W E L C ♠ M E
// My Illusions*
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Oh goodie. I feel better. Well? Unlike yesterday. Yesterday was the worst! =p Hate it.
Goodie. Chelsea won! Manchester City 0,Chelsea 1. =D Nice. Next match is on the 31st of December. With errr? I can't quite remember who. Will check it out later when I have the time.
Currently listening to The Click Five's songs. "Just The Girl" at the moment. The one before this is "Angel to you,devil to me". Haha. Nice song. =)
I was listening to New Order before listening to The Click Five songs. Hmm...? Have you heard of New Order's "Krafty"? Ain't that bad... Quite nice but well? I'm not sure about to you people. =D Goodie. It's like there's people joining my community these days. Amazing. Well? Sort of a surprise to me as I didn't expect it. Well... Expect the unexpected! Haha.
Hmm? I guess I'm the oppsite of yesterday! Weeeee~ I don't know why I'm full of spirit today. Haha. I wonder what's gotten into me? Hmm......... *wondering*
"I heard you go... I miss you so........" Haha. That's Fort Minor's "Where'd You Go?". Mike Shinoda!! Yeah... He rocks! I think his talented. =) Way to go! I can't believe my favourite band is Linkin Park. Well? Wanna know why? Hmm... Ok,well... I used to dislike Linkin Park. I can't hear anything and I find it noisy. Well? I mean can't hear them singing. More like shouting at the top of their lungs... Somehow I got attracted to the band. Haha.
I rememebered Jaclyn lend me her Linkin Park CD. "Hybrid Theory". Yeah,that album. Didn't expect myself to be attracted to it. I was just like gotta listen for fun and maybe comment about it? Haha but I didn't expect it to turn out that way. It was "One Step Closer" and "In The End" that got me a little attracted to it. Hmm...but I guess "One Step Closer" is the one that really makes me attracted to the band and I sort of change my mind I guess. If it weren't for that... Hmm? I guess I won't like Linkin Park till today.
Ever since that,I was addicted to "One Step Closer". Yeah. Haha. "Papercut" was also not bad. "One Step Closer" I like the part when they shout "Shut up!" Haha. "Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!!!! I'm about to break........." Haha.
Gonna find that CD! I sort of miss those songs. =D
Hmm? Alright. I'm off now.
TV time! Yes,"Dia". Simply like that show.
=) Peace out...
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠5:01:00 pm♠
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Damn damn damn. Yes,damn. My head hurts. Still moodless. Try things that could or rather normally will help me cheer up ain't working at all. Putting a fake smile as I don't want anybody to ask. It's shitty.
Oh well... Yeah yeah. My MSN nickname at the back states "moodless". Whatever.
I feel like smashing something. I don't where should I spill it all. It's freaking me out. Fish fish fish. Yes,more fish coming out from tha mouth. Note: It isn't spelling mistake. It's spelt that way.
Whatever.
Anyway,I think my day is terrible. Why does it have to be today? Why can't it be like 1000 years later? Crap! I'm simply full of rage today. Even listening to my favourite music still makes me angry. Ain't calming me down. Worst of all my head hurts. I feel like scolding those and oh yeah... Guess what? ......Oh but I'm not gonna type it all out. Hmm? Yeah yeah. At least I still have some little bitsy tolerance left. AT LEAST FOR THIS!!!
Bah! Whatever! Just * it. Like I care...
Fishy fishy... Oh great. School's reopening in a week time. Sick sick sick. Arghhhhhhh!!! I hope that I'll be better by then. Hate all the crappy stuff. It's just that I refuse to flare. Some might think I'm that type who wouldn't even flare. Ha!
It's not like I don't know. I know what you people talk behind my back. Yeah yeah... I didn't say all. SOME. For instance if I don't answer your call... You'll be like "wah piang... what the hell..................." and yeah... There you go. I close one eye,don't wanna make it big. I guess it's time I spill it all. I guess it'll ease me a little.
FOR THOSE WHO THINK THAT THEY'RE SO GOOD AND A "HYPOCRITE" THINKING I DON'T KNOW... BIG MISTAKE. I PRETEND NOT TO KNOW AND CHOOSE TO LET IT BE. YOU ARE JUST SO DUMB. YOU HYPOCRITE!!
NOW... BACK OFF. FUCK.
TO THOSE HYPOCRITES WHO LIKES TALKING BEHIND MY BACK...
Choose not to read? Why did you even read? You're just a pain in the ass. I don't wanna point or say names. I mean... Come on. You dare to say,dare to admit and feel guilty about it. Don't pretend with your "fairytale" lies. Like I even care! Sheesh... Dream on! YOU FREAK!
Alright. I apologise (BUT NOT TO THOSE HYPOCRITES) if I've used some harsh words for today. I just can't help it. To those sincere friends/readers,I hope you understand and thank you very much for your time here reading my entries. I think that's the only way I could express myself.
It's just that sometimes people talk without even REFLECTING at themselves. You can talk and say whatever you want. No matter what,I know who am I and I know what I want. I'm me,I'm Diane. It's my life and no one can change the way I am only myself. Get that straight into your head! You better do and stop being so annoying. Hate it so much. Only know how to comment and say you're this,you're that. What about your stupid self? Are you that great?
My foot! I'll step on you and let's see are you that better that me! I'll make sure I'll bring you down. Well? I don't believe in giving someone who is so evil a second chance. How can you trust them!?!? You're the one who wanted it that way so let it be then and I'll never forgive those evil people. Why forgive?! I can never trust those sickos. They're just a pain in the.... Whatever. You know what.
I think I'm feeling slightly better and I hope it'll be much better after this.
Oh yeahhhhh... I think I'm feeling the heat now. Want more? I don't think I'll heat it now. I guess I'll soak myself with ice for now.
Hmm? Whatever.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠7:56:00 pm♠
[ 28.12.05 ]
I guess this is the only place I can spill it all. I simply can't take it. I'm holding back my tears and my heart is aching. Times like this simply sucks. I don't like the idea of it.
Arghhhhh!! Don't want to mention what happened. It's rubbish. I hate it and it sucks. All I want is peace. I had enough of it. This world is shitty. Frankly speaking this world isn't fair. Want to know why? HUMANS are always making it shitty. Whatever happen is because of humans. God is fair but not humans. They are always so selfish.
Was in a very bad mood just now. Fish and that's all I can say. Part of me when upside down and it's sinking. What a "terrific" day huh? Those fishes. Die you damn thing! Whatever.
Oh why oh why... Did I woke up the wrong side of the bed? Sheesh. That's rubbish. Hate it,never like it. 28 of December. How interesting. Piece of crap. Yeah,crap!!
Oh god... I've never written an entry like this before. I simply can't help it anymore! I got nobody to turn to. All my anger is kept within and those tears of anger is being held back. My heart is aching. My eyes are pain and so does my head. It's aching and it's bleeding I guess? My heart will never heal. Enough of those crappy stuff,now this? Hmm? So what's next? I wonder......
Trying every little thing to make me forget all this crappy things and calm my soul but why couldn't I just settle down? I still feel a little angry though it's been like three hours ago. Sheesh. A little hint. I simply can't really calm down! I'll see that person no matter what. Be it,kitchen... blah blah blah. I guess you know what I mean by now.
I hate this world. I hate the people around. I hate everything.
This world is wonderful but those shitters make it horrible. I love some people but I hate the evil people around. I love the stuff but shitters make it sucky. Oh god........ I wonder what's next.
Whatever happen to the light that I once have? Everything is shitty ever since that troublemaker appear in my life. The life I had about five to six years ago was rather peaceful than now. Oh god... Why does everything have to change too dramastically? Is this some kind of punishment? When did I go wrong? I didn't do anything wrong back then. Seriously,I think I'm way better compared to the person I am now. I was too innocent back then! I don't hate,I only love. All I could ever think was FUN! Friends! Freedom! That's all...
Things started to change ever since then... If I never met those suckers,I bet my life would still be peaceful. It's not the above mentioned person. Someone you people don't know. Worst of all that person's kiddies were studying in the same school as me! How nice? Shitty huh? It's a long story actually. It affects me too. It sort of emotionally affect me. I begin to hate them ever since that day.
Life was a little shitty I guess. Friends are also shitty. Especially if you're the middle person and both parties keep poking you and you don't know who to listen to! Why? Well... I think both parties aren't really that sincere. They just wanna like snatch me and see who gets it. Gets to be my friend that is and it's like when I'm their friend,that person lose. Isn't it dumb? Besides,the two were good friends actually but they had a little conflict and things were when loose I guess.
Don't know what were they thinking. Anyway,I'm not really their friend. It's more like they were sort of making use of me? Hmm? That's what I think. I knew they weren't really that sincere so I play along. I was just acting their friend but to speak the truth,I don't like them. Hypocrites. Yeah,that's the word for them.
Oh god... I can't believe I'm spilling all these? Oh heck!
I'm off now. I've stuff to do.
Peace.
[ tHiS wOrLd hAs LosT iTs gLOrY... LeTs StArT A BrAnD nEw StOrY.............. ]
I guess this is the only place I can spill it all. I simply can't take it. I'm holding back my tears and my heart is aching. Times like this simply sucks. I don't like the idea of it.
Arghhhhh!! Don't want to mention what happened. It's rubbish. I hate it and it sucks. All I want is peace. I had enough of it. This world is shitty. Frankly speaking this world isn't fair. Want to know why? HUMANS are always making it shitty. Whatever happen is because of humans. God is fair but not humans. They are always so selfish.
Was in a very bad mood just now. Fish and that's all I can say. Part of me when upside down and it's sinking. What a "terrific" day huh? Those fishes. Die you damn thing! Whatever.
Oh why oh why... Did I woke up the wrong side of the bed? Sheesh. That's rubbish. Hate it,never like it. 28 of December. How interesting. Piece of crap. Yeah,crap!!
Oh god... I've never written an entry like this before. I simply can't help it anymore! I got nobody to turn to. All my anger is kept within and those tears of anger is being held back. My heart is aching. My eyes are pain and so does my head. It's aching and it's bleeding I guess? My heart will never heal. Enough of those crappy stuff,now this? Hmm? So what's next? I wonder......
Trying every little thing to make me forget all this crappy things and calm my soul but why couldn't I just settle down? I still feel a little angry though it's been like three hours ago. Sheesh. A little hint. I simply can't really calm down! I'll see that person no matter what. Be it,kitchen... blah blah blah. I guess you know what I mean by now.
I hate this world. I hate the people around. I hate everything.
This world is wonderful but those shitters make it horrible. I love some people but I hate the evil people around. I love the stuff but shitters make it sucky. Oh god........ I wonder what's next.
Whatever happen to the light that I once have? Everything is shitty ever since that troublemaker appear in my life. The life I had about five to six years ago was rather peaceful than now. Oh god... Why does everything have to change too dramastically? Is this some kind of punishment? When did I go wrong? I didn't do anything wrong back then. Seriously,I think I'm way better compared to the person I am now. I was too innocent back then! I don't hate,I only love. All I could ever think was FUN! Friends! Freedom! That's all...
Things started to change ever since then... If I never met those suckers,I bet my life would still be peaceful. It's not the above mentioned person. Someone you people don't know. Worst of all that person's kiddies were studying in the same school as me! How nice? Shitty huh? It's a long story actually. It affects me too. It sort of emotionally affect me. I begin to hate them ever since that day.
Life was a little shitty I guess. Friends are also shitty. Especially if you're the middle person and both parties keep poking you and you don't know who to listen to! Why? Well... I think both parties aren't really that sincere. They just wanna like snatch me and see who gets it. Gets to be my friend that is and it's like when I'm their friend,that person lose. Isn't it dumb? Besides,the two were good friends actually but they had a little conflict and things were when loose I guess.
