Do I still........? No. It can't be. It must be a mistake or something right? I bet it isn't right at all.
Yes,it isn't right but why do I think of it at times? Especially you. Well? You know who. Stupid. It doesn't make sense. It's over,it's gone. I'm simply so wrong. Why do I still hold on? I thought it's over too but just now I start to think of it.
Why does this keep occuring? It sucks. Yes yes. I know I should just move on and not think of 'You know who'. I did. I even tried. Oh well.... Let's not talk about it. It isn't worth.
So fast it's 14 of December. Oh! Michael Owen's birthday! Haha. Happy Birthday to him!! =)
Soon to be my fourth using Vichy. Errr? Fourth day? Ya,I think so. =) La La LA........
I start to think of my primary three classmate out of the blue. Yeah. Her name is Afifah. Don't know if she still remember me. I don't know why I start to think of her. Oh,not only her but also someone. La La LA... Sometimes when I think about that person,it makes me smile. That person is funny but I'll never admit it in front of that person! =D
Friends friends friends... I sort of miss my friends. Yup! Especially primary school friends but some people simply change. I wish they remain the same. Some people act very very mature and in my own view it seems that their a little bit proud. They wouldn't even talk to you nor do they know you and the fact is... I bet they still know who you are!
Sheesh. Crappy huh? What can I say? People change but hey! I'm still the same. Same old me. Well? Maybe I'm slightly more mature now than last time. =D Maybe I wasn't that deep in thoughts last time. Unlike now I'm more deep in my thoughts. I guess this world is meant for you to explore. There's so many things in this world and many wonderful and sour things. It's always full of ups and downs but I believe if you never give up,you'll be fine.
Another thing about friends is that they can be good and they can be a bad influence. So... Choose your friends wisely. =) Don't know why people want to be a baddy? What's so great about being a baddy? I don't see anything good being a baddy. Maybe to some it seems cool but tell you what,you're wasting your time. Why be a baddy while you can be that goodie that people will look upon?
Whatever it is. It's simply your point of view. We all have our point of views so it's up to you. =) I'm just saying that stay out of trouble. Yeah,that's my main point.
I like someone faithful. Someone you can share your thoughts and feelings with. Someone you can joke and laugh with and be happy. Someone understanding and sensible. Is there that type of person? Will I ever find that kind of kind soul? Sometimes it's hard to trust guys.
You don't know what are their intentions and don't know if their true to you or not. Some guys just want something. Once they got that something... "Goodbye!" Yes,goodbye to you. To them it's nothing. Their not losing anything. They can do it over and over again. Fun? Hmm...? I guess to them it is. This heartless idiots! Damn you! I hate this kind of people. Selfish and ego. Tsk tsk. Shame on you!
Oh well....... I hope people know what they are doing. Who doesn't want to have fun? I bet everyone does but pardon me,not in this kind of manner. Especially if that person is good looking,I bet they wouldn't mind giving it to them but after that they'll regret it. Aww... No point crying over a spill milk.
Alright. I'm off now.
=) Peace...
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠12:33:00 am♠
// D: Illusionist
+ Diane
+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist
+ 0ctober 4th 1990
+ Libra
+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)
+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School  (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)
BLUE IS THE COLOUR
// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.