La La La~ Hmm? Awww... I miss those days! Those days back in primary school!
Earlier on when I was in the toliet washing my face,I was thinking of the friends and those memories back in primary school. They were like so fun! Darn it. Miss 'em all! Looking back at it,it wasn't that bad at all. Besides I did have some achievements in primary school.
Hmm...? Let me list the things that I've achieved. That way I can remember it. Haha. =)
Ahhhh! Yes. Now then I remember all this. Haha. So it wasn't that bad. At least I achieved something and I should be proud of it. Oh! Now then I remember this! Back then in Primary 4 my composition was published in the school's composition book. I was surprised. I didn't expect it. I was really happy but that was like five years ago back in 2000. =)
Those are just achievements only. Let's talk about friends now.
Oh goodie. I miss my friends. Thinking of it,I just wish I could turn back time and freeze it. IF only there was such thing. Haha. Wouldn't it be great? It will! =D
I miss the group that I usually hang out with during recess. That group which once used to be my favourites! But too bad something happened and things change but I'll remember those memories. Oh I mean the good ones not the sour ones. Oh yes! Miss Pearline! Haha.
I remember back then when I was in Primary 6... Yeah! The chatters. Haha. Pearline and I are always talking in class and teacher always caught us for talking but it was really fun. It's like for one whole term,Pearline and I just keep talking and stuff like that but soon our form teacher have to stop us. Ahhh yes. Mdm Jorah. Haha. How can I forget that?
Though we were caught many times and even seperated. We will find a way to get together and talk like nobody's business. I miss that a lot! We talk,we joke,we laugh. I still remember that I laughed so hard that I can't stop laughing. I was laughing like mad! But hey! What can I say? It was hilarious. It was funny and so fun! On top of that,I'd be like always using my favourite quotes.
Such as... "Hmm... Very interesting" "Ohhhhh... That thing right?" "You know what I mean" "Ahhhh... That one ar? *cheeky laugh* Hmmm...." "I whack your bloody face then you know" (That's when I get angry with someone) "Idiot" "Ahem! Ahem! That thing... You know... Something"
Haha. Can't think of anymore already but that's what I used to say and I love to say. Some even call me pervert. LOL! I still remember that. Well? Cause sometimes I ask if they ever look at somebody's butt and see how nice it is. LOL! I just can't help it. Haha. I was crazy. Did crazy stuff but at times very serious.
Especially when in a bad mood. I hate it when I'm in a bad mood. I scold anyone anyhow. I shout. I smack. I bang the table. As usual with the "I whack your bloody face then you know" followed by that finger pointing at someone. What can I say? It's just me. People who thinks that I'm always the same,you're wrong. Back then I was even worst. Thankfully,I'm slightly much better now. =)
Looking at people's butt? Haha. Oops. I spilled the beans. Oh well... Not only spying on dudes. I can even stare at them. O_O. Stalker? Nah. Maybe to some I am! But hey! I'm not. Looking at butts? I don't know how but my eyes just seems to wonder elsewhere and I always happen to look. Hmm? I notice some dudes have nice butts. Solid. Simply firm. Just wearing their school shorts you can see the shape of their nice butts. =X
What other crazy stuff did I do? Hmm... Oh! Staring at dudes. Stare and stare and stare. I could just stare at it if I find the person kind of attractive. Oh. Those little thoughts starts to appear in my head. Haha. What I mean is those "little" thoughts. Sometimes my friend talks to me I just could simply at those dudes and listen to my friend at the same time but of course I understand what they were talking about but my eyes were ... "You know"
Whatelse?
Oh ya. If I like the person's hairstyle,I could just look at their hair for quite some time before doing other stuff. My eyes are just meant to look at spiky hairs only. Haha. So those center-parting I won't really take notice unless other stuff can make me notice 'em. LOL! =X
In a way,some thinks I'm a stalker. Wondering till now if I am but I don't think I am. I just have some helping hands around me to know more about the person. The craziest part about me is I can be so crazy over a person. But there was once where I never really showed my true colours. Meaning to say,I keep denying whatever they say and always being "nasty" to him. Well? Not like finding fault with him or whatsoever but I try not to be too friendly. Friendly but not too friendly.