Don't know what were they thinking. Anyway,I'm not really their friend. It's more like they were sort of making use of me? Hmm? That's what I think. I knew they weren't really that sincere so I play along. I was just acting their friend but to speak the truth,I don't like them. Hypocrites. Yeah,that's the word for them.
Oh god... I can't believe I'm spilling all these? Oh heck!
I'm off now. I've stuff to do.
Peace.
[ tHiS wOrLd hAs LosT iTs gLOrY... LeTs StArT A BrAnD nEw StOrY.............. ]
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠4:16:00 pm♠
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
[ 27.12.05 ]
Yawn! Erughhhh... Tired. Well? I guess after this entry I'll be ZzZzzZzz (in Fantasy Land). Haha.
Was out earlier on. La La LA... Tired. Went to Marina Square then to Suntec. =D The toliet at Marina,oh god... So many people want to use today! I've never seen the line so long before and I mean very long. What to do? I need to use! So I've to hold on for a little while more. Thank god when it's my turn... Ahhhhh! Nice timing. Haha.
Went to the The Face Shop just now to look at their products. Hmm? All from Korea huh? Looks appealing. Maybe I'll try next time. Yesterday I also bought this mask which is also from Korea. So far... Hmm? I would be lying if I say I've never tried Korean products before. I think it doesn't really irritates my skin. The Yellow Soil Mask that I've used before is a Korean product. The deep cleansing mask is also quite ok. Not bad.
Yesterday I got myself four tissue mask and one bottle of peel of mask. That bottle I bought is errr? Salt? Yeah,something like that. I heard it's good so I decided to give it a try. My face is slightly less oily. =D So I guess it's ok. Besides,Vichy product is also good. That's my cleanser for now. Vichy Normaderm. =)
Cleanser,Thermal Spa Spray,Moisturiser,Concentrate Anti-Imperfections and exfoliator. Yeah,I use those. Mostly if I'm a little lazy after the cleanser I'll just spray. If I'm not I'll use all except exfoliator. I only exfoliate once or twice a week only as I have sensitive skin. Sheesh. Why do I have such skin? I never knew I have sensitive skin till recently.
I guess that's how my face is sort of red as I didn't use products that are for sensitive skin. Well? It's better now. People used to think I use blusher. Oh god. Why would I? I don't use make up. I scared it'll cause break outs! Anyway,I have sensitive skin and I think it'll make it worst! The only think I use is either lip balm or lipstick for my lips only. Not more than that. =)
I wish my skin weren't sensitive. It's a little difficult and kind of expensive to buy those products for sensitive skin. My Vichy Normaderm set would have cost me $109 and if I were to buy with the exfoliator it'll be like $109 + $31 = $140! I only paid about $120 the other day and it's like on promotion. Well? I also bought the thermal spa water spray so it's... Well? Yeah. $120. I did save anyway so I think it's worth it.
I think I spend lots of money on my face already. I think I've spent about $200. Oh god. Heart ache! Haha but what to do? Got to take care of my face! Especially sensitive skin!! Can't let it be like that. Arghhhhh! I envy those people with normal skin. I have sensitive skin and I tend to worry whenever I want to buy a product. I always have to check the label if it's for sensitive skin or not. Kinda troublesome huh? What to do.
La La LAaAaa...
3 - 2. Yup. Chelsea 3,Fulham 2. Was out earlier on only manage to catch errr? The second half of the match. Watched Manchester United match just now but only first half. Didn't watch second half. I heard it's 3 - 0. Manchester United 3,West Brom 0. Hmm? Chelsea still leading with 49 points. =D Followed by Manchester United with 40 points and Liverpool with errr? 30 something points. Can't quite remember. Tottenham is 4th.
Gallas and Lampard scored for the first half. Crespo scored for second half. Joe Cole pass the ball to Crespo and oh! Nice one. =) Chelsea!! Haha. Joe Cole.... =D His kinda cute. My mother say he has nice eyes. =D His a good player. Well? Chelsea have good players and they play very well. I guess that's why their leading. Manchester United is also alright. Wayne Rooney! Yeah,my favourite player. =D
Let me see... Hmm? Favourite players?
Errr?
+ Frank Lampard
+ John Terry
+ Joe Cole
+ Wayne Rooney
+ Michael Owen
=D Alright. I used to be so into Zinedine Zidane and well? Ronaldo too. The Brazilian player. Hmm? Ok and maybe David Beckham. I'd be lying if I say I never like David Beckham. =)
2.33AM. Yawns! Sheesh. Just look at the time.
Alright,I'm off now.
Peace!
Yawn! Erughhhh... Tired. Well? I guess after this entry I'll be ZzZzzZzz (in Fantasy Land). Haha.
Was out earlier on. La La LA... Tired. Went to Marina Square then to Suntec. =D The toliet at Marina,oh god... So many people want to use today! I've never seen the line so long before and I mean very long. What to do? I need to use! So I've to hold on for a little while more. Thank god when it's my turn... Ahhhhh! Nice timing. Haha.
Went to the The Face Shop just now to look at their products. Hmm? All from Korea huh? Looks appealing. Maybe I'll try next time. Yesterday I also bought this mask which is also from Korea. So far... Hmm? I would be lying if I say I've never tried Korean products before. I think it doesn't really irritates my skin. The Yellow Soil Mask that I've used before is a Korean product. The deep cleansing mask is also quite ok. Not bad.
Yesterday I got myself four tissue mask and one bottle of peel of mask. That bottle I bought is errr? Salt? Yeah,something like that. I heard it's good so I decided to give it a try. My face is slightly less oily. =D So I guess it's ok. Besides,Vichy product is also good. That's my cleanser for now. Vichy Normaderm. =)
Cleanser,Thermal Spa Spray,Moisturiser,Concentrate Anti-Imperfections and exfoliator. Yeah,I use those. Mostly if I'm a little lazy after the cleanser I'll just spray. If I'm not I'll use all except exfoliator. I only exfoliate once or twice a week only as I have sensitive skin. Sheesh. Why do I have such skin? I never knew I have sensitive skin till recently.
I guess that's how my face is sort of red as I didn't use products that are for sensitive skin. Well? It's better now. People used to think I use blusher. Oh god. Why would I? I don't use make up. I scared it'll cause break outs! Anyway,I have sensitive skin and I think it'll make it worst! The only think I use is either lip balm or lipstick for my lips only. Not more than that. =)
I wish my skin weren't sensitive. It's a little difficult and kind of expensive to buy those products for sensitive skin. My Vichy Normaderm set would have cost me $109 and if I were to buy with the exfoliator it'll be like $109 + $31 = $140! I only paid about $120 the other day and it's like on promotion. Well? I also bought the thermal spa water spray so it's... Well? Yeah. $120. I did save anyway so I think it's worth it.
I think I spend lots of money on my face already. I think I've spent about $200. Oh god. Heart ache! Haha but what to do? Got to take care of my face! Especially sensitive skin!! Can't let it be like that. Arghhhhh! I envy those people with normal skin. I have sensitive skin and I tend to worry whenever I want to buy a product. I always have to check the label if it's for sensitive skin or not. Kinda troublesome huh? What to do.
La La LAaAaa...
3 - 2. Yup. Chelsea 3,Fulham 2. Was out earlier on only manage to catch errr? The second half of the match. Watched Manchester United match just now but only first half. Didn't watch second half. I heard it's 3 - 0. Manchester United 3,West Brom 0. Hmm? Chelsea still leading with 49 points. =D Followed by Manchester United with 40 points and Liverpool with errr? 30 something points. Can't quite remember. Tottenham is 4th.
Gallas and Lampard scored for the first half. Crespo scored for second half. Joe Cole pass the ball to Crespo and oh! Nice one. =) Chelsea!! Haha. Joe Cole.... =D His kinda cute. My mother say he has nice eyes. =D His a good player. Well? Chelsea have good players and they play very well. I guess that's why their leading. Manchester United is also alright. Wayne Rooney! Yeah,my favourite player. =D
Let me see... Hmm? Favourite players?
Errr?
+ Frank Lampard
+ John Terry
+ Joe Cole
+ Wayne Rooney
+ Michael Owen
=D Alright. I used to be so into Zinedine Zidane and well? Ronaldo too. The Brazilian player. Hmm? Ok and maybe David Beckham. I'd be lying if I say I never like David Beckham. =)
2.33AM. Yawns! Sheesh. Just look at the time.
Alright,I'm off now.
Peace!
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠2:33:00 am♠
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Ho Ho Ho!! Ho ho ho!! ...Merry Christmas everybody! Jingle bells,jingle bells... Jingle all the way.........
Well? Ok,Merry Christmas all and thank you for the wishes,cards,what have you... =) Thanks anyway. Well? I don't celebrate Christmas actually. My grandmother,my auntie and uncle does cause their Christians. La La LA... So don't know what makes you think I'm a christian. Is it my name? LOL.
Anyway,I just ate my pizza finished. Yum yum! Ordered two large pizza. Err? Extra large that is. I'm so full! Only ate a few pieces. Was out earlier on. Went shopping. It's like cheap so why waste? Grab it! Grab it! Grab it!!!! Haha. Oh well...
Ok,I didn't buy that much stuff. I bought a few only. I bought mask(s) actually. Went to SaSa to buy. Wanted to go to the The Body Shop but somewhat I forgot. Went to IMM then to Jurong Point then went home. Yum yum. Ate a lot today. I'm so full! A bloated girl. Haha. Hmm? I saw a few people and I saw Keith,my classmate. Didn't expect to see him. Sheesh. Haha. K.F.C. LOL! No offence. That was just a joke only between me and him. No hard feelings. =)
I think the first person to wish me today was Sam. Yeah,Samson via SMS. Haha. I was kinda shock. His the first to wish "Merry Christmas". Pearline as usual give me Christmas card. Thanks girl! Oh oh! I'm very happy!!! Jaclyn bought for me Bon Jovi's "Have A Nice Day" Damn! Weeeeee~ I'm like sooooooo HAPPY! That's what I've always wanted. Alright. Anyway,thanks to everyone who wish me and all. Thank you very much. Though I don't celebrate Christmas but I appreicate it. =)
Currently chatting,listening to Rammstein "Spielhur" and drinking coke. It's bad I know but once a while it's ok. =D "Spielhur" chorus sounds like "F U,F U........." Haha. If you know what I mean. =X No offence. =D
See no evil,hear no evil.
Yawns yawns! o_O
Guys guys guys....
I think so far for malay guys,L is a good catch. Unlike the other malay guys. Well? Though I hate to say that he can make someone smile. Haha but I guess I've to admit. Yeah,he can make someone smile. =p I can't believe I say that. LOL.
My friends keep saying I always like malay guys. I don't really agree with that. Let me see how many chinese guys I've like before.... Hmm? ....... *thinking*........ Errrrrrrr? I think about less than 10,more than 5. Malay guys? Hmm? I think about the same too. Ok,if talking about serious? Hmm? I think so far only two or three serious ones. Haha. =X About four or five malay guys that are serious. The rest is more like infatuation. Haha. =X
A L E J A R . . . . . . . . . .
Haha. I think that's the only ones I'm sorta really really into. =X
La La LAaAaAa... Oh well... Who cares? 11.46PM now. Came home about an hour fifteen minutes ago. Haha. About there. =)
Alright. I'm off now. Merry Christmas once again!
Take care! =)
P e a c e . . .
