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Monday, November 07, 2005

[ 07.11.05 ]

What the hell is wrong with this world?!

Dumb dumb dumb!!!! Stupid!!! Damn it! Sometimes I wonder what's wrong with this "sickening" world. You know sometimes I feel that this world is so sickening. Well? This world isn't actually. It's the people around that makes it so SICKENING. I'm so sick and fed up with all this shit. Because of this shit,this world is a little shitty. Making it unfair and sometimes dumb. I hate it when it happens. How I wish all this shit would just shit up and shut it already.

Damn it. I'm in a foul mood now. Oh like what the hell... I don't even care. If you don't want to continue reading this,you can jolly well close the page. I'm sick and tired of all this. When will I have my peace? Already so much war in the world. Whatelse? People giving problems and so on? This is terrible. It's stupid. I wish people in this world could just wake up from their DREAM LAND and say HELLO to this world.

Oh well...guess what? I've been looping "Ich Will" over and over again. Oh boy,what's next?

I feel that this few days,I'm always so angry. I flare up very easily. Well? People sometimes need to be careful with their words and behaviour. Such acts can cause people to flare easily. SO MIND YOU!

I'm still angry anyway. I blog this because I want to get rid of that anger. Too much anger and maybe hatred. I feel like smashing something but I'm refraining myself from doing so.

Oh goodie. Blah! Guess what? Earlier on my mother........... arghhhh!! I don't know what she's thinking. Talking about guys? Husband? What the hell!? Come on! Whenever I look at pictures of guys,you always get so suspicious asking me who and whatsoever and then as usual suspect something and scold me and now you're talking about it? What is wrong with you?!?! Even suspected this and that,you know all those crap. Oh pleaseeeeeeeee... They're just my friends! I just look at the pictures only not as if what. I just simply don't understand her. I wonder what's next she's gonna nag about?

I'm not in the mood to talk about guys. Anyway,I'm sick of it already. Ok,I still talk like this guy is cute,hot,whatsoever. But tell you what,I'm not interested. Still say to me if you get married you better take care of your husband. Blah blah. You know those crap. Erugh! Enough ya? *roll eyes* It's so irritating. Whatever. I once told her,"So? Even if I don't marry so what? Big deal? As long as I'm happy,it's fine with me." Oh and then after that she say,"Later you old then you know. Who want to take care of you? You think maid is easy?". So I was like "whatever". I simply couldn't be bothered.

If you don't like me looking at guys pictures then why sometimes you talk about marriage stuff? It's crap! Anyway,I hate to talk about marriage. Why talk about it? I'm still young. I haven't even enjoy my life yet nor my education then you talk about it? Crap crap crap!!!!!

Do I even look like I care? I couldn't even be bothered. She sometimes just say things without even thinking and sometimes it just hurts me but she doesn't know that. Oh oh! Or maybe she too couldn't be bothered? Always saying I'm stubborn. Yeah? So what's the big deal. It's me. I always stick to my choice and it's hard for me to change it that quick. If I say I want,I want. You can't force me. She just doesn't know how I feel because I never show her my other side and I just refused to. Hey,come on yeah? Human being have feelings. IF you don't that you're not a human. You might as well go and die or never be born in this world. Oh well... You just can't understand me,well? Maybe a little but not all. Sometimes people claim that they know me very very well but you know what? They're wrong. It's only well but not very. Sometimes,yes I do express myself but you will never know my deepest inner thoughts because that I can never express it out and it's hard to do so. =( Oh well..............

You know sometimes how I wish I was a guy. Why a guy? Well? They're very good at hiding their feelings. I wish I was like them. But guys sometimes are just too ego. That's the bad thing. Well? Most guys always wants to be in control. Isn't that fact?

Oh well. Currently,I'm listening to "Du Hust" by Rammstein. After many times of looping "Ich Will",also by Rammstein,I decided to listen to "Du Hust". I think I've cooled a little already. Hoping that things will be different after this. I don't want anymore rubbish. They're all WORTHLESS and dumb.

Alright. I'll end here for now.

Peace out.
D-Illusionist-----x
[This world is like a roller coaster ride.]

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// What does your sleeping position says about you?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

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Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

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// Are you too picky when it comes to men?

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

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You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

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You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

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You Are 24% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

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You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

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// Could you be violent?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

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