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Saturday, December 17, 2005

[ 17.12.05 ]

Went around to find LIME magazine but couldn't find. Finally there's a few copies left at 7-11! The other day I went to check it isn't there.

Oh well... Went to buy my brother books this morning with my mother. Also bought PE tee for him. Well? They change the PE tee that's why. Change house too.

Oh goodie! Just received the letter. I got an Edusave Scholarship. =D Last year I got it too but it wasn't the Edusave Scholarship. Oh yes. I guess I've finally achieved what I've always wanted. =D Yipee! =) La La LA...

The date of the letter was yesterday but I didn't check my letter box only just now then I checked. Currently there's this Christmas party at the multi-purpose hall downstairs my place. I can those noise. Haha. Yeah,even though I'm living in a high floor. 14th storey. How high is that? Hmm? Haha. The highest in my block is 16th storey. So 14th is okay I guess. =D Some friends think it's too high. In fact,most friends think so. I think it's okay.

Oh goodie. In the letter it states that the ceremony will take place on the 2nd of January 2006 and my seat number is C25. Hmm? I wonder who will I be sitting with? Last year,my row were all boys. Well? Ya... For the F seats,my side there. All boys and I'm the only girl! All not from my school. Different school. I feel small. Haha but hey! I'm wearing the uniform so I feel proud about my school. =D

Anyway,that was what I've been waiting for. Haha. So now wanna know why I'm always so high in standards and pushing myself? I want some rewards! Haha. Well? Ok,if it wasn't for that. It's also for myself. =) Class position is important and I always limit myself to 5th position at the most but it'll be a great achievement if I could improve and get the top 3 spot. I mean,who wouldn't want to do well and aces?

Besides position,I also believe that topping for subjects is simply very satisfying. I don't know to some but maybe to some class position is more important but to me both are important. Anyway,topping for subjects makes you feel proud of yourself. Seriously,I've always feel very proud and pleased with it if I topped for a subject. It'll be happier if you topped for more than one. So don't get me wrong and thinking I'm arrogant.

Call me competitive but don't get me wrong. I think it's a challenge. If you know that you'll be able to give it your best,why waste it? Just do your best and tada! To some it may be a title,yes I ever think of it that way but look at it differently. Think of it this way,"If I top for this subject,I'm sure that not only myself will be proud,my parents too." Hmm? Again,different people - different thinking. =)

I've always wanted to top for English since primary school but I always came in like 5th or something for English and I always tell myself... I'll do better next time. I didn't stop. I keep trying. Secondary one was a golden moment. Throughout the year I top the class for English and I was really pleased with it. I didn't expect it to happen. The second year in secondary two it was a little up and down. 1st,2nd,2nd,1st. But it was alright. I was about one,two marks behind 1st but the End-Of-Year examinations,I didn't expect to do very well. My hopes were half only by then as I sort of feel disappointed with myself for not doing well. 80 and I was like wow. Shock,don't know what to say.

My point is... If you believe in yourself,I'm sure you'll make it. Just keep trying and strive for it! =) I'll never forget that I've always topped the class for CPA. I didn't really take CPA very very serious. Well? Ok,I am serious with theory but practical? It's more like leisure. Yeah. It's more of fun. That's the time where you can have your own touch to it. Well? That's to me,don't know about other people.

That's how I've always aim very high. Always wanted to maintain three subjects. Arrogant? Haha. Say whatever you want but I think I'm competitive. Well? At least you know you're doing well and know what you're doing. =D People can say what they want but if you want something,go for it. I know it's tough maintaining. Haha. I even heard once for someone saying they wish to beat me. Haha. So...? It's a challenge to me. Like it or not. Diane will always be Diane. I'm simply me. Don't like me? Neither do I.