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:47:00 pm♠
Friday, December 23, 2005
[ 23.12.05 ]
Hmm...? But why? I'm still wondering and hoping to dream more of it. What a pleasant surprise.
Well? I had a dream last night. I dreamt of........ Simply happy. Besides,I've not seen that person for quite sometime. Only once. That is beginning of this year if I wasn't wrong.
Oh god,oh god. It's a nice one! Can I have more of it? It sort of calm my soul I guess? Haha. Hmm? Well... Sort of can't stop thinking of it. It's like we were sitting side by side and oh! It's the oppsite way. What I mean is that same spot except we sort of exchange sit. =D Well? I bet you don't know what I mean unless you were in my class. =D But that was like five years ago. Haha.
It sounds crazy I guess but I'm simply happy with it. Even though it's only for a while! I've been thinking of that person lately. Don't know why too. Pretty weird huh? Haha. I don't know. *shrugs*
Anyway,went to eat my late breakfast at Kopitiam just now. =) I guess I'll sleep early tonight. >_<" I couldn't sleep after that! I mean after the dream. So it's like 8AM... I'm like lying on my bed. I think I doze off for a while then at about 10AM I woke up. Darn it. I wasn't in a good mood just not but after that,I've calm down. Morning blues? Haha.
It's Friday,so can't be "Monday blues" right? Anyway,it isn't like there's school or something right? Oh well... =)
Oh well... Not enough rest? Hmm? School days,sometimes I don't get enough rest. I only sleep for like three to four hours at times. If I keep in all the way like that,I usually get angry easily and I hate it. It sucks! If I get a good rest at least six or more hours,I think I'm better. =D
BUT... I should really get at least seven to eight hours of sleep as it's good for me and my health! Better practice it. =D Well? I'm trying! I'm trying!! Haha...
Alright. I'm off as for now.
Later.
Hmm...? But why? I'm still wondering and hoping to dream more of it. What a pleasant surprise.
Well? I had a dream last night. I dreamt of........ Simply happy. Besides,I've not seen that person for quite sometime. Only once. That is beginning of this year if I wasn't wrong.
Oh god,oh god. It's a nice one! Can I have more of it? It sort of calm my soul I guess? Haha. Hmm? Well... Sort of can't stop thinking of it. It's like we were sitting side by side and oh! It's the oppsite way. What I mean is that same spot except we sort of exchange sit. =D Well? I bet you don't know what I mean unless you were in my class. =D But that was like five years ago. Haha.
It sounds crazy I guess but I'm simply happy with it. Even though it's only for a while! I've been thinking of that person lately. Don't know why too. Pretty weird huh? Haha. I don't know. *shrugs*
Anyway,went to eat my late breakfast at Kopitiam just now. =) I guess I'll sleep early tonight. >_<" I couldn't sleep after that! I mean after the dream. So it's like 8AM... I'm like lying on my bed. I think I doze off for a while then at about 10AM I woke up. Darn it. I wasn't in a good mood just not but after that,I've calm down. Morning blues? Haha.
It's Friday,so can't be "Monday blues" right? Anyway,it isn't like there's school or something right? Oh well... =)
Oh well... Not enough rest? Hmm? School days,sometimes I don't get enough rest. I only sleep for like three to four hours at times. If I keep in all the way like that,I usually get angry easily and I hate it. It sucks! If I get a good rest at least six or more hours,I think I'm better. =D
BUT... I should really get at least seven to eight hours of sleep as it's good for me and my health! Better practice it. =D Well? I'm trying! I'm trying!! Haha...
Alright. I'm off as for now.
Later.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠1:28:00 pm♠
Thursday, December 22, 2005
[ 21.12.05 ]
It's nice talking to your primary school buddies. Was talking to Pearline just now. Just hang up. I wish it was longer but my phone is having problems these few days. I'm so sorry for what happened. Especially to Jaclyn! Hey girl! Sorry about just now. My phone has some problems.
I miss those days. Pearline and I were talking about stuff and some stuff just brings me the memories. Memories of the past. Those happy memories in primary school. =) I miss them!! If only I could turn back time!! Arghhhhh!! I miss y'all!
Secondary school is ok but hey, there's some nice memories too. I'm gonna miss someone too! Not gonna see that person next year. Aww... How sad. I guess you've to let go of some things and let it be free. Anyway,I don't own anybody in this world and I can't control people. I'm just a normal human being who is being created by god. Whatelse can I say? I have no powers to change the world nor change people's mind.
I must admit that I've made lots of mistakes in the past. I wished I could burn all those mistakes but could I? It's the action and you can't undo it. What's done,can't be undone. I wonder what or how did I do those? Those mistakes seems foolish. Only now then I reflect. If only I realised it earlier. I must admit that I was a little playful back then. Only play play play. Yes,yes. That sort of happy life. Sheesh. Just look at it. It's already 2005 and soon to be 2006 in just 11 days time. =(
This world is like a jigsaw puzzle. Have I found all the pieces yet? I don't think I have yet. Time will determine and I must be determine to move on and go on with this life. I can't just let those stuff bring me down. Neither people bringing me down. I've to fight for my rights and stand firm with both legs on the ground.
Oh well...
It's been quite some time this name stuck in my head and I keep thinking of this person. Yet,I've not seen that person for quite some time. What can I say? When you wish to see that person,you won't but when you didn't expect to see the person,you'll meet that person. Hmm? It's like that. What more can I say? Of all the people why that person? I think the last time I saw that person was... last year. Hey... Wait,wait. Errr? Oh! Earlier this year.
When we look,I get this feel. I start to think of the past. Those memories keep flashing back in my mind. I begin to smile. Oh well? But anything more than that? Ha! Nah. It'll never happen. So just dream on. Sheesh. Girl~ I gotta move on. Well? Though it's still one of those happy memories but I still gotta forget about the other matter. There's only one chance and if you lose that,you got no more chance. If you do,I guess you're lucky. Chances of it? Hmm? Not much.
Alright. I'm off now. Wow. It's exactly 12Midnight. =)
Later!
It's nice talking to your primary school buddies. Was talking to Pearline just now. Just hang up. I wish it was longer but my phone is having problems these few days. I'm so sorry for what happened. Especially to Jaclyn! Hey girl! Sorry about just now. My phone has some problems.
I miss those days. Pearline and I were talking about stuff and some stuff just brings me the memories. Memories of the past. Those happy memories in primary school. =) I miss them!! If only I could turn back time!! Arghhhhh!! I miss y'all!
Secondary school is ok but hey, there's some nice memories too. I'm gonna miss someone too! Not gonna see that person next year. Aww... How sad. I guess you've to let go of some things and let it be free. Anyway,I don't own anybody in this world and I can't control people. I'm just a normal human being who is being created by god. Whatelse can I say? I have no powers to change the world nor change people's mind.
I must admit that I've made lots of mistakes in the past. I wished I could burn all those mistakes but could I? It's the action and you can't undo it. What's done,can't be undone. I wonder what or how did I do those? Those mistakes seems foolish. Only now then I reflect. If only I realised it earlier. I must admit that I was a little playful back then. Only play play play. Yes,yes. That sort of happy life. Sheesh. Just look at it. It's already 2005 and soon to be 2006 in just 11 days time. =(
This world is like a jigsaw puzzle. Have I found all the pieces yet? I don't think I have yet. Time will determine and I must be determine to move on and go on with this life. I can't just let those stuff bring me down. Neither people bringing me down. I've to fight for my rights and stand firm with both legs on the ground.
Oh well...
It's been quite some time this name stuck in my head and I keep thinking of this person. Yet,I've not seen that person for quite some time. What can I say? When you wish to see that person,you won't but when you didn't expect to see the person,you'll meet that person. Hmm? It's like that. What more can I say? Of all the people why that person? I think the last time I saw that person was... last year. Hey... Wait,wait. Errr? Oh! Earlier this year.
When we look,I get this feel. I start to think of the past. Those memories keep flashing back in my mind. I begin to smile. Oh well? But anything more than that? Ha! Nah. It'll never happen. So just dream on. Sheesh. Girl~ I gotta move on. Well? Though it's still one of those happy memories but I still gotta forget about the other matter. There's only one chance and if you lose that,you got no more chance. If you do,I guess you're lucky. Chances of it? Hmm? Not much.
Alright. I'm off now. Wow. It's exactly 12Midnight. =)
Later!
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠12:00:00 am♠
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
"Where'd You Go?"
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Fort Minor's "Where'd You Go". It's a nice song. =) So I guess I'll be buying the album but buying Bon Jovi's album first. Haha. =)
Currently I'm listening to Bon Jovi's "Last Cigarette". Nice song. Their new single "Welcome To Wherever You Are" is also nice. =D Bon Jovi? Hmm... All their songs are nice! Haha. I've listen to the sample of their songs from their "Have A Nice Day" album. Sounds good. I don't think I'll be disappointed. I'm a fan of them! =D
Oh... And also Fort Minor. =D Heard that Linkin Park's album might be release next year. I heard that their writing some songs already. Sweettttt. Backstreet Boys "Crawling Back To You" didn't caught my attention that much. I think "I still..." sound nicer. To me that is. Don't know about others. "Crawling Back To You" sounds like their usual songs. If you've been listening to Backstreet Boys you should know what I mean. Hmm? Don't know how you'll rate it but that's how I rate it. "I Still..." sounds better.
"Twisted Transistor". God,I sort of like the song. =D That video is so funny. Haha. New Order's "Krafty" is also nice but their video... Lots of kissing. Haha. =)
Rammstein's album "Rosenrot" is quite alright. Listen to some sample of the songs. Sounds alright. Though it's in German and I don't understand. Haha but their songs beat and tempo is nice. =D
"Ich Will" is my favourite from their "Mutter" album. In English it's "Mother". "Ich Will" means I Want. Some may notice my personal message as "Ich Will eure Phantasie". In English it means "I want your fantasy". Their video is one of my favourite. =D Haha.
Currently I'm listening to "Did My Time" by Korn. Tomb Raider 2 OST. "Word Up" is also nice. From their Greatest Hits album. =) Oops....... Talk to much about songs already. I guess I got a little carried away. =D
Well? If you're not into Rock then I don't think you'll it. I'm not really a Korn fan but some of their songs are nice. Maybe to me. =)
Alright. I'm off now. Later!
Peace.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Fort Minor's "Where'd You Go". It's a nice song. =) So I guess I'll be buying the album but buying Bon Jovi's album first. Haha. =)
Currently I'm listening to Bon Jovi's "Last Cigarette". Nice song. Their new single "Welcome To Wherever You Are" is also nice. =D Bon Jovi? Hmm... All their songs are nice! Haha. I've listen to the sample of their songs from their "Have A Nice Day" album. Sounds good. I don't think I'll be disappointed. I'm a fan of them! =D
Oh... And also Fort Minor. =D Heard that Linkin Park's album might be release next year. I heard that their writing some songs already. Sweettttt. Backstreet Boys "Crawling Back To You" didn't caught my attention that much. I think "I still..." sound nicer. To me that is. Don't know about others. "Crawling Back To You" sounds like their usual songs. If you've been listening to Backstreet Boys you should know what I mean. Hmm? Don't know how you'll rate it but that's how I rate it. "I Still..." sounds better.
"Twisted Transistor". God,I sort of like the song. =D That video is so funny. Haha. New Order's "Krafty" is also nice but their video... Lots of kissing. Haha. =)
Rammstein's album "Rosenrot" is quite alright. Listen to some sample of the songs. Sounds alright. Though it's in German and I don't understand. Haha but their songs beat and tempo is nice. =D
"Ich Will" is my favourite from their "Mutter" album. In English it's "Mother". "Ich Will" means I Want. Some may notice my personal message as "Ich Will eure Phantasie". In English it means "I want your fantasy". Their video is one of my favourite. =D Haha.
