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// My Illusions*
Thursday, July 28, 2005
[ 28.07.05 ]
Hey there! Yo! How's your day going? Hmm... Mine's alright.
Hmm... The wheather's fine. Science test is postponed to next week. *Phew* What a relief. Haha... I can't seem to remember whatever I've studied. *Oops* BUT... I'll absorb it soon. Don't worry. Erughh... Tomorrow there's Maths test. I hope I'll pass. I'm very worried. Maybe later I'll revise. Hmm... Let me see? Today......... Hmm....... Yes! No homework but awww... Gotta study Maths later. Feel like having a nap. A short one? Haha... About 15 to 30 minutes? Hmm... Maybe I'll take a nap.
Anyway,there's English project. Oh yessssss... I must make sure that my group is the most outstanding group. *grins* Well? Of course yeah? Who doesn't want their group to be the best? I hope that everything will turn out smoothly.
*Yawns* Maybe eating my dinner soon. Haha... Well? Lunch I had Fillet burger. Went to KFC with Xiaoqiang. I just love hanging out with her. Haha... She's so funny. Especially when we are together. We can talk lots of crap. Wahaha... But it was really a good way to de-stress ourselves. Especially Xiaoqiang... Everytime I say something,she'll laugh. Haha... Sometimes I don't know what did I do to make her laugh. Oh but at times...... Haha... I think I'm kinda lame. Haha... Yeah... Trying to crack stuff and make her laugh but it was enjoyable. She bluff me again! Humph! Haha... But we were just playing around only. Not so serious yeah? Haha... The funny thing is at times,we think alike. Haha... Especially when we happen to say things at the same time. Hmm... So we ate our lunch at KFC,Downtown East. After lunch,we went to the VCD shop to check for Inuyasha VCD. There's 13 boxes if I'm not wrong. That's gonna be very expensive. One box cost $29.90. Gotta be kidding me... Just imagine... - $29.90 x 13... Sheesh... But it's our favourite! Hmm...? Considering whether to buy or not. Oh well... Then after that,we walk around Downtown awhile then walk passed Mcdonalds. Haha... She wanted to check something out but I had something in mind. Haha... So I put on an act. LOL. Well... Only the both of us know what happen after that. =D
After that,we wait for Olivia. So we sat down and chat. Haha... She! Erughh... Guess what? She threw bits of tissue paper at me! *Tsk,Tsk* Naughty girl... Haha... What can I say after all? It was really fun though the fun only lasted for about one to one and a half hours. So after Olivia came,we went off. They went for their guitar lessons,while I went home.
All I can think of is the fun just now. =) But I'm still wondering how come they really think someone is really that bad. Lots of bad point about him. Like the other day he didn't wear spectacles. Is it really that bad? To me... It's alright. Quite ok. =) Anyway,his still the same person not as if his someone else right? Oh well...
*sigh* I don't know if I've gotten over 'someone'. 36 months yet on certain occasions,I do think of him and oh boy... Today I took the same bus as him. As far as I'm concern,I just wanna erase everything and start anew. I don't know... I have this urge like to say "Hi" to him or maybe like greet him "Good morning. Hi! How are you?" but I'm only afraid that he might think otherwise but really... I'm very sincere. But the only thing is... I scared that he'll think otherwise. Oh well... I hope god will make a way. I've been thinking of my primary school classmates lately. Thinking about those memories and stuff we did before. It was really very fun. Like I said before,IF I could turn back time. But nah... Every minute you lose,you can never get it back and I realised that I was an idiot back then. Things that can actually be prevented and not happen all can't be undone. I realised that I have alot of opportunities back then. It's only ME,who did not take that chance. I actually can choose a different path and not end up wherever I am today. But sometimes,you might think it's unfair but I have to agree with my book that I'm currently reading. In life sometimes,you might think it's unfair... Why of all the people,it has to be you? You know... The 'why' questions. Yeah... All I can say is... It's all a test from god. God is testing you. Testing how patient are you. Testing if you have a strong mind to get through it. It all depends on you. We all have a choice. Nothing is impossible. Anything's possible. Or maybe I should use Adidas quote from now on. "Impossible is nothing" Haha...
