I have English homework and Maths homework. Ahhh sharks! Hur hur hur... Was one to two minutes late for today's MATHS morning worksheet and had to do it after school which is like about 2.50 - 3PM. What a day... Oh well... Maybe I'll be taking an one hour nap then after that wake up and do my homework. Let me see... I think my homework will take me at the most one hour. Hmm? So maybe at 8.30 or 9PM I'll do my homework. =)
=p *sighs* I simply don't know how I feel... but certainly I'm not happy at the moment.
Is the world falling apart? Hmm...... I wonder...
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠4:51:00 pm♠
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+ 0ctober 4th 1990
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// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
// What's your love type
Your Love Type: ISFJ
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Best matches: ESTP or ESFP
// Are you too picky when it comes to men?
You Are Picky When it Counts
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
// What kind of sexy girl are you?
You Are Fun Sexy
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
// What kind of girl are you?
You are a Brainy Girl!
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
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You Are 24% Spoiled
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
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You Are Flan Pocky
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!
// Could you be violent?
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.
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