Currently I'm listening to "Did My Time" by Korn. Tomb Raider 2 OST. "Word Up" is also nice. From their Greatest Hits album. =) Oops....... Talk to much about songs already. I guess I got a little carried away. =D
Well? If you're not into Rock then I don't think you'll it. I'm not really a Korn fan but some of their songs are nice. Maybe to me. =)
Alright. I'm off now. Later!
Peace.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠4:31:00 pm♠
Oh goodie! My tooth dropped already! Haha. Well? I pulled it out. =D Hmm? It feels kinda funny as I'm not quite used to that "space". Haha. Hmm? I'll get over it soon.
Currently listening to "Twisted Transistor" by Korn. =D Maybe to some it isn't nice but I think it's ok. I sort of like it but if you're not into those kind of Metal rock or those hard rock then I think you might not like it. If you like rock then you might like it. Before this song was listening to "Welcome To Wherever You Are" by Bon Jovi. =D Goodie. Love that song. Nice song. =) Bon Jovi's ballad,what can I say? Nice! Haha. Their rock ballad "Thank You For Loving Me" is nice. That's from their "Crush" album. This is from their "Have A Nice Day" album.
"Bed of Roses" is nice too. From the previous albums. =) Well? If you like Bon Jovi then you'll understand. If you don't of course whatever song they play you won't like it. "All About Loving You" is nice. From their "Bounce" album. Ok,enough of Bon Jovi. Let's get on with this.
Are cute guys gay? Haha. Some cute guys seem to be like gays. Poor thing. Cute but gay. Not macho? Hmm.......? Why gay? I wonder. What were they thinking anyway?!? ....... Dots and more dots. I'm speechless. La La LAaAaAaa....... Hmm? What's happening in this world? Why are there such stuff? Sad huh? Even pretty girls smoke. Sheesh. What a waste. What are all this people thinking?
I wonder and I wonderrrrrr... What are their motif? Corrupted mind? Who corrupted it? Any back ups? Any answers? Anybody can explain? Hmm....
Hmm...? So what do y'all think of Jose Mourinho? Hmm...? He maybe this and that but I think his ok. =) Hmm...? Just wondering. Some say his arrogant. La La LAaAaaAa...
Welcome to wherever you are... This is your life,you made it this far... Welcome,you gotta believe........... Oh yeah. That song is stuck in my head. Bon Jovi!!! =D
Currently just chatting and surfing a little. Gonna turn in soon I guess. =) Yesterday slept at about 4.10AM. Oh goodie and woke up at about 2PM. How interesting.
I guess I have to learn to sleep early. Or else it'll be a problem during school days. Just hate it if it'll happen. Anyway,it happen to me before. Simply can't sleep and you know what,that day,the next day was an examination day! I think I only slept for like four hours? Can you believe it? I have some difficulty trying to concentrate but thank god. I did quite well and I've like to force myself to open my EYES. Sheesh. How horrible is that?
Alright. I'm off now.
Peace.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠2:35:00 am♠
Monday, December 19, 2005
Arsenal vs Chelsea. Arsenal (Home),Chelsea (Away).
Arsenal is a good team I must say. I envy at how they play. It was very exciting in fact. Watching those two teams playing is simply exciting and not boring unlike other matches. =)
I was scared that Arsenal will defeat Chelsea. Henry!! Yes,my biggest fear. I know his a good player. Sheesh. It scares my wits. =D Oh......... Chelsea won! Arjen Robben scored and Joe Cole. I was scared actually cause during the first half Arsenal score! Darn it. Oh but it says that it's off side so I was like "Phew!". Well? Actually if you look at it carefully it isn't off side yet.
Chelsea has quite a number of yellow cards yesterday. Arsenal? I think a few only. About two to three only. Whereas Chelsea has about five at least. Oh no! Frank Lampard is injuried! His head!! Yeah... His head was bleeding. Poor Frank Lampard.
The funny part that spice the game was that Jose Mourinho with that gesture. I was laughing. His face is always serious and when he does that... Sheesh. It was funny! Haha. Mourinho Mourinho. Haha. It was funny. =) There's some people that think his very arrogant but I think his ok.
Henry almost scored! I was like.... "Noooooo!!!" Haha. Oops. No offence! Scared later those Henry fans come and hit me! =D Don't me wrong yeah? I didn't say Arsenal is lousy or something. Their also a good team. I don't know why or how they got 8th for now. Their like 2nd then dropped to errr? I can't remember which position but hey,their a good team. =) Maybe some might disagree with it but to me I think so.
1st half,Arjen Robben scored. 2nd half,Joe Cole scored. =D Joe Cole!! My mother say his eyes are very nice. Wahahaha! What can I say? Hmm...? Ok,I think so too. =)
I simply can't see those guys with nice eyes. Haha. Oh but doesn't mean I'm a play girl or something. I just think that their eyes are nice only. =) Hmm...? What about hair? Haha! Let's not talk about that.
Chelsea's next match will be with Fulham if not wrong. Erm? The rest of the details I can't remember. Well? Later then I go and check. Guess where? Haha! Yes,yes. Chelsea's website. www.chelseafc.com =)
Alright. That's all. I'm off now. Maybe later. =D
Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠2:37:00 pm♠
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Oh goodie. Just came home at about 10.40PM. So tired! Was shopping and I think it's a good buy. Just bought my school bag and pencil case. I also got myself a Adidas cap.
I was shopping at Bugis then to Suntec but I spend the most at Suntec. Well? I didn't really buy anything at Bugis. I bought my school bag and stuff at Suntec. Went to the Adidas store at Suntec and bought my stuff. Backpack and cap. I didn't know there's an Adidas pencil case inside the bag. Should have open to check. Haha. I didn't know that I bought an OP pencil case. Wahaha! So that means I have two pencil cases!
But... I lend my Adidas pencil case to my brother. Anyway,I'm going to use the OP one. So the other pencil case,I won't be using that often. Once awhile only. It's more like 85% I give him like that. Haha. The backpack cost me about $40 and my cap cost $19. The other time my dad buy for me Adidas water bottle. Yes,that grey water bottle for those of you who have seen it before. Don't know if you've noticed it but I've been using it for about a year. Oh and yes it's from that shop too. =)
I wanted to get the other backpack which cost me $45 but I didn't like the colour and mine was like the last one! So....... I grabbed it! =D I got the blue one. No blue left,only grey one for that model.
Saw the Real Madrid backpack at the store but I didn't like it. It was ok. Not that bad but I'm not a fan of Real Madrid. If Chelsea? Hmm? Maybe I'd consider. Or should I say I WILL? Haha.
I actually wanted to buy the OP backpack but however I just don't feel right. What I mean is I don't seem to be attracted to it somehow. I was thinking of Adidas and oh boy,for all you know I got the Adidas backpack. =D Blue somemore and it's my favourite colour.
After that we went shopping. Oh,I mean my mother and I. My brother and father went off by then. Went off as in went home. So we were shopping till it's about 9.15PM then we decided to go home but we drop by the OP store first.
So I was looking at the pencil case. Darn. Only left with four model. I wasn't pleased at first by seeing there's only four of it to choose. I was like... Hmm? I was just looking at it and somehow the brown one caught my attention. There's two left. Two different model. As usual the usual fickle-minded me simply couldn't decide so I asked my mother. Finally I choose the other one which I think it's lovely too. =) Brown colour too. Nice colour. There's grey and blue but nah. I already had grey before.
The salesperson at the store were very friendly. I was impressed by it. It was good service after all. Unlike some other places,the people were kind of rude. Hmm? Bad day? I don't know but you can't simply throw your temper at the customers right? Well... Ok. To be fair sometimes there are that group of "difficult customers". Very demanding type and thinking highly of themselves. Sheesh. Can't stand that type of people. Just by look at them I feel like puking. So gross. These peacocks. Bleah! Crap I'd say.
Oh well... It's 11.15PM now. Goodie. There'll be a football match later on ESPN. Yes! Chelsea vs Arsenal. Yeah yeah! Now we're talking. =)
All the best! Chelsea!!! Haha...
Hmm? I'll like to wish some friends HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =) Even though I know they won't be reading this.
Yawns! Alright then. I'm off now.
Take care.
Peace.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:16:00 pm♠
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Went around to find LIME magazine but couldn't find. Finally there's a few copies left at 7-11! The other day I went to check it isn't there.
Oh well... Went to buy my brother books this morning with my mother. Also bought PE tee for him. Well? They change the PE tee that's why. Change house too.
Oh goodie! Just received the letter. I got an Edusave Scholarship. =D Last year I got it too but it wasn't the Edusave Scholarship. Oh yes. I guess I've finally achieved what I've always wanted. =D Yipee! =) La La LA...
The date of the letter was yesterday but I didn't check my letter box only just now then I checked. Currently there's this Christmas party at the multi-purpose hall downstairs my place. I can those noise. Haha. Yeah,even though I'm living in a high floor. 14th storey. How high is that? Hmm? Haha. The highest in my block is 16th storey. So 14th is okay I guess. =D Some friends think it's too high. In fact,most friends think so. I think it's okay.
Oh goodie. In the letter it states that the ceremony will take place on the 2nd of January 2006 and my seat number is C25. Hmm? I wonder who will I be sitting with? Last year,my row were all boys. Well? Ya... For the F seats,my side there. All boys and I'm the only girl! All not from my school. Different school. I feel small. Haha but hey! I'm wearing the uniform so I feel proud about my school. =D
Anyway,that was what I've been waiting for. Haha. So now wanna know why I'm always so high in standards and pushing myself? I want some rewards! Haha. Well? Ok,if it wasn't for that. It's also for myself. =) Class position is important and I always limit myself to 5th position at the most but it'll be a great achievement if I could improve and get the top 3 spot. I mean,who wouldn't want to do well and aces?
Besides position,I also believe that topping for subjects is simply very satisfying. I don't know to some but maybe to some class position is more important but to me both are important. Anyway,topping for subjects makes you feel proud of yourself. Seriously,I've always feel very proud and pleased with it if I topped for a subject. It'll be happier if you topped for more than one. So don't get me wrong and thinking I'm arrogant.
Call me competitive but don't get me wrong. I think it's a challenge. If you know that you'll be able to give it your best,why waste it? Just do your best and tada! To some it may be a title,yes I ever think of it that way but look at it differently. Think of it this way,"If I top for this subject,I'm sure that not only myself will be proud,my parents too." Hmm? Again,different people - different thinking. =)
I've always wanted to top for English since primary school but I always came in like 5th or something for English and I always tell myself... I'll do better next time. I didn't stop. I keep trying. Secondary one was a golden moment. Throughout the year I top the class for English and I was really pleased with it. I didn't expect it to happen. The second year in secondary two it was a little up and down. 1st,2nd,2nd,1st. But it was alright. I was about one,two marks behind 1st but the End-Of-Year examinations,I didn't expect to do very well. My hopes were half only by then as I sort of feel disappointed with myself for not doing well. 80 and I was like wow. Shock,don't know what to say.
My point is... If you believe in yourself,I'm sure you'll make it. Just keep trying and strive for it! =) I'll never forget that I've always topped the class for CPA. I didn't really take CPA very very serious. Well? Ok,I am serious with theory but practical? It's more like leisure. Yeah. It's more of fun. That's the time where you can have your own touch to it. Well? That's to me,don't know about other people.