Well... It all depends on you but I have to say this. People whom I know in primary school changed. Some of them become "bad" and you know what? They were good students back then! I can't believe it. I won't say I'm very good back then. I was like in between. I won't say I'm that bad,I won't say I'm that good. I was like an idiot back then. I think that last time I wasn't serious with stuff. I'm like living in my own world without realising it's REALITY. As usual... A chatterbox that some people might find it irritating. I'm quite playful. I'm as usual a hot-tempered person. Hmm... Maybe to some I'm arrogant but honestly,if you get to know me better I can tell you I'm not that type. You know people just judge people by it's cover and that's just SAD. Yup... SAD! Heard that? I get so angry when people anyhow judge people by it's cover. Thinking that they know it all. Oh what the ___... You think you're so smart? Ha! "Hey smarty pants... You're a moron I'll say"
You always think of people's BAD points without looking at what good qualities they have. I don't think that I'm really that bad. If you think so then... *Rolling eyes* I don't know what's wrong with you. I think that in everyone of us,there's at least one good point about us. =) Well? I don't know about you think but hey... That's my opinion. So... what's your point of view? I didn't say that I'm right. Nobody's perfect. We all make mistakes but learn from them.
Oh well... I'm just bringing up this issue cause I feel that some people or should I say most people are like what I've mention above. I didn't say all of you are like that. If you are,please change but if you're not... THAT'S GOOD! =) I'M HAPPY FOR YOU. That's the way it should be...
Anyway,currently I'm just listening to "Ready Steady Go" by Paul Oakenfold. God... I just like that song very much. Nice! Haha... I have been like listening to the song for about [hmm...let me see] err...? more than five times already. Haha... By the way,it's my sms alert tone. =D Oh yeah... I've just change the picture for my blog. Is it nice? Haha... That's my masterpiece! =D I don't like it... Instead... I LOVE IT! Haha... =)
Ok... I think I better be off now...
So.............
I'm signing off now...
+*D-Illusionist*+ ['o5 // Take Care!]
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠6:34:00 pm♠
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Hey there! Hey! I haven't been updating my blog for about a month or so... Sheesh... Haha... Alright... Sorry... I didn't have much time to update my blog. =) BUT I'll try to blog as much as possible ok? Haha...
Well... I just came home from school. Well... I came home about 15 to 25 minutes ago. Well...? There's Speech Day rehearsal and I was involved in it. =D I was quite proud of what I've achieve. So just now when rehearsing,when I was up on stage I actually have confidence. Unlike the previous year,I was nervous but well? It wasn't that bad... Quite good I'd say. Haha... It's like just now when I was up on the stage,I actually didn't feel nervous. Instead I have lots of confidence. I was like telling myself... "Girl... Relax... Be proud of yourself... Anyway,it's a rehearsal so do your best!" =) I hope that on the actual day itself (8 of August) I'll have the same confidence. =D *Hopefully!*
Well? As for now... I have to get back my position for English and maintain my position for Computer Applications and Elements of Office Administration. Currently I'm 2nd for English and that's just bad. Hopefully next year speech day my name will be in. Haha... Well? Who doesn't wanna achieve something? Well? It's not like as if I harm anyone or something... It's just my achievement. In other words "goal". Yeah... My goals that is. Haha...
This coming Speech Day I'll be getting for "English","Computer Applications" as well as "Home Economics"... Weeeeee!~ That's what I got for the previous year too. Three subjects. Hmm...? If only I get for three subjects this year. Haha... That would be just great. Or how about I try getting first in class? For mid-years,I got 2nd in class. Haha... Which I didn't expect. I'm serious. I didn't expect that I'll get 2nd. I really thought that my results went down as I think that I didn't do that well for my mid-years cause it's like this year I'm like always getting 2nd for English. How could this happen to me? Haha... Oh well... I can't do anything about it but to work harder. Anyway,it was my fault for not putting more effort. If only I could get that few marks....... *Evil laughter* ...my favourite position & title. Wahahahaha... Alright... Don't be so evil. I gotta say that Charlynne did put in an effort for it so I have nothing to say but to work harder. It's alright... There's always another time right? Haha... It's never too late. So don't worry.
