[ 02.12.05 ]

Oh goodie! My Blog of Poems skin has changed already. Besides that,I've change the layout too. The other time I encounter some errors. So... I've fixed everything already. =D The previous one wasn't that suitable so I removed everything.

Oh! My old tagboard for this blog has moved to my other blog. =D So that means my blog of poems finally have a tag board. =D Hurray! Haha.

Oh well..... Tag tag tag! =)

I did the skin for my blogs. =) Notice the D-Illusionist,followed by the copyrights? Yeah! It's me! Haha. I feel very proud of it as I design the skin! =D

Alright,enough of that. Today is Friday. Gosh. Time flies really fast. I wish I could turn back time and freeze it. I wanna be young! [Forever!] Haha. Seriously,I'd like to turn back time but it isn't possible. Awww... Sad. What to do? This is life. You can't turn back time. All you can do is to plan ahead.

Sometimes I wish I was a guy. It's like being a female,you suffer a lot. Well? To me,I think that way. It's always the guys that are in power,stuff like that. Have you ever heard of "World Richest Woman"? No right? I always heard of "World Richest Man",that is - Bill Gates.

It's like woman have to go through all the pain. Just look at your mother. That's one example of it. Your mother have to carry you for 9 months,10 days before delivering you. Poor thing and can you imagine the pain that she has to go through? Some people are just so ungrateful.

So not fair! Guys are way stronger than girls. Damn. I wanna be as strong as them too! Humph! I don't know how should I put this in words but it's like they always have an advantage. Darn it. Oh why,oh why.......!!

*sigh* I guess there's so many people in this world. All kinds of them. The good and the bad. I hope I meet those good ones. I don't wish to meet the bad ones.

Some guys can be really sweet. While some guys can be really abusive. Just hate that kind. Is that the only thing they know - Violence? I hate guys who likes to beat and whack others. I like guys who treat others with respect. That's sweet.

What makes a good guy?

Someone who cares? Someone good looking? Blah blah blah...

Well? No. You know good looking guys they have more advantage. Seriously. I know some quite good looking guys who are flirts. It's easy for girls to fall for this kind of stuff. Why? Simple! Their good looking,silly. Just like guys. They see some sexy girl.......then you know what. My point is - Don't be deceived by looks.

He or she can be good looking but what type of person he/she is? They could be gold diggers, play boy,play mate... Stuff like that. The reason why I say good looking guys have more advantage is because with their looks they always get what they want from the girl. Get what I mean?

I'm not saying all good looking guys are like that. Haha. Don't get me wrong. =)

Well? Sometimes guy can be really sweet. Yes and I mean very. Very patient,very understanding,has a good sense of humor,has a big heart,etc. Awww... I guess there's two sides to it. The other is the abusive type. Very violent,flare up easily,etc. Oh and there's the flirt. Go around flirting with girls,breaking their hearts,do whatever he likes,etc.

Hmm...? This world has all sorts of people. But hey! We have eyes right? Haha. We often tend to just see people by it's looks. Good looking = good person. Not really. It's just the outer cover that his "good" but that doesn't mean that his good. Who knows he/she may be a devil inside. Hey! Anything's possible. =)

I just feel that we should be fair to everyone. Whether you're good looking,cute or whatsoever. At the end of the day,we're still god's children. Nobody's perfect anyway. We all make mistakes.

Sometimes we just go along with our emotions and often regret for doing what we have done. What's done can't be undone. Oh well.......

Enough of that matter. =) Let's end that for now.

Hmm... Just bought this product which cost me $65. Thought of buying this cleanser for sensitive skin which cost about $30. There's a long list waiting for me actually. I'm still holding on. Trying not to let it go too soon. If I do,I'll shop like mad but I don't wish to do that. Spending money means heart ache. Once in awhile it's alright. If everyday? I think I'll go crazy. LOL!

Planning to buy an OP wallet. Was just planning only. Maybe I'll buy. Well? See how.

I guess I should start doing my homework one of this days. Don't want to hang on till the last minute. Last minute? Isn't that my title? Haha. Well? Ok,not really but I wouldn't say totally not at all. Hmm? Half of it? Haha. Okay okay. Cut the crap. Damn,I'm crapping again. LOL.

I guess I'm a little in the high mood. High as in all laughter but hey,I can be serious if there's a need to switch my mood to it. =)

Alright. I'm off now.

Peace out.

// illusionist*