That's how I've always aim very high. Always wanted to maintain three subjects. Arrogant? Haha. Say whatever you want but I think I'm competitive. Well? At least you know you're doing well and know what you're doing. =D People can say what they want but if you want something,go for it. I know it's tough maintaining. Haha. I even heard once for someone saying they wish to beat me. Haha. So...? It's a challenge to me. Like it or not. Diane will always be Diane. I'm simply me. Don't like me? Neither do I.
Accept people for who they are. Don't go for status ya? Well? People who knows me that well will know what type of person I am. =) It's how you treat others. I can be very serious yet I can be very crappy and talk rubbish. I'm not saying I'm perfect nor do I say I'm perfect. I make mistakes. Yes,I've to admit that. I've made tons of mistakes but I choose to learn from it. Ok,maybe at times there's this little ego stuck in my head but hey! Soon or later,it dies. I realise it and I'll be like... "Woo-hoho. Stop it."
Trying to be a perfectionist? Maybe to some I seem to be like one but... I'm not really a perfectionist. Maybe with my work. Be it assignment or project but other than that. I'm alright. You can ask my good buddy how I'm like. Sometimes with just jokes it can makes me laugh like mad. =D Surprise about that? I'm not lying. It's the truth. There's something I dislike about myself at times it's that I can be violent when I'm angry. I can be quite impatient at times. Wish I could be the oppsite. To some they think my temper is quite ok. Hmm? Nah. I'm not all that.
When I'm angry,I'll be shouting. When I get violent,I can hit that person. Smack that person and sometimes pull the person's shirt or collar. I won't be nice if I'm angry. It's horrible. Monster? I guess so. Well? I'm not that person who is always so angry for nothing. Oh come on!~ Surely there's a reason. Yeah and the reason is people disturbing me. Shouting at me for no reason and is a little violent. That could flare me up.
Everyone does get angry. Sometimes when I'm angry I won't be all that I've mention above but at times I am all of the above. It depends on what kind of situation it is. I can try to control my temper. Again....depending on situation. =)
When I'm in a let loose mood. Very happy mood that is. I can very crazy. I can be whatever you say. Lame? Oh yeah. Whatever. Haha but I won't harm anyone. Just lots of laughter only.
Sometimes I just want to be something else so I may act like I'm a little dumb. Can you believe that some people believe it? Wahahaha! I'm laughing now. Couldn't believe they believe it! I've heard people saying... "She's too innocent! Haha!" Innocent as in dumb way. Don't know about stuff. Hmm? Whatever you say. I know some people thinks they could take advantage of me till the later stage where I show my true colours and ..... Guess what? They got so shock and were like... "How come you so smart?" and I was like... "Oh god. Everyone's not born stupid you idiot."
I was just acting dumb. Wanna know what kind of person they are. I even act strange back then. I will tilt my head to the right at times looking at things strangely and I've heard someone said... "Eh,eh! Look... She very strange huh?" I heard it. I was laughing but keep it to myself.
Hmm? Weird? I guess so. I simply want to try something different. Sometimes I look at things as drama. Oh sheesh. What am I thinking? Hmm? I guess that's how unique I am. Haha!
Anyway,everyone of us are unique in our own ways. =)
I'm simply me. I don't like copy cats. Copy cats just do what other people do. Sheesh. You mean you have no brains of your own? Haha. No offence but that's my own opinion. You should be yourself. Fight for your rights and who you wanna be and not let others control your mind. Darn. That is so WRONG. I wonder what's in those people head. Hmm........? ["Hey! Could you give me a hammer?"] LOL!
Oops. Errrr? It was nothing. =D Ok,I was just kidding about that part. The one in the bracket.
Pretty fast it's already 17 of December. Oh goodie. Chelsea vs Arsenal tomorrow. How interesting. 11.55PM. =D
Haha. How come I begin to be interested in football matches? My my... I wonder how and why I am interested in it. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
Alright. I'm off now. Got to take care of myself. =D Yeah,my left eye. =D Alright... You take care too.
Peace.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠10:21:00 pm♠
Friday, December 16, 2005
"Welcome To Wherever You Are"
- From Bon Jovi's album "Have A Nice Day"
Maybe we're different, but we're still the same
We all got the blood of Eden, running through our veins
I know sometimes it's hard for you to see
You come between just who you are and who you wanna be
If you feel alone, and lost and need a friend
Remember every new beginning, is some beginning's end
[Chorus]
Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life, you made it this far
Welcome, you gotta believe
That right here right now, you're exactly where you're supposed to be
Welcome, to wherever you are
When everybody's in, and you're left out
And you feel your drowning, in a shadow of a doubt
Everyones a miracle in their own way
Just listen to yourself, not what other people say
When it seems you're lost, alone and feeling down
Remember everybody's different
Just take a look around
[Chorus]
Be who you want to, be who you are
Everyones a hero, everyones a star
When you wanna give up, and your hearts about to break
Remember that you're perfect, God makes no mistakes
[Chorus]
Simply love that song! Nice song,nice video. =) Goodie. Jon Bon Jovi's teeth is so white! O_O Nice! Haha...
Must get this album. =D To me it's the best Bon Jovi album. Before this album,I think "Crush" album is the best but as for now "Have A Nice Day" is in my list. =) "Bounce" was okay but I prefer "Crush" to "Bounce".
Hmm? Maybe I'm gonna buy Fort Minor's "Rising Tied" too. I'm not really into Hip-Hop but Fort Minor's songs are quite nice. "Remember The Name","Believe Me"....... "Petrified" is okay. =) Hoping to hear more! Yeah then see how. Most probably buying the album. =D
Hmm...................? Let's see how. =)
- From Bon Jovi's album "Have A Nice Day"
Maybe we're different, but we're still the same
We all got the blood of Eden, running through our veins
I know sometimes it's hard for you to see
You come between just who you are and who you wanna be
If you feel alone, and lost and need a friend
Remember every new beginning, is some beginning's end
[Chorus]
Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life, you made it this far
Welcome, you gotta believe
That right here right now, you're exactly where you're supposed to be
Welcome, to wherever you are
When everybody's in, and you're left out
And you feel your drowning, in a shadow of a doubt
Everyones a miracle in their own way
Just listen to yourself, not what other people say
When it seems you're lost, alone and feeling down
Remember everybody's different
Just take a look around
[Chorus]
Be who you want to, be who you are
Everyones a hero, everyones a star
When you wanna give up, and your hearts about to break
Remember that you're perfect, God makes no mistakes
[Chorus]
Simply love that song! Nice song,nice video. =) Goodie. Jon Bon Jovi's teeth is so white! O_O Nice! Haha...
Must get this album. =D To me it's the best Bon Jovi album. Before this album,I think "Crush" album is the best but as for now "Have A Nice Day" is in my list. =) "Bounce" was okay but I prefer "Crush" to "Bounce".
Hmm? Maybe I'm gonna buy Fort Minor's "Rising Tied" too. I'm not really into Hip-Hop but Fort Minor's songs are quite nice. "Remember The Name","Believe Me"....... "Petrified" is okay. =) Hoping to hear more! Yeah then see how. Most probably buying the album. =D
Hmm...................? Let's see how. =)
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠10:39:00 pm♠
Thursday, December 15, 2005
It's still a mystery I guess. I've been always trying to figure out about guys. I guess I haven't found an answer to it yet. Will I ever find it? Hmm... I wonder.
Sometimes I'm confused. Seriously. I don't know if a guy really is sincere or he have intentions. It's hard to tell actually cause some are really good at acting. They can be that "Mr Goodie Guy" but for all you know... his that "you know what". Yeah. It could be anything. That's why I decided to use "you know what",you figure it on your own. Fill in your own words. =)
Mr Goodie Guy - 100%? Nah. I don't think there's that 100% thing. If you say 95% goodie guy... Hmm? Maybe I can consider that statement. There's no such thing as 100% Mr Goodie Guy. Is there? Hmm? I don't think so. Like what some of my friends said "There's a devil inside every guy." Haha! Hmm? Can I agree with it? Well? Can say so.
So I was like "That right time hasn't come,that's why." Oops. Haha.*winks* I mean....... Forget it. La La LA...
See no evil,hear no evil. =D
All that saying about Mr Goodie Guy. Am I a good girl? Haha.
Let me see...
I'm chatty,I tend to get carried away at times,I'm quite hot tempered,kinda stubborn,I can be a listener,I can be nice if you're nice............... Blah blah... Haha. I really don't know if I'm a good girl.
Saying I'm a bad girl? No,I don't think I'm that bad either but saying good? Haha. I won't dare to say. Ok,how about in between? Neither good nor bad? Haha. =)
My nose is very sensitive actually. I don't like the smell of cigarette. Very smelly. Besides,smoking is bad for health. Don't know why some people think it's cool? Whatever it is,it's your choice. To me I choose not to smoke and never will I smoke. Why killing yourself just like that? It's expensive too.
I choose a smoke-free life. I want to be healthy! =)
People like staying out late with friends and stuff like that but I prefer to be with my family. Even if I go out with my friends I don't really like to stay out late. It isn't nice to stay out late. Besides my parents dislike me staying out late. It isn't wrong to go out with friends but the friends that you choose might be bad influence.
I certainly dislike people behaving like gangsters. People will look at you with a bad impression. So why behave like a gangster? I guess they think people who doesn't behave that way is because they're too innocent and nerdy? I guess that's what they think. "Too guai" Oh well... What can I say? It's your point of view. =)
>_<" Arghhh... My eyes are a little sore but I gotta say my left eye is actually sore. Pain! ...But it's getting better. =) Hopefully it does.
Anyway,I'll be back later. I actually designed some skins last night for my blog but it seems it didn't work well. Maybe later I'll fix the errors and I hope it'll be fine.
Alright. I'm off now.
Take care.
Peace.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠4:28:00 pm♠
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
[ 14.12.05 ]
Do I still........? No. It can't be. It must be a mistake or something right? I bet it isn't right at all.
Yes,it isn't right but why do I think of it at times? Especially you. Well? You know who. Stupid. It doesn't make sense. It's over,it's gone. I'm simply so wrong. Why do I still hold on? I thought it's over too but just now I start to think of it.
Why does this keep occuring? It sucks. Yes yes. I know I should just move on and not think of 'You know who'. I did. I even tried. Oh well.... Let's not talk about it. It isn't worth.
So fast it's 14 of December. Oh! Michael Owen's birthday! Haha. Happy Birthday to him!! =)
Soon to be my fourth using Vichy. Errr? Fourth day? Ya,I think so. =) La La LA........
I start to think of my primary three classmate out of the blue. Yeah. Her name is Afifah. Don't know if she still remember me. I don't know why I start to think of her. Oh,not only her but also someone. La La LA... Sometimes when I think about that person,it makes me smile. That person is funny but I'll never admit it in front of that person! =D
Friends friends friends... I sort of miss my friends. Yup! Especially primary school friends but some people simply change. I wish they remain the same. Some people act very very mature and in my own view it seems that their a little bit proud. They wouldn't even talk to you nor do they know you and the fact is... I bet they still know who you are!
Sheesh. Crappy huh? What can I say? People change but hey! I'm still the same. Same old me. Well? Maybe I'm slightly more mature now than last time. =D Maybe I wasn't that deep in thoughts last time. Unlike now I'm more deep in my thoughts. I guess this world is meant for you to explore. There's so many things in this world and many wonderful and sour things. It's always full of ups and downs but I believe if you never give up,you'll be fine.
