Damn damn damn. Yes,damn. My head hurts. Still moodless. Try things that could or rather normally will help me cheer up ain't working at all. Putting a fake smile as I don't want anybody to ask. It's shitty.
Oh well... Yeah yeah. My MSN nickname at the back states "moodless". Whatever.
I feel like smashing something. I don't where should I spill it all. It's freaking me out. Fish fish fish. Yes,more fish coming out from tha mouth. Note: It isn't spelling mistake. It's spelt that way.
Whatever.
Anyway,I think my day is terrible. Why does it have to be today? Why can't it be like 1000 years later? Crap! I'm simply full of rage today. Even listening to my favourite music still makes me angry. Ain't calming me down. Worst of all my head hurts. I feel like scolding those and oh yeah... Guess what? ......Oh but I'm not gonna type it all out. Hmm? Yeah yeah. At least I still have some little bitsy tolerance left. AT LEAST FOR THIS!!!
Bah! Whatever! Just * it. Like I care...
Fishy fishy... Oh great. School's reopening in a week time. Sick sick sick. Arghhhhhhh!!! I hope that I'll be better by then. Hate all the crappy stuff. It's just that I refuse to flare. Some might think I'm that type who wouldn't even flare. Ha!
It's not like I don't know. I know what you people talk behind my back. Yeah yeah... I didn't say all. SOME. For instance if I don't answer your call... You'll be like "wah piang... what the hell..................." and yeah... There you go. I close one eye,don't wanna make it big. I guess it's time I spill it all. I guess it'll ease me a little.
FOR THOSE WHO THINK THAT THEY'RE SO GOOD AND A "HYPOCRITE" THINKING I DON'T KNOW... BIG MISTAKE. I PRETEND NOT TO KNOW AND CHOOSE TO LET IT BE. YOU ARE JUST SO DUMB. YOU HYPOCRITE!!
NOW... BACK OFF. FUCK.
TO THOSE HYPOCRITES WHO LIKES TALKING BEHIND MY BACK... Choose not to read? Why did you even read? You're just a pain in the ass. I don't wanna point or say names. I mean... Come on. You dare to say,dare to admit and feel guilty about it. Don't pretend with your "fairytale" lies. Like I even care! Sheesh... Dream on! YOU FREAK!
Alright. I apologise (BUT NOT TO THOSE HYPOCRITES) if I've used some harsh words for today. I just can't help it. To those sincere friends/readers,I hope you understand and thank you very much for your time here reading my entries. I think that's the only way I could express myself.
It's just that sometimes people talk without even REFLECTING at themselves. You can talk and say whatever you want. No matter what,I know who am I and I know what I want. I'm me,I'm Diane. It's my life and no one can change the way I am only myself. Get that straight into your head! You better do and stop being so annoying. Hate it so much. Only know how to comment and say you're this,you're that. What about your stupid self? Are you that great?
My foot! I'll step on you and let's see are you that better that me! I'll make sure I'll bring you down. Well? I don't believe in giving someone who is so evil a second chance. How can you trust them!?!? You're the one who wanted it that way so let it be then and I'll never forgive those evil people. Why forgive?! I can never trust those sickos. They're just a pain in the.... Whatever. You know what.
I think I'm feeling slightly better and I hope it'll be much better after this.
Oh yeahhhhh... I think I'm feeling the heat now. Want more? I don't think I'll heat it now. I guess I'll soak myself with ice for now.
Hmm? Whatever.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠7:56:00 pm♠
// D: Illusionist
+ Diane
+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist
+ 0ctober 4th 1990
+ Libra
+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)
+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School  (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)
BLUE IS THE COLOUR
// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.