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Monday, November 21, 2005

[ 21.11.05 ]

Sometimes I don't understand what people are thinking. Don't know if they ever use their brains to think about it before doing it. They just go with the flow and that's just so wrong. No bloody brains of their own? Hmm? Haha. No comments.

Anyway,I don't really care about what they want to say. I know what I'm doing,I know who I am,I know what I want and that's fine.

First of all,if you don't know me that well,just shut. Don't act as if you know me and make stupid comments. Sickening and I mean very.

I can be anybody I want. I have my different sides. Split character? Hmm? You decide. I can be nice yet I can be nasty. If you treat me with respect,I'll treat you with respect too. If you're rude,I won't even entertain. IF I do,it means you're over my limits and I won't be very nice. A hot-tempered person but at times I can soften a little. Well? It depends on the situation.

Don't try to change me or ask me to do so because I'm simply me. Accept me for who I am and stop complaining. If you're not happy,that's your business. I ain't gonna care. I only care for people who care for me.

I can be goofy. Talking crap,whatsoever but I know when to be serious. If I'm in a serious mood,you better not provoke me. I flare up easily. It's not nice if I do that as sometimes I get a little carried away that result to violence.

Overall,I don't think I'm that unreasonable unless you're being unreasonable. I'm a fair person. I don't really take sides. I love chatting. That's just me but at times I can be very quiet. I can be quite deep in my thoughts and think of things differently. I'm not a good artist unlike my brother but I'm much better with words than him. I'm emotional but not to the extend that I'll like cry or something. That's just simply not me.

I don't cry easily but I get hurt easily at times. I find it hard to trust people but if I do,it means you're something to me. I'm not so easy to understand but you can somehow understand me if you know me quite well. To some they think that I always spill all but no. It's not true at all. My life is like a story? Hmm? I have some stuff that not everyone experience it. So I think that makes me unique in a way.

Everyone's unique.

I still haven't figured what am I good at. Last time my imagination was really superb. I can always imagine of all those things that aren't real. What I mean is something weird but fun. I used to dream and draw tree house. Not only that,I also dream that I'm in space. I can be weird at times. I used to hate afternoon naps but recently,I kind of like it.

I used to be so crazy over sports but now not really so crazy. I like floorball but hates it when everyone crowds around for the ball. I like rollerblading but I don't think I'm a pro but I'm okay with it. I don't know how to cycle. I always fall. To me rollerblading is much easier than cycling. Rollerblading isn't difficult at all.

I remember the first time I try it I was a little nervous but I fell in love with it. So I decided to buy. But... I got it as a birthday gift. It's been around for like five to six years I guess? Planning to get a new one. My brother's four years younger than me. His primary five this year. His fairer than me. My auntie and uncle are always saying his cute and always asking him to join a talent contest. Hmm? Just for your information,we don't look the same. Not even a little bit.

Some of my friends got shocked when I say it's my brother. Some even thought I was lying and said "Your neighbour or cousin?" As usual,I'll laugh it off and say "Crazy. Ask him."

My father's a chinese and mother's a malay. My mother's mother is a peranakan and my mother's father is a mixed. Mixed of Javanese,Bugis,etc. I just don't know whatelse to say. So many mix. Haha. Well? That's my grandfather.

People often ask me "Malay or Chinese?" My usual reply is "You guess"

Back in primary school,people often get confused with my race. I'm tanned and my chinese is horrible. So it's like everytime the chinese teacher will often mistaken me as a malay and say "Malay girl,why study Chinese? You don't know,don't study lah. Study malay."

I often get pissed off after those words. I still remember the time when I speak chinese and people just can't stop laughing and some even make fun of me. That's the reason why I hate speaking chinese and I hate Chinese class. What's the big deal? I don't understand why people have to make a big fuss of it.

I remember some even said "IF like that,you go EM3". Ha! Oh please. I'm in EM2. Moron! It's not like I fail everything. I know I'll pass my English but not too sure about Maths. Nevermind that. You know what? Some even said "Your Chinese weak. You know U-grade you'll retain?" I was like shut it already. I'm not dumb. So did I retain? Sometimes people just say without thinking. Always thinking that others aren't capable of it.