Another thing about friends is that they can be good and they can be a bad influence. So... Choose your friends wisely. =) Don't know why people want to be a baddy? What's so great about being a baddy? I don't see anything good being a baddy. Maybe to some it seems cool but tell you what,you're wasting your time. Why be a baddy while you can be that goodie that people will look upon?
Whatever it is. It's simply your point of view. We all have our point of views so it's up to you. =) I'm just saying that stay out of trouble. Yeah,that's my main point.
I like someone faithful. Someone you can share your thoughts and feelings with. Someone you can joke and laugh with and be happy. Someone understanding and sensible. Is there that type of person? Will I ever find that kind of kind soul? Sometimes it's hard to trust guys.
You don't know what are their intentions and don't know if their true to you or not. Some guys just want something. Once they got that something... "Goodbye!" Yes,goodbye to you. To them it's nothing. Their not losing anything. They can do it over and over again. Fun? Hmm...? I guess to them it is. This heartless idiots! Damn you! I hate this kind of people. Selfish and ego. Tsk tsk. Shame on you!
Oh well....... I hope people know what they are doing. Who doesn't want to have fun? I bet everyone does but pardon me,not in this kind of manner. Especially if that person is good looking,I bet they wouldn't mind giving it to them but after that they'll regret it. Aww... No point crying over a spill milk.
Alright. I'm off now.
=) Peace...
Do I still........? No. It can't be. It must be a mistake or something right? I bet it isn't right at all.
Yes,it isn't right but why do I think of it at times? Especially you. Well? You know who. Stupid. It doesn't make sense. It's over,it's gone. I'm simply so wrong. Why do I still hold on? I thought it's over too but just now I start to think of it.
Why does this keep occuring? It sucks. Yes yes. I know I should just move on and not think of 'You know who'. I did. I even tried. Oh well.... Let's not talk about it. It isn't worth.
So fast it's 14 of December. Oh! Michael Owen's birthday! Haha. Happy Birthday to him!! =)
Soon to be my fourth using Vichy. Errr? Fourth day? Ya,I think so. =) La La LA........
I start to think of my primary three classmate out of the blue. Yeah. Her name is Afifah. Don't know if she still remember me. I don't know why I start to think of her. Oh,not only her but also someone. La La LA... Sometimes when I think about that person,it makes me smile. That person is funny but I'll never admit it in front of that person! =D
Friends friends friends... I sort of miss my friends. Yup! Especially primary school friends but some people simply change. I wish they remain the same. Some people act very very mature and in my own view it seems that their a little bit proud. They wouldn't even talk to you nor do they know you and the fact is... I bet they still know who you are!
Sheesh. Crappy huh? What can I say? People change but hey! I'm still the same. Same old me. Well? Maybe I'm slightly more mature now than last time. =D Maybe I wasn't that deep in thoughts last time. Unlike now I'm more deep in my thoughts. I guess this world is meant for you to explore. There's so many things in this world and many wonderful and sour things. It's always full of ups and downs but I believe if you never give up,you'll be fine.
Another thing about friends is that they can be good and they can be a bad influence. So... Choose your friends wisely. =) Don't know why people want to be a baddy? What's so great about being a baddy? I don't see anything good being a baddy. Maybe to some it seems cool but tell you what,you're wasting your time. Why be a baddy while you can be that goodie that people will look upon?
Whatever it is. It's simply your point of view. We all have our point of views so it's up to you. =) I'm just saying that stay out of trouble. Yeah,that's my main point.
I like someone faithful. Someone you can share your thoughts and feelings with. Someone you can joke and laugh with and be happy. Someone understanding and sensible. Is there that type of person? Will I ever find that kind of kind soul? Sometimes it's hard to trust guys.
You don't know what are their intentions and don't know if their true to you or not. Some guys just want something. Once they got that something... "Goodbye!" Yes,goodbye to you. To them it's nothing. Their not losing anything. They can do it over and over again. Fun? Hmm...? I guess to them it is. This heartless idiots! Damn you! I hate this kind of people. Selfish and ego. Tsk tsk. Shame on you!
Oh well....... I hope people know what they are doing. Who doesn't want to have fun? I bet everyone does but pardon me,not in this kind of manner. Especially if that person is good looking,I bet they wouldn't mind giving it to them but after that they'll regret it. Aww... No point crying over a spill milk.
Alright. I'm off now.
=) Peace...
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠12:33:00 am♠
Monday, December 12, 2005
Didn't have time to blog. Oops. =) Oh well...
As usual yesterday was Family Day for me. Went shopping. Oh~ Good stuff was my dad bought for me MP3! =D Awww... He wanted to get the one with the more memory but it seems that it's sold out. Oh well at least it's good for me. 40 songs is okay. Not that bad ya? =) He bought for my brother too. What can I say? Creative is still one of the best one.
Actually I have a Mp3 player before but someone stole it. Darn it!
Anyway,I had a great time yesterday. Saw this malay guy works with the news on Suria. He was looking at the headphones or is it Creative speaker. Can't quite remember what he looked at.
Chelsea is still leading with 43 points. =D Yup,still first on the list. Liverpool is second with 31 points and Manchester United third also with 31 points. My brother watch the match last night. I actually expected Manchester United to win but it turn out to be a draw. Manchester United 1,Everton 1. Chelsea's match with Wigan on Saturday was a exciting one but John Terry fell! One of the Wigan player pushed him and didn't get anything. Darn it.
0 - 0 for first half. Second half was a sweet revenge. John Terry score! Frank Lampard kick,passed it to John Terry and ........ oh! There it goes! John Terry with his heading again. Just like the previous match with Middlesbrough. =D
December 18 match is Chelsea vs Arsenal. Oh boy. Arsenal is also a good team. I really hope Chelsea will win again! =D Chelsea will be Away while Arsenal will be Home. Oh goodie,simply can't wait for the match. =)
Currently listening to "Wisemen" by James Blunt. Goodie. Love the sound! Well? I got a new speaker. Yes and it's from Creative. Creative sound is always the best. Very nice. =) My old speaker isn't that good already so that's where my dad decided to get a new one.
I think it's the third or fourth time using Creative speaker. It's good I'd say. =) You can tell the difference. =D
Hmm... Soon-to-be my third day using Vichy Normaderm product. Their moisturiser is quite good. Their cleanser doesn't give me any drying effect. It feels the same and it's not so difficult to wash it off. =) Yeah! Unlike other products it's quite difficult to wash it off. What I mean is it take quite some time to wash it off. You have to like wash it many times to get it off.
You can see the effects. Especially the anti-imperfection concentrate. It's really good. Apply it to the spot the next day it fades away. =) The best thing the smell is really good. I like the smell. It doesn't irritates me either. =)
Going to buy my school bag soon. Don't know what to get but I guess backpack is always the best. =)
Just eaten Chicken Rice. =) Don't want to sleep that late tonight. Trying to sleep earlier. Health is vital. So I guess sleeping earlier will be good. Stay up late isn't that good but if it's once a while,once a week I guess it's okay. I've been sleeping at about 2AM this few days. Trying to sleep early. Hmm? How about before 1AM tonight? If I really can't make it,I guess before 2AM will be good enough.
7.45PM now. Hmm? What do I have today? Hmm........? Alright in that case I guess I'll try to sleep by 1AM. Yup,the latest for today. =) Anyway my left eye still hurts. A little sore so I should take care of my eyes. Let my eyes rest early. =D
So fast it's already 12 of December. In about three weeks time (Oh wait... 2weeks plus),school reopens. >_<" Stressful I guess. Have to work really hard next year. I can't goof around too much,have to be more serious. It's my last year too. Time flies very fast. Arghhhh! It only seems like it's a few months or so but too bad it isn't. It's been three years in secondary school already. Sheesh. Very fast. I wish I could turn back time. Darn it. Stop dreaming!! Wake up!! We can only look ahead for now. Looking back at the things in the past just simply drags you and your time.
Look ahead! Get ahead! Be ahead of time. =)
Alright. I'm off for now.
Peace out.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠7:48:00 pm♠
Saturday, December 10, 2005
Shopping shopping and simply more shopping!!
Spent a lot today. Let me see what did I get for myself today? Hmm... Swarovski Crystal (Star pendant) *err...did I spell correctly?*,Vichy normaderm set,Vichy Exfoliator,Vichy Thermal Spa Water. Have freebies too. Haha. I mean I bought the Vichy normaderm set and exfoliator,on top of that I got the Thermal Spa water free and the pendant free plus Vichy eye cream and a magazine. How interesting. =D
The pendant cost $40 and the eye cream cost $61. Nice. =D It's worth my money. Haha. =) I get the set without the toner. I get the other set. Same price. =)
Was at Plaza Singapura shopping. Darn it. My legs are tired. =D
Oh well... It was alright. I simply feel happy. Don't know what's the reason behind it. Hmm? I haven't washed my face yet. Going to wash after this then watch TV. Oh yes! Chelsea vs Wigan. Muahahaha. =) I hope Chelsea wins later.
Oh boy. I vomitted this morning at about 5AM. Don't know why but I just threw up. It was kind of pinkish when I look at it. Eeeww... =p
10.43PM.l 12 minutes to the match. Yeah and it's LIVE. =D On Espn (Chn 23).
Arghhh... Haven't do my homework. I still keep thinking of it. I think I should clear it so that it won't be stuck in my head and keep reminding me like don't know what. I guess worst than my mother? Haha! =X
Alright. I know today's entry is short but my left eye is pain.
Later! =)
Peace out.
// illusionist*
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠10:44:00 pm♠
Friday, December 09, 2005
Goodie. Just bought school books just now with my mother. Went to the bank and went doing some shopping. Haha. =)
Going out with my mother tomorrow. Haha. I asked her to accompany me. =D Love doing shopping with her. Wahahaha. I'm always flicker minded can't decide what to get always have to ask my mother what's suitable for me. Sound so bad huh? It's like my friends ask me out but I always have stuff. Darn it. Have to reorganise of things and try to make myself available so that I can go out with friends. =)
My head's shaking. Haha. Why? Oh I'm listening to "Destination Sunshine". In my earlier entries I'm also listening to the same song. Haha. I like that song. x) =D
Hmm? I guess I'll be heading down to Orchard tomorrow. Since last week I've always wanted to go there but instead we head to Bugis. Oh well... At least I'm going to go there tomorrow! Weeeee~ Haha.
I'm going to do some research after this. It's a secret. Can't tell what is it. Hmm? I think the best place to do my research is to look at forums. At least I know what are the opinions. =) I just love that. My favourite thing. Haha.
Should I change ringtone? Currently my ringtone is a mp3 ringtone - "Believe Me",Fort Minor. Yes,that song. You know the part where it goes "I guess that this is ................." Ya ya,that part. =) I still have "Remember The Name" - Fort Minor,"Hung Up" - Madonna as for ringtone but I'm not sure if I should use them or get a new one. Hmm? Darn it. There I go again. Flicker minded as always. When will I get over it? Gotta ask my soul. LOL!
Ok,enough crap. Just feel like crapping around. I'm in a crappy mood now. Haha. Oh not as in shitty but what I mean was crazy. =)
Later ya? I want to do some research at the moment.
=) Peace out.
// illusionist*
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠7:30:00 pm♠
Thursday, December 08, 2005
It's over! Finally my brother's 11 years old. His party was okay. I think he enjoyed his day yesterday. He seems to be happy with it. Most of the presents are chocolates. Yum yum! Only two gave books. It ended about 6.30pm. Oh well.......
Going to buy my school books tomorrow. Pretty fast it's already the second week of December. Sheesh! I forgot that I haven't do my homework! Was supposed to do last week or before November ends but I just got carried away. Arghhh! Hmm... I'll make sure I'll do it soon. =) ............