Gosh... Today my English teacher,Ms Cindy Soh read the marks for the recent comprehension test. I thought I did badly. Guess what? I got the highest! Yipee! But... guess what? Xiaoqiang too got the same marks as me! What?! How could this be? Haha... But nevermind. At least I feel good to hear that I'm one on the highest. Wahahaha... But I did tell her where to look for the answers! Haha... Alright... Nevermind. Work harder. I'm sure the next time I'll do better. Haha... =D Better than this! Cause to me this comprehension test,my marks isn't that good. I think I can do much better. Hmm...? How about 25? Haha... Or mayb 28? That will be like wow... Cause it's almost full marks already. Wahaha... But to speak the truth... People think that I'm good in English blah blah... To me,I still need alot of practice because... Comprehension isn't my type. Haha... I bet you people didn't know this! But really... I'm very honest already. In primary school... For comprehension,I won't do that well but I'll still pass. I hate it cause when it's a two marks question. I mostly get one! *sob,sob* Sometimes half! That's worst! But there was once where I did very well for my comprehension. Wahaha... I was like so surprised. Well? What can I say? Nobody's perfect. You can't be good at everything right? But no matter what... Practice makes perfect.
Alright... Let me share something about that most of you don't know.
Will you believe that my Mathematics was better than my English? Well... The answer is "True". My Maths used to be better than my English. Last time I wasn't so into English. My English was like...Hmm...? I'd say just an OK. My composition weren't like that good. Mostly I'm like those who just managed to pass. It's only that my oral skills that I'll score well and my listening. BUT... If anything to do with writing... I'm quite bad at it. So... My Mathematics was better than my English. But as I grow... When I was in upper primary. I hate Maths. The reason was... I didn't do well. From A's to...... Oh boy... God knows what. Thats where I really really hate Maths. From that point on... I started to realise that English was actually interesting. Well? Before that I do read but I wasn't practising my writing skills thats why I didn't really enjoy English lessons that much but I still enjoy it but if I were to compare it now,I'll say I really find English lessons fascinating. I wouldn't say I'm very good at my English but I can say it's one of my strongest subject. Whatever it is,I'm still looking forward to improve more on my English. I want to become better. I think I'll have to be very serious with the language. I'm actually quite serious with it.
Speaking of language,I'm still very weak at my Chinese. Sometimes I feel ashamed. My dad's a chinese yet I couldn't speak good chinese. But then again... I disliked the language. To me,it's hard to master. I've been learning chinese since kindergarten 1... Can you believe it? Is that quite shocking? Haha... Or are you going "who are you kidding?" but... well? It's the truth. Well? At least I can speak a little bit more now. Unlike last time... Last time I'm like "errr...? errr...? lao shi... wo bu tong" and that's it! I hate speaking chinese as I'll sound weird. Last time in primary school,my classmates mostly laugh at how the way I speak as it's always like out of tune. I'm like so fed up that I give up.