Accept people for who they are. Don't go for status ya? Well? People who knows me that well will know what type of person I am. =) It's how you treat others. I can be very serious yet I can be very crappy and talk rubbish. I'm not saying I'm perfect nor do I say I'm perfect. I make mistakes. Yes,I've to admit that. I've made tons of mistakes but I choose to learn from it. Ok,maybe at times there's this little ego stuck in my head but hey! Soon or later,it dies. I realise it and I'll be like... "Woo-hoho. Stop it."

Trying to be a perfectionist? Maybe to some I seem to be like one but... I'm not really a perfectionist. Maybe with my work. Be it assignment or project but other than that. I'm alright. You can ask my good buddy how I'm like. Sometimes with just jokes it can makes me laugh like mad. =D Surprise about that? I'm not lying. It's the truth. There's something I dislike about myself at times it's that I can be violent when I'm angry. I can be quite impatient at times. Wish I could be the oppsite. To some they think my temper is quite ok. Hmm? Nah. I'm not all that.

When I'm angry,I'll be shouting. When I get violent,I can hit that person. Smack that person and sometimes pull the person's shirt or collar. I won't be nice if I'm angry. It's horrible. Monster? I guess so. Well? I'm not that person who is always so angry for nothing. Oh come on!~ Surely there's a reason. Yeah and the reason is people disturbing me. Shouting at me for no reason and is a little violent. That could flare me up.

Everyone does get angry. Sometimes when I'm angry I won't be all that I've mention above but at times I am all of the above. It depends on what kind of situation it is. I can try to control my temper. Again....depending on situation. =)

When I'm in a let loose mood. Very happy mood that is. I can very crazy. I can be whatever you say. Lame? Oh yeah. Whatever. Haha but I won't harm anyone. Just lots of laughter only.

Sometimes I just want to be something else so I may act like I'm a little dumb. Can you believe that some people believe it? Wahahaha! I'm laughing now. Couldn't believe they believe it! I've heard people saying... "She's too innocent! Haha!" Innocent as in dumb way. Don't know about stuff. Hmm? Whatever you say. I know some people thinks they could take advantage of me till the later stage where I show my true colours and ..... Guess what? They got so shock and were like... "How come you so smart?" and I was like... "Oh god. Everyone's not born stupid you idiot."

I was just acting dumb. Wanna know what kind of person they are. I even act strange back then. I will tilt my head to the right at times looking at things strangely and I've heard someone said... "Eh,eh! Look... She very strange huh?" I heard it. I was laughing but keep it to myself.

Hmm? Weird? I guess so. I simply want to try something different. Sometimes I look at things as drama. Oh sheesh. What am I thinking? Hmm? I guess that's how unique I am. Haha!

Anyway,everyone of us are unique in our own ways. =)

I'm simply me. I don't like copy cats. Copy cats just do what other people do. Sheesh. You mean you have no brains of your own? Haha. No offence but that's my own opinion. You should be yourself. Fight for your rights and who you wanna be and not let others control your mind. Darn. That is so WRONG. I wonder what's in those people head. Hmm........? ["Hey! Could you give me a hammer?"] LOL!

Oops. Errrr? It was nothing. =D Ok,I was just kidding about that part. The one in the bracket.

Pretty fast it's already 17 of December. Oh goodie. Chelsea vs Arsenal tomorrow. How interesting. 11.55PM. =D

Haha. How come I begin to be interested in football matches? My my... I wonder how and why I am interested in it. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Alright. I'm off now. Got to take care of myself. =D Yeah,my left eye. =D Alright... You take care too.

Peace.

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠10:21:00 pm♠

// D: Illusionist

+ Diane

+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist

+ 0ctober 4th 1990

+ Libra

+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)

+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)

^{BLUE IS THE COLOUR}

// What does your sleeping position says about you?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

// What's your love type

Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

What's Your Love Type?

// Are you too picky when it comes to men?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

// What kind of sexy girl are you?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

// What kind of girl are you?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

// Are you spoiled?

You Are 24% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

Are You Spoiled?

// What flavour Pocky are you?

You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

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// Could you be violent?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Could You Be Violent?

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