The time when I told him about his hair. Oh yes... It was funny. I told him about his hair. It looked really weird and so not nice. He got really mad! Can you believe it? I keep asking him to change his hairstyle as I sort of miss his usual hairstyle. His usual hairstyle is more suitable for him than that comb to the back hairstyle. I don't know why but when this word "Funny memories" comes to my mind. I start to recall those funny memories with him. I know that sometimes I can be a little mean to him but the truth is he isn't that bad actually. His quite nice actually but at times he choose to be the oppsite.
I actually didn't mean all those. Ok. The truth is that I'm quite shy to speak to him actually. I always acted like as if I hate him or something. Well? To some might think that way but I never mean anything. I just don't know how to react. I too don't understand why. I still remember that at times I still try to look at him. But if he looks back,I'll quickly look away or pretend to do other stuff. I still remember that at times he give those friendly smile but I just looked away. Me,proud? I hope he don't get me wrong. I don't know if I should smile back or not. I just don't know what to do. Haha. I guess everything is really a very long story. I can only just tell a little but that I can't seem to forget.
Hmm...? I'm wondering now. How come do I think of him out of the blue,just like that? I guess that was really memorable and it's like I always remember it. It makes me smile when I think of it and it calms me. I'll laugh at it at times. Hmm...? Haven't seen him for very long already. Wondering if his fine. =) Well? I bet his fine because I believe that he will be fine. Haha. Giving him nicknames like LL. Well? One of my friend used to like him and I know that. What can I say? My friend too knows that I... Haha.
His smile can make you smile. That I'll never forget. I sort of miss his smile. Haha. That Mr Smarty pants. But I'll never admit it in front of him that he is. =X
Oh boy. I miss my primary school friends! I miss my class! I'll always remember you!
[Not my class // Sister!] Jaclyn - Yo girl! You rock! Oh by the way,she's the one who reads LIME and it got me influence. Haha.
[My class] Pearline always making me smile! Aida - the good listener! Thanks girl! Haha.
Darlene - Hey girl! I envy your compositions. Naqia - Clever girl! Especially in Maths.
Shila - Haha. Sometimes we talk about that "Topic". Aww... She's in Malaysia. Sort of miss crapping with her. Wondering how's she. Haven't seen her for like three years? About there.
Han Wei - That funny dude. Oh at times he can be violent but his funny. Haha. Elvin - Oh you!! Idiot! Always write my name on the board. Haha. But quite fun to disturb. Haha.
Daniel - Hey you! Haha. Sometimes I like to disturb him. His attached you know? Weng Hon - We're mostly competing our English marks.
Gary - Oh. Just love to disturb him. Gay Gary? Oops! Sorry! Haha. Remember K? Haha! =X Ryan - Sometimes talk to him. Oh! Is it about neogeo? Haha.
Meria - Hey you! Haha. Sorry I always disturb you. She's okay. Friendly girl. =) Carolyn - Hey! Haha. Saw her recently.
Qastalani - Haha. His brother is kinda cute. Qasta? Hmm... His quite nice. Saiful - Saw him before school holiday. I still remember last time in Pri 1 he always got scolded by the teacher because his always fooling around. He's really slim now.
Haha. Still have somemore but don't think that I didn't mention their name means I hate them or something. No no. I still remember them. Don't know if they still remember me or not? *wondering*
But I can't stand one fella. Whoelse? Those who know me or who are my classmates should know who I dislike. The sight of her makes my heart pain. Mentioning her name even makes my heart pain. Talking about her I just can't stand it. Luckily she's not in my school but in Jaclyn's school. Phew! But the feeling of that heart ache isn't so strong like last time at least now not so bad. Last time... Gosh! Hearing her name or anything to do with her can make me really mad that I flare up easily.
Oh well... Let's not talk about that already.
I miss PARK VIEW! I miss my friends! Haha. Love y'all! =)
Oh well... It's really late now. I guess I should be going to bed. Miss you!
I'm off now. Goodnight!
D-Illusionist*
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠2:54:00 am♠
// D: Illusionist
+ Diane
+ Anne, Ashley Kid, Silencer-D, D-Illusionist
+ 0ctober 4th 1990
+ Libra
+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)
+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School  (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)
BLUE IS THE COLOUR
// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.
Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.
Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!
You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!
Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!
You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.
Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.