Anyway... Well... Mr Tan didn't come to school today. Let me see... Hmm...? I have to do my English homework. I have two! Well? Actually one only but yesterday I didn't come to school so I didn't do. Oh well... Nevermind. *Trying not to complain about it* Haha [grins]... Ok ok... Hmm... Later I'll do. It's about 6.30pm. Gosh... I've been like spending half an hour or so on this. Or is it about 35 minutes? Haha... Ok... Whatever... About there. =)
Arghhhhh!! Now then I remember... There's Science test tomorrow. Oh god... It means that I have to study later. But isn't it amazing that even though I study the night before the test,I still am able to pass. What do I have to say? Thank you so much god. =) I'm glad that I'm quite focus with my studies now. Unlike three years ago... I was mostly like playing all the time... Wasn't that serious. I regret everything but... Like I mention it earlier... It's never too late. That's why I decided to be focus with my studies now. Ever since secondary one... I'm like so focus with it and I'm glad. So you see... Don't give up! If you're willing to change,anything's possible. I was once a good student who used to have good grades then I don't know what happened to me... My results dropped but my English was more like improving... Here I am,where I am right now... And it's like a miracle. I started reflecting about what happened in the past and I was like... "What?! You mean I'm like that?" so there's where I decided "Hey! No! I must stop that right now..." So...that's where I am now. =)
But... There's something that will always remain the same... Haha... The chatty me! But... If I were to compare it last time and now... I'll say I'm slightly much better now compared to last time... =D Maybe because back then I have more friends to hang out with and share my thoughts with. I miss those days! They were so FUN! Especially Pearline... Never fail to make me smile and laugh. Haha... I still remember what happen. We talked too much then teacher decided to change our seats but... No matter what... We're like magnet. When we finish our work and when there's nothing to do,it's either me going to her table or she going to my table to talk. Haha... It was so fun. So many things happened! *sigh* If only I could turn back time....... Then there's Meria,Rui Min,Carolyn and lots more. Not forgetting my friends like Aida,Jaclyn,Darlene,Naqia and lots more. Hmm... Oh ya... And Shila...She's not in Singapore already. She's in Malaysia. I wonder how she's doing. Haven't seen her lately. I hope she's fine. Hopefully she doesn't forget me! Haha... =)
PRIMARY 6B OF PARK VIEW PRIMARY SCHOOL,2002. Just rocks!
Though there maybe some arguements and whatsoever but it's really FUN. My class is always very noisy. Haha... Then the sort called "bengs"... Han Wei,Zi Kai....... Their very funny people but they like to hit people head. Haha...Not forgetting pulling people hair. Especially Han Wei... Like to pull my hair,hit my head. Haha... Let me see... Whoelse? Oh ya... Gemel... I wonder how his doing now. I heard he went back to Philipines already. I hope his fine. Then there's this stylish dude...a.k.a Luqman... Haha... Well? Ok,to speak the truth... I gotta say his hip. His like very unique in his way though I'll never admit back then. Haha... But ok... I'm admiting it right now. =) I must say I was kinda bad back then as I don't really talk or be friendly to he and his gang. Haha... But it was like for real. I gotta admit that his a clever boy but haha... I'll never admit that in front of him. I just hate to say that. Haha... But that's really how I felt. There's Elvin,whom I occasionally quarrel with.... Daniel... Haha... Sometimes I disturb him... Ryan... Weng Hon... Gary! Haha... That fella... Gary,Gary... I wonder how is he... I love disturbing him. Haha... Hmm...? Oh there's the blur too. Khairul! Haha... I still remember I'll always quarrel with him. Haha... He'll always call me "si ma yi" [Dead Ants] Haha... There's also 'hypocrites'... Hmm... Whatelse? Oh ya... The quiet group... Aida is one of them... Haha... But she's a really really nice friend. =) Well...? Lots more! Haha... Why aren't there class gathering? Haha... If only there was! Wahahaha... Gosh... That would be quite FUN. =D
Alright... Back to where we are right now. Currently in Hai Sing Catholic School... Hmm... Alright. So far quite ok. Only recently I found a good friend who I can trust. Well? It ain't that bad actually. Unlike the previous years. I was thinking that "arghhh! all this are crap! hate it!" But well...I'm just so happy that this year is just a good one. Once again... Gotta thank god for it. =) I'm actually quite fortunate I'd say. Sometimes something happened in the beginning that may seem to be not too good but in the end,it turn out to be FINE. That's the best thing but sometimes we just have to be patient but sometimes I have to admit that I'm quite impatient that I'll complain and whatsoever. But when that later part comes,you'll rejoice. Haha... What can I say? In life,there's always give and take. You can't always be like taking all the time. It's natural. Well? This is life.
*yawns* Alright... I'm going off now... Hours more to Inuyasha...Haha... =X Just love it... Hmm... Alright... Take care!
Signing off...