Guys guys guys. I guess there's all type of guys out there.
Some guys are so sweet. I watched this Indonesian show. Damn. One of this guy is so sweet. His really a nice person. My heart just melts. His the type that will make you laugh. It's not that easy to be mad at him cause most of the time his always making you smile and laugh. Arghhhhh!! Purrrrr... Erughhhh!! My heart has just stopped! *Faints* LOL!
Ok,enough crap. Seriously,his really sweet. Will I find that type of guy? I've always wanted somebody like that. Someone who can makes me laugh like an idiot. =D Haha. Someone who can put my worries aside. Ain't that wonderful? Understanding,sensible and sensitive. =D I must be dreaming I guess. *sigh*
That's about the Mr goodie guy. What about the baddy? There's so many types and the bad thing about falling for somebody is that we can't change the person but to accept who the person is. Sometimes I'm afraid to fall for anyone. Why? It'll hurts me. If I fall for someone deeply,I can't seem to forget that person very fast. It could take a year or two I guess. So I think it's better to not find love. Instead,let love find you. How's that? Haha.
We can't have everything we want in this world. We can get some things that we want but there are some things that we can't. I guess that's the meaning of fair.
Some guys are just simply too much. Talks rubbish and I really mean rubbish. Those horny dudes. Damn. Well? Even if they have that "high" feeling that doesn't mean they could talk beyond whatsoever. Well? If you get what I mean.
Recently I got this from somebody I'm not very close with and I don't quite know the person. It's like to him money is everything. So if you offer any money,that person will just say ok. I think that isn't correct. Not everybody's like that. Come on. Where's that respect? I don't need it. I just want respect. You're like losing your respect if you go along with it. Don't know to some but to some it's no big deal. I'm just not that type of person.
Guess what did he asked. It was "eww...". Don't know what type of person that person is. Just dislike guys who think that they can take advantage of girls. This kind of guys you should just ditch them.
Arghhhh!! Forget that for now. I must say that I've been having weird dreams this days. Someone I know is in my dreams. Don't know why his there. Not him ya? =) I don't know why [him]! It's like I haven't seen him for a year I guess. =S Oh well...
Hmm... Later ya?
I've stuff to do. Take care!
// illusionist*
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠8:53:00 pm♠
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Happy Birthday! My brother's 11 years old and John Terry's 25!
Aww... It was a draw yesterday. Chelsea 0,Liverpool 0. =) Anyway,good match. My brother's friend are here already. Yes,in my house playing PlayStation. I think left two more friends to come. =)
1.42PM at the moment. I'm in my room as usual. =D What am I doing? Isn't it obvious? Blogging! Well? Was helping my mother just now with the party stuff. I haven't eat you know! Nevermind,later there's lots of food! Yum yum! Sandwiches,noodles,curry puffs and the list goes on.
Collected the birthday cake just now. Don't know why my brother want that. If I,I'll choose the other one. Haha but that's just choice. Let it be. It's actually still early. His party starts at 2.30 but his friends are already here. In fact they come at about 1.20! LOL.
Oh well... Food is all I can think of. Hmm....... Yum yum... Yummy! =X
I couldn't sleep last night. Not knowing what's the reason. It's been like two days I can't sleep. I kept wondering why? Strange huh? It's not like I'm excited or something. I only can't sleep if I'm feeling excited or worrying about examinations but there's no exams so why would I be worrying? Anyway,I didn't worry or whatsoever yet I simply couldn't sleep.
Some say I keep thinking of boys that's why I couldn't sleep. ZzZzZzzzz -_-" zZz..... Even if I do,one person isn't in my mind now. That's one thing for sure. When I think about it,it isn't worth. I should move on faster. =) I should actually move on years ago. Oh well... But hey,that doesn't mean I think of boys that's why I couldn't sleep. I really didn't think of boys. My mind was blank last night.
Oh well... Later. I've got stuff to do.
=)
Peace out.
// illusionist*
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠1:52:00 pm♠
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Oh... It's minutes to John Terry's birthday and my brother's. =) John Terry's gonna be 25 years old while my brother,11 years old.
Finally I've change the music of my blog. I just like those piano pieces to be as my blog's background music. It's really relaxing and not so rowdy that may disturb your concentration.
Peaceful huh? Haha. It is. =)
I'll be changing more stuff so stay tuned. Maybe I'll be changing the skin too. I just love designing skins. =D It's part of me. Haha. Oh well...
I spent hours finding the perfect and relaxing song for my blog. It's not that I don't like the previous song. It's nice too but I just want to change. Well? The wind has changed direction I guess. =D
One minute to 7 December. How interesting.
Oh well...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DANISH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOHN TERRY!
=)
Peace out.
// illusionist*
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:59:00 pm♠
I spy with my little eye. Remember the top I wanted to show you the other day but I don't have the picture. Well? Check it out. And oh... Open your eyes wide too! *winks*
=)
The top that I mention in my earlier entries.
My orange top. =)
My Belt.
Open your eyes now!
...
Chelsea's players. Starting from left - John Terry,Scott Parker & Joe Cole.
Cute huh? =D Who's the cutest? John Terry! Not only the tallest but also the cutest! Well? Actually all of them are cute but I think my dearest,John Terry is the cutest. Followed by Joe Cole (the one on the right). =D
Stare! Stare! Stare!!! LOL!~
Cute huh? Haha. This good looking dudes. Damn~ Their hot.
[From left - (top left) Mike Shinoda,(next to Mike) Josh Harnett,Shawn Yue ,(top right) John Terry,(2nd row,left) Jude Law,Hidetoshi Nakata,Duncan James,Julian Hee,(bottom left) Simple Plan,Edison Chen,(bottom right) Frank Lampard.]
O_O ..........
Haha. =)
My dear - John Terry!
hAvE A NicE dAy!
// illusionist*
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠7:59:00 pm♠
I did a quiz titled "Whos your anime guy?"
Here it goes...
You got Shigure. He may seem a bit perverted but thats just part of his charm. Underneath that he's very caring and will always be your loyal companion, Congrats.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠4:12:00 pm♠
Took this quiz titled "Which One Of My Hot Rocker Guys is for you"
LOL! Well? I just do it for fun as I've got nothing much to do at the moment. =)
Hmm? I like that type? I didn't know that. Haha.
You got Frank Iero of My Chemical Romance. He plays the lead guitar. He has numerous amounts of tatoos and piercings. You like a guy who's a bit of a risk taker. You want them to be up for any thing. He is also so cute. You scored the risk taker rocker.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠2:54:00 pm♠
QUOTE:Could you see my heart in this world you forgot?
There will be a rebellious man. He is the kind of man to do his own things, his own way. He will be the one to have fun. He doesn't want to be tied down but in seeing you he felt as if it was destiny. He wants to travel the world with you and make your dreams come true.It is the kind of romance that ensures fun and surprise. Like that of an adventurer fallen in love with a girl of a village he had discovered. Then taking her away with him. Living in a world that he created, that only they could enter, and never leave.You never have a dull moment. And the world is a field of mystery but together you will discover the hidden beauty.
A quiz that I took earlier on. Haha. Hmm? I like the idea of fun and surprise. =D I like surprises! =) Never a dull moment? How interesting. I can't stand those without sense of humor. So boring. I like somebody who'll make me laugh! =D Isn't that fun? Haha. =)
Oh well... When the time comes then we'll see how.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠2:16:00 pm♠
Monday, December 05, 2005
Now that I've read some of my past entries in my other blog. I realise some of them were a little insane. =D I guess that's how I feel back then and some I didn't even remember who was it for. Can you believe that? Wrote it for a person but can't remember who. I guess all this while my mind is only on him.
Dang! Cut the crap already. Seriously,the ones that I wrote for him were the ones that I can remember and identify which is which. Those were the days,I don't want to hurt myself. So it's another book and chapter for now but I tend to forget at times. Trust me,nothing for now. =)
Well? If you were to read my recent poems,you'll know. =) I can only write and think of stuff to write when I'm in that mood to do so. If not,I find it hard and it could take some time just for a simple one. I don't think mine's good at all. I want to improve! Hopefully as times flies,I'll can better. I'm just a beginner only. Those who can write very good poems,I really envy them. I've to admit that sometimes I get confused with what they are trying to say but as I go through it slowly I begin to roughly understand. That's why I say I've to improve!
Hopefully I will. I will try no matter what. At least you're trying right? Better then not trying.
5th of December already. I haven't buy my school books yet. My parents still think it's too early. I guess I'll be buying it during mid-month. My shoes? I guess a week before school reopens. That's what I did for the previous previous year. =D Last year was like two weeks before school reopens if I'm not wrong. Or is it the same? Haha. Can't remember.
I guess next week I'll be buying school bag. Sheesh. Tell me if I'm spoilt. It's like I change bag every year,buy new shoes and stuff like that. >_<"
Oh well... That's about school stuff.
Currently I'm just eating and of course blogging! Don't know what to do next but this idea keeps coming back to my mind. My previous blog (1stepcloser.easyjournal) I used to those stuff. Like what do I like,about me... You know stuff like that. Yeah,thought of doing that. Hmm? Let's see about it. Maybe I will. =)
As for now... Peace out!
// illusionist*
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠3:04:00 pm♠
Sunday, December 04, 2005
The sky is falling! Arghhhhhhh!!!! Run!!
Haha. Well? I've just watched "Chicken Little" today. It was quite nice. Funny. A show that's for the family.
Oh well... Went out earlier on with my family. Went to Bugis. Shop like crazy. Haha. Oh well... =) Hmm? It was a little tiring I guess cause shop shop shop non-stop. Fanatic? Hmm? Haha.
Anyway,went to this shop bought this shoe. It's from Japan and aww... I'm so flattered by the girl's comment saying my top was cute. =D I don't have pictures to show you now. Pictures of my top. I can't upload it don't know why but I'll try again tomorrow and show y'all. =) It's orange in colour. Wore it with jeans and my comfort shoes which I bought it at Parco Bugis Junction. Silverline. Yup,that's the tagline. It's really comfortable and it's reasonable. It cost abt $29 if I'm not wrong. Though the design looks simple but it's really comfortable and I don't see it elsewhere.
So it's unique! Don't you think so? I think so. I mean... It's something different and outstanding from the rest. You don't see it elsewhere only that shop. =D Well? Yeah,I think that's nice.
Shop till it was dinner time. My family and I went to eat dinner. I ate satay. Yummy! My father ate Mee soto,my mother too if I'm not wrong while my brother are Mee Rebus. After that went shopping at OG awhile then when back to Bugis Junction again cause my mother want to buy something. After that we took a train and went back to Pasir Ris.
So we shop at White Sands before heading home. Went to Giordano thought of buying the tee but somehow decided not to so my mother and I went to Watson while my father and brother went to the toliet. So we were at Watson just looking around to see if anything catches our eyes. Well? We did. Haha. So after everything,my father paid for the items,my father and brother went home while my mother and I decided to shop at John Little.
As usual looking at stuff. I just couldn't stop thinking of the Nike fragrance. Adidas one is also not bad. Darn it. I'm just so flicker minded. Maybe I buy both then. =D Well? Yeah,since I like both. Then I was a little tired so we decided to go home. Bought Old Chang Kee before we leave. Yum yum! Food is always on my list. =D Haha. =p
I guess my legs are begging for mercy asking me to stop. Haha but hey it was quite a smooth flowing day. I was happy all the way. All my worries were put aside for awhile. =D
La La LA...
I'm just surfing the net at the moment and smsing. Nothing much actually but there's one thing I don't quite like about it for today. ...It's that I keep going to the toliet! Half an hour to one hour - toliet. Darn it. Always feel like "watering the plants". LOL!
