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Saturday, October 15, 2005

[ 15.10.05 ]

Today I'm 15 years and 11 days old. Three more days till I can officially party. I'm can actually party now but no. Not so soon. Wait till the last day of my last paper which will be on the 18th of October. My practical paper for Elements of Office Administration (E.O.A) and Civics & Moral Education (CME). Even CME have examinations. Cool.

Anyway,yesterday's paper was Maths (Paper 2) and Computer Applications (Practical). CPA was quite simple but not for Maths paper 2. It was soooo TOUGH! Compared to paper 1,paper 1 wasn't that tough. It was..... Err...? Well? Quite ok. Much easier than paper 2. Paper 2 was like hell for me. I lost 10 marks cause I didn't know how to do or didn't have that precious time to do. I think I'll fail for that paper. I'm sure I can at least get 10 marks or maybe even more but more? I don't think so. It's like I only know some while the rest....... Oh god. I couldn't think straight! My mind went blank. Hopefully I'll pass my Maths. I passed my paper 1 and I knew I could pass my paper 1 as it wasn't that difficult. It was somewhat a fair paper I'd say.

Oh well... I'm very worried for my English paper. I scared I didn't do well. =( I really hope I'll do well. Not just well but VERY. =D Hmm...? But I think as for now a well is alright cause the paper was somewhat tough which I didn't expect it to be. It wasn't the way I expected. It was beyond my expectations. Paper 1 was ok. Fair paper. Paper 2,the first two pages are killing me! By the looks of it,it was freaking me out already. I was petrified by it. As I go along doing the paper,it slowly calm me a little. In other words,the first few pages and the map is tough. The form filling was easy.

Science paper? I didn't really study! I didn't have the time to even study! =( How horrible? I only got to study a little bit only and that was only like 10 minutes! I think I'm able to pass the paper but I'm afraid that I won't do well. It's out of 60. Quite simple to get at least a 30 but I want to do well! I look at the multiple choice questions. It isn't that difficult at all but there were a few questions I wasn't so sure of the answer! That's the horrible part cause I forgot what's the answer to it! But I guess... Somehow,I may get it right. =D "may"...

Let me see... What other papers? Hmm...

Oh... Computer Application (Theory) it was ok. I wouldn't say it's a tough paper nor very easy paper. It was ok. It ain't that bad. Elements of Office Administration paper was alright. A fair paper. Mother Tongue paper? I think I'll just have to forget about it. I couldn't even be bothered but it seems to be easy but I don't think I'll be able to pass. Oh well.......

Finally the pressure is almost over. Just a few light ones to go. Oh! But I have to take my Elements of Office Administration very serious. Though it isn't my favourite subject but I know I'm capable of doing well and I mustn't go down. Well? At least maintain my standard. =D

After all this,I have one more worry. The worry of my results! I somewhat have this feeling of looking forward to get back my results but no! I'm afraid! Can anybody save me if I fall? Because if I fall,I may fall badly and injured myself and that hurts alot. Ouch! I may not fall,I may be shining as usual but I'm still afraid to know the truth? Maybe I am.

Speaking of hurt. I now realise that this year I've been hurt for like four times? I think that's why I stop thinking of guys. It just hurts me. It's a pain in the ass. Guys are always thinking that their so powerful and stuff like that. I can't stand guys who are so ego. Especially the ones that always listen to his friends and not himself. Ugh! That's the worst! He has no brains of his own! Ha! And yet thinking so highly of himself? Sheesh... I can't believe that some guys can be a moron. I mean come on... Who cares about what people say? As long as you,yourself like it the way you want it to be then that's fine. Don't always listen to others! You aren't even thinking! Listen to your heart and trust your heart. Don't just listen to others then oh,the next thing you forget about that person because of what your friends say. Isn't it dumb? I think it's VERY.

Oh well...

I feel that guys should be more on their own. I mean,don't always hear what people say or listen to what people say. Go along with your decisions and make your own. You have brains! You can think! So...? Are you going to have the brains but not use it or make your brains work? No point having a brain but not using it. Soon you'll be brain-dead. Such a pity huh? What can I say? Some people are just like that. I'm not only talking about guys. Alright. To be fair,I feel that some girls too. They deserve a knock on their head. They really aren't using their brains to think. They just listen to what people say and go along with the crowd and do whatever they do. Copy,copy,copy. That's all they know. Ha! Copycats. What can I say about them? Oh... Brainless? Maybe. Hate me if ya wanna. I don't owe anyone a living so mind you and stop being so idiotic like making such comments. I mean,have you ever ask yourself this question? If you make such comments about people,what about yourself. Are you that good?

Oh like what the hell.

*Yawns* Think about it before spilling it all.

I'm sick and tired of all this people.

D-Illusionist----x
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+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
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// What does your sleeping position says about you?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

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Your Love Type: ISFJ

The Nurturer

In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long.
For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner.

Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie.
However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues.

Best matches: ESTP or ESFP

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You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.
But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right
You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.
You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

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You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.
Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.
You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.
Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!

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// What kind of girl are you?

You are a Brainy Girl!

Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books.
You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more.
For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests.
A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either!

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// Are you spoiled?

You Are 24% Spoiled

You're barely spoiled. You may have some nice things, but you never let them go to your head.
You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have.

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// What flavour Pocky are you?

You Are Flan Pocky

Your attitude: modern and offbeat
East meets west... sweet meets salty.
You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!

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// Could you be violent?

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions.
Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act.
Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

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