+*D-Illusionist*+
♥Ashley Kid♥ × ♠7:20:00 pm♠
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+ 0ctober 4th 1990
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+ Single and swinging, not looking - Likes making new friends
+ Mixed
(Chinese, Malay, Peranakan, Indonesian)
+ Park View Primary School (1997 - 2002)
+ Hai Sing Catholic School (2003 - 2006)
+ ITE College East (Info-Comm Technology; 2007 - 2008)
+ Currently: Singapore Polytechnic (Digital Media)
BLUE IS THE COLOUR
// What does your sleeping position says about you?
What Your Sleeping Position Says
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog
// What's your love type
| Your Love Type: ISFJ |
 In love, you are quietly intense, devoted, and tend too hold on too long. For you, sex is a way to get closer - and a way to take care of your partner. Overall, you are altruistic and eager to please your sweetie. However, you tend to also be non-confrontational and secretly frustrated with relationship issues. Best matches: ESTP or ESFP |
// Are you too picky when it comes to men?
| You Are Picky When it Counts |
 But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. Right You should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating. You probably have quite a few great guys you can date! |
// What kind of sexy girl are you?
| You Are Fun Sexy |
 Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy. You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through. Any guy would be crazy to turn you down! |
// What kind of girl are you?
| You are a Brainy Girl! |
 You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more. For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests. A awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either! |
// Are you spoiled?
| You Are 24% Spoiled |
 You appreciate each gift you're given - and you don't dwell on what you "deserve" to have. |
// What flavour Pocky are you?
| You Are Flan Pocky |
 East meets west... sweet meets salty. You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together! |
// Could you be violent?
| There's a Chance You Could Be Violent |
 Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage. |
// Speed test
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// —The Voice Within—
// Other Illusionist♠
Special links:
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Ms Angeline
Class Blog - 1A/03 ['o9]
Meet The Illusi♠nist:
Adib
Aiba
Aidyl
Amelia
Andrew
Atiiyah
Azizah
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Berwin
Belson
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Chloe
Clara
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Darlene*♦
Dickson (Snoopy)
Donn
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Elvis
Eugene
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Faezzah
Faezzah [2]
Faiz
Faizal (Bear)
Fiqah♦
Fyeqa
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Gabriel
Gary's Lover Den
Gillian
Gladys
Grace
Guan Ting (GT)
Guo Wei
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Hafiz Y.
Haziyah
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Jaclyn♦
Jamie
Jason
Jia Hao
Jiekie
Jian Sheng
Jiayi
Jun Rong (JR)
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Ken
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Lee Ying
Leon
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Marcus
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Naqiah*
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Pearline♦
Pei Jun
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Radhi
Razin
Ratna
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Saiful
Sani
Sarah
Shakila
Sherin (Yi Xin)
Shikin
Shi Min
Shu Min
Sya
Syakirah
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Wei Wei
Wendy
Weng Hon
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Yi Xuan (Shiin)
Yue Han
Special links:
CeMTA (Drama) Blog
Ms Angeline
Class Blog - 1A/03 ['o9]
Meet The Illusi♠nist:
Adib
Aiba
Aidyl
Amelia
Andrew
Atiiyah
Azizah
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Belson
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Chloe
Clara
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Darlene*♦
Dickson (Snoopy)
Donn
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Elvis
Eugene
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Faezzah
Faezzah [2]
Faiz
Faizal (Bear)
Fiqah♦
Fyeqa
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Gabriel
Gary's Lover Den
Gillian
Gladys
Grace
Guan Ting (GT)
Guo Wei
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Hafiz Y.
Haziyah
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Irsyad
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Jaclyn♦
Jamie
Jason
Jia Hao
Jiekie
Jian Sheng
Jiayi
Jun Rong (JR)
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Ken
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Lee Ying
Leon
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Marcus
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Naqiah*
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Pearline♦
Pei Jun
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Radhi
Razin
Ratna
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Saiful
Sani
Sarah
Shakila
Sherin (Yi Xin)
Shikin
Shi Min
Shu Min
Sya
Syakirah
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Wei Wei
Wendy
Weng Hon
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Yi Xuan (Shiin)
Yue Han
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