Thank god in secondary schools not much of Chinese lessons. I hate it back then in primary school. Two lessons of Chinese. THREE's the worst and one's the best. Why one? Well? Mostly people will make noise then teacher scold,stuff like that. You know wasting time? Yeah. So that's it.

Haven't you say enough about me? Malay,chinese - weak...

Anyway,why would I be lying about my race? I'm a chinese. It's just that I'm tanned. I'm a chinese but not pure 100%. I'm mixed. REMEMBER! I speak English at home and with friends and sometimes malay to mother. My dad can't really speak chinese. He either speaks English or dialect - Hokkien.

Oh well... What can I say? Let it be it.

I can like something for very long. I can be crazy at times. I love to laugh. I like making my friends laugh. Well? When their laughing,I'm laughing too. Sometimes even the minor things that I say to my friends make them laugh so at the same time,I feel happy too.

I like making friends and hate making enemies. People often don't quite understand my situation. How about you being in my shoe for a day and see how's it. I can be happy at this moment and angry the next minute. It just depends on situation.

If you don't disturb me,I'm fine with it. If you do,I'll be very angry and that goes it.

I'm a human so remember that! Humans have emotions,feelings. So always remember that. I can't be perfect but I'll be unique. I make mistakes and often regret at a time of point but I'm willing to accept my mistakes and not make them again. I learn from mistakes and try to be a better person.

Arrogant? Often people say that. I don't really care. I'm not all of that actually. Sometimes I'm just competitive and I didn't mean anything. I never look down on people unless people don't value themselves. I can be blur at times when my mind's not there yet I can be very serious and pushy at times.

When I'm serious. It's all work,no play but maybe just a laugh or two only. When I'm in the let loose mood. I can be very carefree. I just shoot anything that comes to my mind and often people get the wrong idea. It's alright. You're free to say anything but don't think I'm always the same.

I choose who I want to be. I have different characters. It's more like acting. Ain't acting fun? It is indeed. You'll never know what's behind my smile. I may not be very good at hiding my feelings at times but I'm able to hide my emotions. Sometimes if I feel like crying,I just try not think about it and think of happy things. Feelings? Sometimes I just say without thinking twice.

I can be friendly if you're friendly and I can be "arrogant" if I find that you're not worth to be respected because of bad attitude and whatsoever.

Well? What can I say? I'm just a normal human being. I'm not as if something special lets say... Gold or something. We're god's children. =)

I don't like guys who thinks highly of themselves. I like a humble guy yet funny. Somebody who'll makes you feel comfortable when you're with him. Sometimes guys can be too cocky. Well? That's what the guys are thinking of some girls.

Guys who are humble. Have a good sense of humor. Understanding and caring is just so sweet. Patient? Aww... That just melts my heart. It's hard to find guys like that. Somebody who can be your buddy? That's nice.

1) Humble
2) Have good sense of humor
3) Understanding
4) Caring
5) Patient
6) Intelligent/Unique

This six. Awww... If there's someone like that. It'll just melts my heart. It's hard to find somebody like that.

I dislike cocky guys. I like the humble type. I like someone who have a good sense of humor if not it'll be very boring. Understanding! That's sweet. Caring is also sweet. Patient? I'll respect him! Haha. Intelligent/Unique? I like someone who can tell me stuff that I never know or make me see things in a different way. That would be great. =)

Oh well... As for now. Let's not think about it. =)

Never underestimate a person by just judging by it's cover.

Oh well... Alright. I'm going to bed.

Take care! Goodnight.

D-Illusionist*

♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠4:16:00 am♠

// D: Illusionist

+ Diane

+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist

+ 0ctober 4th 1990

+ Libra

+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)

+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)

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// What does your sleeping position says about you?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

// What's your love type

Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

What's Your Love Type?

// Are you too picky when it comes to men?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

// What kind of sexy girl are you?

You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

What Kind of Sexy Girl Are You?

// What kind of girl are you?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

// Are you spoiled?

You Are 24% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

Are You Spoiled?

// What flavour Pocky are you?

You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

// Could you be violent?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Could You Be Violent?

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