Oh well... I'm off now.
Later!
Peace out.
// illusionist*
[ 3 more days to my brother's birthday & John Terry's! =D ]
*The next minute will be,2 more days*
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠11:59:00 pm♠
Woo-hoo! Yeehaw! Hurray!! Yipee! Yeah! Yay!
Guess what's all those about? I strike lottery? Nah. I don't even buy. Besides,I'm underage. Got a new computer or mobile phone? Nah.
Ok,well... Chelsea won! Yup. They won! Middlesbrough 0,Chelsea 1. I predict it'll be 1 - 0 and yes! I'm right! I guess my brother's prediction isn't correct after all. Weeee! Guess who score for Chelsea? Frank Lampard? Awww... He almost. Oh it's none other than my dearest - John Terry! =D Yes,John Terry!!! You rock!
Haha. Oh well... My brother is asleep now. He actually wanted to watch the Manchester United match but then it's really late. After Middlesbrough and Chelsea match it's Manchester United match. Can you believe that Arsenal lost to Bolton Wanderers? 2 - 0. What a shocking news. I thought Arsenal's one of the good team. Didn't expect it to lose to Bolton Wanderers. Well? What can I say? Expect the unexpected. =)
Chelsea has 40 points for now and their top on the list. Weeee~ Hurray for Chelsea!
Oh well... Let's talk about other stuff already.
Hmm...? It's 1.33AM now. Some people are watching the match now. Manchester United match and their away. 24 people online. About five people are away and busy. So 14 people are available. It's always around this time there aren't many people online. I notice about 9 - 10 something there's always more people online. I guess different people goes online different time. Sometimes in the afternoon there'll be like 37 - 45 people online. Sometimes it's only 20 - 30. At night,sometimes there'll be like 38 - 61 people online and at times there'll be like 35 - 50 people online only.
Oh well... It's 4th of December already. Three more days to my brother's birthday and he'll be 11 years old. Pretty fast huh? Haha. Oh well... Times flies very fast and your age is always plus one every year to that number. This is life. Well? Enjoy life while you can. =) And oh... Play safe ya? Don't get yourself into trouble. =D
Aww man. Just one more month to school reopens. Arghhh... Sheesh. N levels coming. I'm so scared! Can anyone please save me? =( I'm so worried about it. I wonder how's it gonna be like. Oh well... But that aside for now. Look on the bright side for now and relax a little. I don't wanna stress myself up. It's bad for health. =D So........ I've to smile! Haha.
Cut that crap already. I'm off now.
Peace out.
// illusionist*
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠1:38:00 am♠
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Can you believe that I forget to eat dinner? LOL.
Well? Yeah,my mind just got carried away as there were many things I'm supposed to do. I'm currently eating my sort called "late dinner". I just ate butter bread plus tar tar sauce with it and japanese chicken. =D This is what I call D-style of eating. Haha. =p
I still have my noodles and eggs and japanese chicken to eat. Gonna eat snacks after that. =D Yum yum. Food. Ahhh! Yes,my favourite. The other time I ate the Teppayaki burger at Mcdonalds it wasn't that good as I expected. My mother couldn't finish. She ate a few bites only so I finished it for her. I ate two in other words. Haha. I ate the whole set just my own plus another burger. Wow. Hahaha. Greedy? Nah. I just feel like eating even though it didn't taste that good but I like the fries.
That's for Mcdonalds. At KFC the other time,I ate two burgers too. =D The Ole burger and not forgetting the whipped potato. Yummy! Taste nice. I think I prefer KFC food for now. Mcdonalds used to my choice but I just don't quite like the food standard for now. Oh but their McChicken is my favourite. Aww... but McWings is disappointing. Small! I perfer Chicken McCrispy,that's my favourite! Too bad,it's not in the menu already. Arghhh! Idiot.
=D Oops. =X Oh well... 12 minutes to 10.55PM. Yes! Gonna watch the match on channel 24 on cable. =) Chelsea!!! I really hope they'll win. It's Chelsea vs Middlesbrough.
Chelsea!!! Terry!! Lampard!! J.Cole!! Awww... =D Haha.
Joe Cole is injuried. =( I hope he recovers soon! =D
Enough of that already. I'm off now. =)
Peace out.
// illusionist*
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠10:43:00 pm♠
Friday, December 02, 2005
[ 02.12.05 ]
Oh goodie! My Blog of Poems skin has changed already. Besides that,I've change the layout too. The other time I encounter some errors. So... I've fixed everything already. =D The previous one wasn't that suitable so I removed everything.
Oh! My old tagboard for this blog has moved to my other blog. =D So that means my blog of poems finally have a tag board. =D Hurray! Haha.
Oh well..... Tag tag tag! =)
I did the skin for my blogs. =) Notice the D-Illusionist,followed by the copyrights? Yeah! It's me! Haha. I feel very proud of it as I design the skin! =D
Alright,enough of that. Today is Friday. Gosh. Time flies really fast. I wish I could turn back time and freeze it. I wanna be young! [Forever!] Haha. Seriously,I'd like to turn back time but it isn't possible. Awww... Sad. What to do? This is life. You can't turn back time. All you can do is to plan ahead.
Sometimes I wish I was a guy. It's like being a female,you suffer a lot. Well? To me,I think that way. It's always the guys that are in power,stuff like that. Have you ever heard of "World Richest Woman"? No right? I always heard of "World Richest Man",that is - Bill Gates.
It's like woman have to go through all the pain. Just look at your mother. That's one example of it. Your mother have to carry you for 9 months,10 days before delivering you. Poor thing and can you imagine the pain that she has to go through? Some people are just so ungrateful.
So not fair! Guys are way stronger than girls. Damn. I wanna be as strong as them too! Humph! I don't know how should I put this in words but it's like they always have an advantage. Darn it. Oh why,oh why.......!!
*sigh* I guess there's so many people in this world. All kinds of them. The good and the bad. I hope I meet those good ones. I don't wish to meet the bad ones.
Some guys can be really sweet. While some guys can be really abusive. Just hate that kind. Is that the only thing they know - Violence? I hate guys who likes to beat and whack others. I like guys who treat others with respect. That's sweet.
What makes a good guy?
Someone who cares? Someone good looking? Blah blah blah...
Well? No. You know good looking guys they have more advantage. Seriously. I know some quite good looking guys who are flirts. It's easy for girls to fall for this kind of stuff. Why? Simple! Their good looking,silly. Just like guys. They see some sexy girl.......then you know what. My point is - Don't be deceived by looks.
He or she can be good looking but what type of person he/she is? They could be gold diggers, play boy,play mate... Stuff like that. The reason why I say good looking guys have more advantage is because with their looks they always get what they want from the girl. Get what I mean?
I'm not saying all good looking guys are like that. Haha. Don't get me wrong. =)
Well? Sometimes guy can be really sweet. Yes and I mean very. Very patient,very understanding,has a good sense of humor,has a big heart,etc. Awww... I guess there's two sides to it. The other is the abusive type. Very violent,flare up easily,etc. Oh and there's the flirt. Go around flirting with girls,breaking their hearts,do whatever he likes,etc.
Hmm...? This world has all sorts of people. But hey! We have eyes right? Haha. We often tend to just see people by it's looks. Good looking = good person. Not really. It's just the outer cover that his "good" but that doesn't mean that his good. Who knows he/she may be a devil inside. Hey! Anything's possible. =)
I just feel that we should be fair to everyone. Whether you're good looking,cute or whatsoever. At the end of the day,we're still god's children. Nobody's perfect anyway. We all make mistakes.
Sometimes we just go along with our emotions and often regret for doing what we have done. What's done can't be undone. Oh well.......
Enough of that matter. =) Let's end that for now.
Hmm... Just bought this product which cost me $65. Thought of buying this cleanser for sensitive skin which cost about $30. There's a long list waiting for me actually. I'm still holding on. Trying not to let it go too soon. If I do,I'll shop like mad but I don't wish to do that. Spending money means heart ache. Once in awhile it's alright. If everyday? I think I'll go crazy. LOL!
Planning to buy an OP wallet. Was just planning only. Maybe I'll buy. Well? See how.
I guess I should start doing my homework one of this days. Don't want to hang on till the last minute. Last minute? Isn't that my title? Haha. Well? Ok,not really but I wouldn't say totally not at all. Hmm? Half of it? Haha. Okay okay. Cut the crap. Damn,I'm crapping again. LOL.
I guess I'm a little in the high mood. High as in all laughter but hey,I can be serious if there's a need to switch my mood to it. =)
Alright. I'm off now.
Peace out.
// illusionist*
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠9:17:00 pm♠
Thursday, December 01, 2005
Hey there all. Today is WORLD AIDS DAY.
Are you aware of it? =) Well? I don't think you do. Well? Ok,some may be aware of it. Well,just marking this entry to remember that today is WORLD AIDS DAY.
People are dying every day because of AIDS. It's really a serious matter. I hope that you understand this. We can play our parts by protecting ourselves from it.
I'm not saying "Oh! Go ahead and excite yourself like nobody's business." Haha. I didn't mean that ok!
So don't get me wrong.
Peace.
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠8:29:00 pm♠
Oh god. It's finally 1st of December. So fast!! Wish it was slower.
Oh well... What can I say? Time flies very fast. For all you know... Tada! 2006!
Currently just listening to Hoobastank's "The Reason". Well? I was listening to their "Same Direction" but my brother insist of listening to "The Reason". It's one of his favourite song I guess. Actually,the whole day I didn't really listen to any songs. I was looping Rammstein's "Ich Will" video. Call me crazy,I don't mind. =D
Yeah,so it's like I listen or rather watch it many times today. =D Oh,I mean yesterday. It's like I only listen to "I still..." by Backstreet Boys twice only. Oh well.......
Anyway,I'm going to peel off this mask after I'm done with this. =D Damn. Xiaoqiang (Angie) keep calling me like mad. Oh,I mean miss calling me. Hmm........? Haha. The other time she missed call me I got fed up that I keep missed calling her many times till she got scared. Haha. =D She surrendered! Muahahaha! See... I told ya that I'll bring her down. =D
Bleah!
=D Speak of the devil. Speaking of her,she missed call me again. When will she ever stop that? >_<" Sweeeeetttt. Haha.
Should I play PlayStation? [Grand Theft Auto] =D Yeah. My favourite. Haha. Or Inuyasha? Hmm...? Or maybe Tekken 5? Arghhhh... Spoilt with all these fantasic title. Haha. La La LA...
Thinking about my plan. Should I go with it? Haha. You'll never know what's it. =) *grins* Muahahaha! Keeping it to myself. Not even a single soul knows about it.
*Yawns* 1.27AM. I just love that SPA water. =D It's very refreshing and cooling. Ahhhhh! Yes. That magical water. Haha. Hey,it cost quite a lot ok? Just the very small one and I mean really small one,$9. The bigger size one cost $19. Gonna buy the bigger one. At least it'll last long. =D
I've been using it for about a week. Well to be exact - about five days. You can see the difference. It's wonderful. Marvellous I'd say. =) Cheers!
Alright,I'm gonna stop here for now. I've stuff to do.
Peace out.
// illusionist*
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠1:29:00 am♠
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Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
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| Your Love Type: ISFJ |
 In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long. For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner. Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie. However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues. Best matches: ESTP or ESFP |
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// What kind of sexy girl are you?
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 You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have. |
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 East meets west... sweet meets salty. You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together! |
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| There's a Chance You Could Be Violent |
 Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage. |
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