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Saturday, January 21, 2006

I guess it's a little tiring this week. I feel kind of tired. Went to the bank earlier on. Damn. So many people. *sigh* So just wait for my turn. Even the waiting at the ATM machine have lots of people but if ATM machine,my side here have too BUT unfortunately now only have one if you're unlucky,too bad - no money.

Met Xiaoqiang at 2.30pm but then ended up meeting her at about 3pm. Went to Bugis and shop a little. Went to Bugis Village with Xiaoqiang (Angie) then met Pearline. I didn't see her! I was looking at stuff then for all you know I felt that someone held my left hand. I turned to see Pearline. It's like the second time I met her at Bugis. Errr...? If I'm not wrong it's twice.

Went elsewhere as Xiaoqiang and I couldn't stand the heat. Went to look at clothes. Went to This Fashion to look around. I bought this white long sleeve tee. It caught my attention. Black is also nice but then white stands out more so I got the white. Was suppose to buy wallet but in the end decided not to. After that we headed down to Bras Basah Complex. Oops... Did I spell it correctly? I haven't been there for quite some time already. Pardon me if I've made a spelling mistake.

We went to the Popular as she wants to search for this book. Oh goodie. We found it. She bought it and while we were planning to head down to Suntec,it started raining! The rain held us back! Darn it. We went across to the Mcdonalds and grab a bite. After that we head down to Raffles Shopping Centre then to CityLink Mall. Thought of heading to Suntec but it was a little off the time limit. I've to go off by then so we just walk around CityLink Mall only.

Wanted to buy Rip Curl wallet but then not only it was a little pricey,it was also not the kind that I want. Saw the Billabong one but Xiaoqiang said it looked too boyish but I think it's nice. It's kind of cool though it may be a little boyish. Hmm...? I don't know. Then again,I thought of buying an OP wallet. Maybe tomorrow I'll take a look and see how. I want to buy shoes too. Those sneakers type. Hmm? Saw this Adidas one but it's pink! If I'm not wrong,that's the only colour. Aww....... Oh well... I see how.

Wanted to go to Hang Ten. The one at Suntec. The clothes there are quite nice. I like it but didn't have the time to drop by instead we went home. Just nice then we didn't have to wait for the MRT. When we were there,the MRT was there already. The door's open and it hasn't that signal of closing yet so we quickly ran in. Just nice. =D

I notice that it's like everytime I go out,I'll at least see someone I know. For instance I saw Pearline and oh... I saw someone that I didn't expect. Someone I've forgotten and I think that hate feeling is lesser but still I don't really like seeing him. The guy that I once said it'll be forever but the forever end. The guy that I was so into that time and finally let go of it. At that type it seems his the only longest guy I've ever like but that isn't true. He isn't the longest one. His only like for two years. About two years only while the longest would be about three and a half years but to be exact - Three years,four months.

This is crappy but hey,I'm picking up those pieces and refreshing my mind with a white blank page. As for now,I really don't have anyone in mind. The feeling isn't there. If I were say,I'd say I still think about him but hey... It's 2006. Forget it. I've been wasting my life like that. Oh dear... It's amazing that 2006 I don't have anyone in mind. Me,myself find it hard to believe too. =) Then again,I don't understand why people still think I'm still in to... "you know who" still. *sigh* Well? His the longest person I've ever liked,so what? Sometimes it's better to let it go and forget it. Anyway,I've been like wasting my life just like that by thinking of him? I don't want my 2006 to be like that.

I want my 2006 to be fresh,happy and a meaningful one. I want to learn and at the same time have fun and be happy. I hope those people will just cut that crap already and for some please stop saying his mine. His not! We never were. Ahhh sharks. Say whatever you want and if you tell tales to him,heck! I don't care already. I'm sick and tired of it. If he wants to believe it,up to him cause I never say anything at all. I mean,why would I?

I mean... He has a brain,he can think...... So........ It's up to him. I seriously don't care. He may have bad impression on me or whatsoever but I really don't care. If it were me,I see what I believe,I believe what I see. Those talking ain't worth anything. People can make it up. Sometimes people have nothing to do that's why they do that cause they got nothing to do.

I'm not saying I'm perfect. Nobody's perfect anyway. I'm just someone who also make mistakes. I know I've made a lot of mistakes in the past. It sucks. I've made a wrong decisions,I've been wasting my time. I've been in that kind of situation before. It isn't good. I was a dreamer back then. I didn't think that far to achieve what I want. Well? Maybe at times I do but most of the time I wasn't really serious with my work. It's only the last minute that I realise that I should have put in more effort as it wasn't that complicated or something.

=( It simply sucks. Looking back at the things at the past,I think now I'm better. Back then I was a little of those perfectionist type. I'm afraid to lose at times and when I fall for someone,I always expect him to always be in the best behaviour and does everything perfect. Stupid huh?

Things change. I don't have that habit already or should I say maybe a few percent left but I'm much better than last time. Back then I was so self-concious. As in whatever I do,I'll reflect and I'll make sure I must be almost perfect or at least good. I hate to lose and if I do,I'll give some excuse. Oh dear... I didn't know I was like that. Hmm... Now? Well? Maybe at times I don't want to lose but at times I give way. I'm also more mature in thinking. =D

I tell myself to look at things differently. I mean... It's your world,it's your choice. So yeah,think differently - be unique. I don't like copycats. I mean why copy?! Just be yourself. If you're you,you look more original. I'm simply me. Like it or not. I'm still Diane and I will always be Diane.

I'm currently trying to adapt that "relax" attitude. I keep telling myself to relax when I feel like flaring up. I don't wish to waste my energy on stupid stuff. Why waste it while you can use it for useful things? =) Unless you really can't help it.

I think my day was a fine one. =) Quite a number of cute guys at CityLink Mall just now. Haha. =) There were a group in front of me earlier on. O_O Haha... =D

Oh well... I'm off now.

Peace out.

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:46:00 pm♠

// D: Illusionist

+ Diane

+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist

+ 0ctober 4th 1990

+ Libra

+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)

+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)

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// What does your sleeping position says about you?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

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// What's your love type

Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

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// Are you too picky when it comes to men?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

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// What kind of sexy girl are you?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

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// What kind of girl are you?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

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// Are you spoiled?

You Are 24% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

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// What flavour Pocky are you?

You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

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// Could you be violent?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

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